Bad Knight In Shining Armor?

by flightlessbirdje

Disclaimer: These characters do NOT belong to me. This setting DOES belong to me. Stephanie Meyers is the creative brain behind these characters, not me, so no copyright infringement is intended. No reproduction is allowed without my written consent.

This is a 18+ story, so please leave if you aren't old enough.. you are welcome to come back when you are 18

A big Thank you to my Beta Lovesurfer; love you and your hard work for making this a great story

chapter16

Waking up I feel every muscle in my body aching, like I did a heavy work out at the gym. Well I think it would feel like that I've never been one to exercise much.

I smile. It wasn't in the gym but it was a big work out, a very very nice work out.

Then it hits me… we didn't use a condom. I let myself fall back in bed and wake Edward up.

"Goddammit, Edward! We didn't use protection last night!" I half scream at him.

Hoping the kids won't hear me. Of course that hope is gone when I hear the door open.

"Damn." I mumble.

"Edward, we need to talk about this when the kids take their nap," I say through my teeth.

I put on a smile and hug my babies. They are getting so big all of a sudden.

After we all went through our morning process of dressing and stuff, we started making breakfast.

It is something that is becoming a routine, I thought to myself. It didn't even cross my mind in all these weeks but we are all acting like a family on a really big holiday, I smile… I like it.

But then I think what will happen when we go back to our home? Can we get back home? What will happen with Edward and me… Edward and the kids…? No, I told myself. We'll see that when it is time for that.

I don't hear Jade and Jackson, that usually means trouble….

I walk into the living room and there under the tree I see them… they unwrapped the toys we made and are playing with them. They look happy.

I go back into the kitchen and give Edward a hug. "Thank you" I whisper in his ear.

He returns the hug and asks "What for?"

"For giving us so much, without asking something back…" one tear falls down on my cheek.

He catches the tear with his thumb, holds my face and kisses me in the forehead then holds me tight.

"Bella, you are giving me back so much without even knowing it. You give me your trust. You gave me your body… your kids… I love them as my own already. How can you think you don't give me anything?"

I don't know what to say so I give him another hug and hold him in it. I feel another kiss on my head. I can definitely get used to this.

"Let's go to the kids" he whispers.

God, how can I ever let them go in the spring? How can I let them walk away? I wonder…

We take a sit in the living room; the kids are playing with our self-made toys. I smile…this is it... I like this... I can feel my heart growing… I won't let them go, I know Bella is feeling something for me… it isn't love yet… but a little flame is burning in her for me. I felt it last night. So maybe she will stay with me… I need to keep that little flame burning and hopefully let it grown to something more.

Hell maybe something else is growing in her too… how could we forget a freaking condom?

Do I even have condoms here? I don't think so… so I think tonight is a onetime thing then.

Oh please let me find some condoms… I really don't think I can survive 2 months laying next to her in a small bed without feeling myself explode in her again…