Authors Note: I'm BACK!!!!!! And i'm back with two chapter for ya'll. Sorry this has taken so long to update. I havent had much time to type up the chapters until yesterday. So here's the first of two. As always please review!

Chapter Seven: Jealousy and its ugly head

"Okay…No I'm going to meet him for coffee…No he hasn't worked up the courage yet, but we know it's coming…oh…yeah he's still in town…We're going to dinner…I know…Shit Willow I have to go or I'll be late and we both know that Wes wont let me live it down if I'm late. Okay bye." Buffy said as she shut off her cell phone.

"Wes." Buffy said as she ran to the man.

"Buffy," Wes said as he pulled her into a hug, "did you cut your hair?"

Liz touched her now short, layered locks. "Yeah I just got done yesterday. It's a little present to me."

"Well at least you're loved."

"Of course, so you want to sit down?"

"Actually I have something to tell you."

"Oh gossip."

"Yeah sure…umm well I sort of asked Fred to marry me."

"Wait what?"

"And she said yes."

"Wes, congratulations. No one deserves this more that you two." Buffy said as she pulled Wes into another hug.

"Do you want to sit down now?" Wes asked as Buffy laughed.

"Sir did you still want your coffee?" The cashier woman at Starbucks asked.

"Oh yeah sorry," William smiled as he paid her, accepted his change and coffee, then walked out. William walked towards the café he'd been staring at and peered in the window at Buffy and her friend. 'She never told me. In the past 5 days we've spent together she never told me.' William thought as he stared at Buffy, 'God how could I be so stupid.' He sighed then walked back to his hotel.

"Wow, I just can't believe it Wes." Buffy said as she took a sip of her coffee.

"I know, I mean I finally worked up the courage to ask her out in February and now I can't picture my life without her."

"Well that's good Wes. I'm really happy for you."

"Thanks. So how are things going with William?"

"William…it's weird. We've been hanging out all week and I feel like I did in high school."

"That's good right?"

"No it's not good. I was so stupid in high school. I knew he was going to leave me the night we went to the cabin, but I still went. I don't know why I went, but I did and then he left me. I let him have his one last night of passion, I let him use me. So no Wes that's bad."

"Buffy, I don't mean to be an asshole. But have you ever thought that may it's time to change. Maybe he's changed."

"Maybe, but maybe he hasn't. I mean I don't know for sure."

Wes grabbed Buffy's hand and looked her in the eyes. "Buffy I love you, but I can't stand seeing you like this."

"Like what?"

"Lonely. Ever since William got here you've been as happy as you are when your twins walk into a room. Buffy, you need this. You need him."

Buffy stood up and looked down at Wes. "Fine, I've been lonely, but the kids come home tomorrow, and William…he's leaving. So I don't need him Wesley. I don't know need anyone." She said before she walked out of the café.

Buffy finally stopped power walking as she walked into her building and got on the elevator. "How dare he just…God!" Buffy said as she twisted her purse in her hands. She sighed when the doors opened. "Home sweet home." She said as she unlocked the door and walked in.

-knock- -knock-

"God cant I get a moment of peace?" She said as she walked over to the door and opened it.

William looked up when the door opened. "Can I come in?"

Buffy sighed. "Yeah sure," She moved out of the way and closed the door, "What do you want William?"

William smiled then walked towards her. "You," He said as he smashed his lips down on Buffy's and pushed her up against the door.

Buffy kissed William back with all the pent up frustration she'd been keeping since Christmas.

William pulled back and kissed up to Buffy's ear. "Tell me you want me."

Buffy opened her eyes and moaned as William's hands moved up to caress her breasts through her shirt. "I want you."

William smiled then looked at Buffy. "God I want you so bad baby. I've wanted you since December."

"Oh god Will, me too."

William pulled Buffy's shirt off as he smiled at her. "Let me see how much you want me." He smiled as he undid her pants and pulled them off her. Will pushed her panties down and slipped a finger inside of her. "Oh baby you're so wet. Is it all for me?" He asked as he rubbed her clit with his thumb.

"Oh god Will, all for you, It's only been you!"

Will looked Buffy dead in the eyes. "What?"

"I've only ever been with you. Riley wanted to, but I could never do it. It's always been you Will." William pulled Buffy's lips down to his and showed her how much he loved her through his kiss.

Buffy pulled the bottom of Will's shirt up and caressed the skin there.

Will moaned when he felt Buffy's warm hands on his hard stomach. Buffy lowered her hands to the buttons on Will's jeans and undid them, and then she unzipped his jeans and took them off of him and took off his shirt. Buffy slowly slit her hands up Will's chest as his break hitched in his throat. Buffy smiled and kissed his chest then moved over to one of his nipples and took it into her mouth. She sucked on it and nibbled as Will moaned. Buffy grew tired of that one and kissed over to the next one and did the same thing to that one.

"Buffy," Will said as he pulled her up, "Bedroom now."

Buffy nodded as Will dragged her to her room. Will kissed Buffy as he gently laid them down. Buffy moaned into the kiss as Will began to kiss down to her bra covered breasts. "This needs to go." Will said as he undid the clasp and removed the offending object. Will leaned down and kissed and licked the cleavage between her breasts. "You taste exactly like I remember Buffy." Will said as he moved over t one of breasts and pulled the nipple into his mouth while his hand played with the other.

"Now Will, I want you now." Buffy moaned.

"No baby not now. Gonna make you feel real good first." Will smiled as he kissed down Buffy's stomach to her curls. Will pressed his lips together as he blew cold air onto her sex and Buffy moaned.

"Like that baby?" Will said as he parted her lower lips then tickled her clit with his tongue.

"Oh my god Will!"

William continued to tease her clit as he slid a finger into her pussy and began to pump in and out, then he added a second finger as he felt her inner walls squeeze.

"Oh god Will, I think I'm gonna come."

"Do it baby. Come for me."

That was it for Buffy. Hearing Will's command drew her over the edge as Will licked her clean then removed his boxers and climbed over her. He positioned himself in front of her entrance as he looked into her eyes. "Do you still want me Buffy?"

"Yes William I want you now."

William kissed her as he pushed through her right barriers. "Oh Buffy you're so tight."

"Will, god, Will," Buffy changed as he pushed further into her then began moving in a steady rhythm.

"Come for me Will." Buffy said as she moaned and squeezed her inner walls around his cock.

"Uh…do that again and this is all over." Will said as Buffy squeezed again.

"That's how you want to play then huh?" Will smiled as he slipped a hand between them and teased her clit.

Buffy moaned as she felt her orgasm taking hold of her.

"That's right take me with you." Will said as he felt her begin to squeeze him…painfully…but a good kind of pain.

"Oh Will I'm coming, Will…Uhhhh!" Buffy moaned as she came.

Will couldn't hold back any longer as he let himself go inside her. "Oh Buffy…God Buffy!" Will collapsed on her as he felt his muscles give out. Buffy wrapped her arms around him. "Want to sleep now?" He asked as she looked at him.

"Yes please." Will pulled out of her and rolled over.

Buffy curled up beside him as Will wrapped his arms around her. "Buffy,"

"Hmm?"

"You don't have a boyfriend do you?"

Buffy turned towards him. "No why?"

"Well I saw you at the café with a guy."

"Oh no that's Wes. He's my old TA in art history, but he's engaged to my old lab partner."

"Oh,"

"Why were you jealous?"

"No, just go to sleep Buffy."

"You were!"

"Sleep Buffy."

"Okay…you were jealous."

"Night Buffy."

Buffy rolled over and smiled. "Good night Will."

Buffy woke up the next morning thinking to herself that this would be it. She could finally make things work with William. But thinking doesn't always make it happen. Buffy rolled over, but instead of being greeted by the man she loved she was greeted with nothing but a cold bed sheet and a note. Buffy sat up and grabbed the note. She opened it and prepared her heart because she knew what would be in it.

-Dearest Buffy,

I imagine that you're pretty upset with me, but you see I woke up this morning and realized how unfair this was to you. I can't do this Buffy. I just can't. It's bad for both of us. But Buffy I do love you. I'll always love you. I'll call the twins soon. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I regret what happened. I'm sorry Buffy.

William-

Buffy sighed as she felt her heart break, each word tearing away a little piece of it, as tears slid down her face. "Damn it William." Buffy said as she laid down and cried.