Author's notes: ; ah…. Feeling a little nervous here

All I want to ask of you people is who is better to be paired up with? Hakkai and Gojyo? Or… Sanzo and Gojyo? I'm a bit confused here… Please send me your answer through your reviews please… (Um… this chapter will be a bit short…I'm really sorry… but don't worry I'll try to continue on as soon as possible! . )

"To bear LOVE with its boundaries"

Chapter 7: Gojyo is just a FRIEND right?

It was beautiful in the morning, the sun was shining bright. Sanzo who stood by the window looked elegant to the sun's rays; his body was well described under the light. Gojyo woke up; he sat up in bed and watched the beautiful man by the window.

"Hmm… you're awake…" Sanzo said in a whisper, his eyes blindly staring at the sun.

"Yeah… ite…." Gojyo touched his ass, it felt so stretched up and all that crap.

"Hehehe… I did you well, didn't I?" Sanzo praised himself, his lavender eyes sparkling in the sunlight. Gojyo stood up, he almost felt a bit shaken. His legs were wobbling and his ass hurt so much.

"Next time… never fuck me hard and deep… it hurts like hell you know!" Gojyo complained; it was as if he was an old man whining about his aching back, instead he was complaining about his ass hole. Sanzo laughed at the redhead who kept on talking to himself, Gojyo kept on cursing and threatening at Sanzo who wouldn't stop laughing.

"You better go now… Hakkai might be looking for you!" Gojyo snickered at the blond man who stood nude right before his eyes. Sanzo grabbed Gojyo, his lavender eyes burning against the red blooded ones. Sanzo slowly bent his head forward and gave Gojyo a slow deep kiss. Gojyo moaned into Sanzo's mouth. Sanzo stepped back and grinned at Gojyo.

"Hmm… I guess that should do me good for a few more hours…" Sanzo crossed his arms on his chest and looked at Gojyo with a side long glance. Sanzo's good features could be shown as he stared at Gojyo longingly.

"Last long? For a few hours?" Gojyo asked puzzlingly, he didn't understand what that meant. Sanzo shook his head and started to walk around the room to pick up his clothes.

"Well… I mean… I can only resist my lustful urge from you in only a few hours… that's all…" Sanzo has all his clothes in his arms. He stood straight and looked at Gojyo, his gaze full of hungry lust.

"Want another round of fucking?" Gojyo asked as he raised his eyebrow at Sanzo.

"Want to?" Sanzo smiled seductively. Gojyo shook his head and motioned him to go to the bathroom.

"Aw… c'mon… it won't hurt…" Sanzo walked into the bathroom and looked out the door for the last time.

"No… that's the final answer for your next seduction routine… my ass hurts and your ass is going to get into trouble if you're not in your own room before Hakkai wakes up!" Gojyo shook his head; he closed the bathroom door gently and leaned against it. Gojyo sighed and touched his chest where his heart is located.

"Sanzo…" Gojyo called to him silently, he felt his heart pumping normally.

"Gojyo…"Sanzo said through the door, Gojyo felt almost frightened when Sanzo answered him, his heart sped up frantically. Sanzo leaned the front of his body against the door, his head flat in a side view place, Gojyo leaned his back against the door his head looking forward up on the ceiling. It was as if they were holding each other, but somehow they couldn't be together because something was in their way. It is impossible for them to be together because there are some things that you must give up to get what you want. Sometimes when you give up on something, someone might get hurt in either side. Their love is a desperate one and a very sad one too.

"Sanzo… are you done?" Gojyo asked after a few tensed moments. Gojyo could hear the click of the lock and the door slowly opening. Gojyo stepped back from the door and saw Sanzo dressed up as he was the day before.

"Uhm… I'm done… I guess I'll leave now…" Sanzo smiled at Gojyo who didn't look at him at all. Sanzo walked to the doorway and took a last glimpse at Gojyo.

"Bye Sanzo…" Gojyo said silently, Sanzo nodded his head at him and then slowly he closed the door to Gojyo's room. Sanzo made it to his room on time, Hakkai checked on him the next minute Sanzo sat on his lonely bed.

"Good morning Sanzo!" Hakkai cheerfully greeted the grumpy monk who so wished that he was with his lover once more.

"Morning Hakkai…" Sanzo said in frustration as he combed his hair with his hand.

"Well… I better check up on Gojyo!" Hakkai gave Sanzo a last smile and left the room quietly. Hakkai approached Gojyo's room silently. He stood in front of his door; Hakkai took in a deep breath. As he reached for the door knob of Gojyo's room, his hands were shaking.

"Calm down Hakkai… its just Gojyo right?" Hakkai said to himself, he grabbed the door knob and twisted it open. When Hakkai opened the door, his breath left his body and his eyes stood completely wide. What he saw before him was a naked Gojyo, who so pleasantly look good under the sun's light. It showed up a glow about his naked body, it showed up every remarkable muscle and skin tone that Gojyo had. Hakkai was speechless and breathless before him.

"Good morning Hakkai…" Gojyo smiled at his friend, Hakkai was dead silent. Gojyo walked towards him and examined him.

"What's wrong? The old monk giving you a lot of trouble lately?" Gojyo asked slyly, he bent his head a little to the side, making his hair hang sexily. Gojyo was a sexy man Hakkai could agree to that but he was just his friend and only a friend to Hakkai.

"Uh… nothing… he didn't do anything wrong…" Hakkai gave Gojyo a nervous smile.

"Hmm… That's weird… you seem sweaty… is Goku annoying you again?" Gojyo asked as he rolled his eyes upon the imagination of Goku popping out like a weasel begging for food.

"Um… no… it's just that… I don't know… I'm just checking you out… saying good morning to everyone…" Hakkai said silently and sighed. Gojyo laughed a bit and slapped Hakkai's back gently in a friendly gesture.

"Aw… I guess you're just stressed out from the driving lately… why don't we spend another night here? We could ask Sanzo for that?" Gojyo smiled at Hakkai. His smile meant everything to Hakkai and it always gave him comfort.

"Okay… Thanks…" Hakkai smiled back at Gojyo.

"Well… let's ask him together?" Gojyo grabbed Hakkai's hand and they started to walk outside the room.

"Um… Gojyo… is it appropriate that you go to Sanzo's room naked?" Hakkai asked with a sweat drop appearing on his head.

"Ah… I guess you're right…" Gojyo said as he looked down at his body. Suddenly Gojyo pulled Hakkai close to him and stumbled into a dark corner.

"G-Gojyo!" Hakkai said surprisingly. He could feel the solid chest of Gojyo against his own; he could feel every shape and built muscle on his body. Hakkai was blushing and he was glad that Gojyo couldn't see his face; Gojyo placed a hand to cover his mouth.

"Shh… someone's coming…" Gojyo hushed Hakkai and put down his hand from Hakkai's mouth. Two young cleaning ladies passed by giggling together about something they talked about. As the two cleaning ladies disappeared Gojyo pulled Hakkai out of the dark with him.

"That was a close call…" Gojyo said as he sighed for a moment, then Gojyo brought Hakkai to his room again.

"Um… Gojyo…" Hakkai called to him. Gojyo stared at his friend for a moment then at his hand which was grabbing hold of Hakkai's own.

"Oh, sorry! Did I hurt you?" Gojyo asked worriedly, he still didn't let go of Hakkai's hand, Gojyo rubbed and massaged Hakkai's hand.

"No… you didn't hurt me… I'm alright…" Hakkai took in a deep breath. He wanted to tell Gojyo that he really liked him and he wanted him as a lover.

"What shall I do? I'm alone with this man…I love him… I love his silliness and his lovely seductions…I love everything about him" Hakkai said to himself inside his head. He was feeling a lot of emotions towards his friend right now and mostly he wanted to express it.

"Gojyo… I… I…" Hakkai felt like he was going to lose his chance if he doesn't say it now. Gojyo looked at him, face to face; still he held Hakkai's hand in his.

"Yes Hakkai?" Gojyo asked curiously, he wanted to know what was bothering his friend a lot. He cared for Hakkai a lot and he wanted to help him with his problems no matter what. Hakkai was something to Gojyo; he was his best friend for goodness sake.

"Gojyo… I love you…" Hakkai paused for a moment and then continued "… as a friend…" Hakkai smiled at Gojyo nervously. Gojyo smiled at Hakkai and slowly he bent his face over, Gojyo gave Hakkai a light kiss on the cheek. Hakkai blushed as Gojyo sat back to look at him. Their eyes held each other for a moment. It was Gojyo who broke the moment.

"And I love you too… Hakkai…" Gojyo said with a gentle smile on his face.

"Uh… thanks Gojyo…" Hakkai stood up and walked out the room silently. Hakkai felt angry at himself.

"Why can't I say it? Damn… I'm such an idiot!" Hakkai cursed and blamed himself for not making a move. Hakkai tried, he tried so hard that he hated himself for failing. Goku stood out his room watching Hakkai cursing for the first time.

"Things are going to get complicated here…" Goku sighed and went back into his room. Goku knew that Hakkai loved Gojyo somehow, but he doesn't know how it's going to end up. What will happen? Will Hakkai confess his love on time? Or will Gojyo confess his love to Sanzo before Hakkai does? Rather to say, it's going to be one hell of a lot of trouble to finish this story! Goku is the only character to witness this troublesome and desperate love. Somehow Goku will be the lucky one not to get hurt in this process.

Hakkai went down to the diner ordering tea to calm himself; Goku followed ordering his own breakfast meal. Sanzo stayed in his room smoking his cigs. Gojyo was in his room changing into his clothes. Later he came down in the same time with Sanzo.

"Gojyo…" Sanzo said silently, he grabbed his redhead lover and kissed him once more, then he let go of Gojyo and went downstairs alone. Gojyo stood there waited for the monk to arrive at his table and chair. Gojyo smiled and licked his lips, and then he went downstairs and greeted the whole group.

"Good morning!" He said to everyone. His smile was something, Hakkai felt relaxed at that smile and Goku felt satisfied with his food, Sanzo just grunted and read his newspaper. Gojyo sat down and joined the group in the table. For once everything seemed perfectly fine for Gojyo.