Author's Notes: (Sorry if it took me a long time to continue this chapter… it's just that I have been busy for some time and I'm about to lose some ideas on my story…) Ahem… is this going too far? Or does the story bore you? I hope that I didn't offend anyone in this but I know that Sanzo is being the loser in the story… I'm very sorry for the Sanzo lovers out there! I too love him but I love Gojyo more! Peace out man! (Thumps fist on chest and gives a peace sign to the readers)

"To bear LOVE with its boundaries"

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Chapter 9: Jealousy and Lust

The two men hung out in Gojyo's room. Hakkai sat on the bed and Gojyo was in the bathroom filling water in a cup from the faucet.

"I'm alright Gojyo… you needn't worry yourself…" Hakkai waved a hand at him, Gojyo smiled and sat beside his new lover.

"Of course I should worry about you! After all… I was the cause of that injury on that forehead of yours!" Gojyo dipped a towel in water and started to rub Hakkai's forehead with it. Hakkai winced in pain when Gojyo rubbed roughly.

"Ite… Gojyo…" Hakkai grabbed Gojyo's hand to stop him.

"I'm sorry…" Gojyo smiled softly at him. He didn't mean to rub roughly; it was just that Sanzo was in his mind lately. Gojyo was thinking about that man, he saw how much anger was in those lavender eyes of his. Or was it jealousy that was casted in those beautiful eyes of his?

(Back when Sanzo stood by the entrance of the hotel)

Sanzo stood there his arms crossed on his chest. Gojyo and Hakkai approached him followed by Goku who stood beside Hakkai.

"Hello Sanzo…" Hakkai greeted the monk with a smile. Sanzo just nodded his head in silence and unfolded his arms.

"Gojyo can I speak to you alone?" Sanzo raised an eyebrow at him and started to walk to a corner. Gojyo didn't say anything; he just followed the blond monk.

"Something bothering you?" Gojyo smiled at the monk, Sanzo stared at him haughtily. They were in a corner where no one could see them. Hakkai just went up to the room with Goku.

"Yes, Gojyo… something is bothering me…" Sanzo gazed at Gojyo dangerously, the man seemed so angry. Gojyo didn't say anything; he just listened to the man.

"Why Gojyo? Are you doing this in purpose?" Sanzo started to move closer to Gojyo, his face just five inches away from the redhead.

"Are you trying to torment me?" Sanzo cornered him against the flat wall. Gojyo just watched his anger grow.

"Do you want to make me go mad?" Sanzo put his hands on either side of the wall by Gojyo's head. Slowly Sanzo leaned his face forward and gave Gojyo a long lingering kiss. After the kiss, Sanzo leaned his forehead against Gojyo's own. Sanzo's lavender eyes stared at the bloody red ones. There was so much tension between the two men. They were like two hostile enemies, one move and the fight starts.

"You are mine Gojyo…" Sanzo grabbed the front shirt of Gojyo and pulled him close. Their bodies were rubbing against each other; it made Sanzo's manhood start to harden. Gojyo's breathing could be heard, Sanzo grabbed Gojyo's dick and started to massage it.

"Remember this Gojyo… I'm the only person who could give you the greatest fuck in your life!" Sanzo gave him a smug smile, Gojyo started to moan as the feeling got more intense, his head start to feel light as the feeling of pleasure started to fill him. Sanzo let go of him and walked away. Leaving Gojyo flustered and breathless, Gojyo leaned against the wall and thought of Sanzo and Hakkai. For a long moment, he stood against the wall and thought about the big trouble he had caused.

"Shit…" Gojyo bent his head down and felt bad for himself.

(Back to the room… where Hakkai and Gojyo are…)

"Gojyo?" Hakkai placed his hand on top of Gojyo's.

"Huh? Oh sorry…" Gojyo shook his head; somehow he wasn't giving Hakkai his attention.

"Are you alright? It seems like something is bothering you…" Hakkai looked at him worriedly. Gojyo smiled at Hakkai and kissed him softly on the forehead.

"Nah… I was just thinking about something…" Gojyo smiled away his problems; Hakkai sighed and kissed him back.

"Hmm… I think I should go…" Hakkai started to stand up but then Gojyo grabbed hold of his hand.

"How about you stay here for awhile?" Gojyo looked at Hakkai seductively. Hakkai blushed and shook his head 'no'.

"I can't… what about Goku?" Hakkai asked worriedly.

"Who cares? Besides… the boy isn't here… he's not staying in the same room with me…" Gojyo pulled Hakkai towards him. Hakkai sat on Gojyo's lap like a little kid.

"But… Sanzo is next door to you…" Hakkai shook his head vigorously, thinking about Sanzo walking in the room and seeing the two men interacting on the bed. Hakkai started to blush more and Gojyo smiled delightedly.

"Hmm… don't think about what's going to happen… just think about me… about us…" Gojyo pulled Hakkai's face down and started to kiss him.

"Yes… for now only…" Hakkai agreed and slowly Gojyo lay him down on the bed. Gojyo stood up and started to strip his clothes off in front of Hakkai. Gojyo did it slowly and sexily. Hakkai's breathing was hoarse; he could even feel his desire growing in his pants. Gojyo was sexy and Hakkai couldn't deny it, he wanted the half-breed, he wanted him so much that he'd give anything to just have one night of fuck with him.

"Hakkai… I love you and I'll make you feel things you've never felt before…" Gojyo smiled seductively and started to the bed. He undressed Hakkai himself, Gojyo stared at the beautiful body of Hakkai, his skin was pale like the color of cream.

"Gojyo…" Hakkai called for him, he was waiting for him. Gojyo was on top of him, their bodies entwined. Gojyo dropped kisses around his face; he wanted to go slow with Hakkai. He didn't want to hurt the brunette, all he wanted to do was make him feel loved, and that was his main goal. Gojyo dragged his kisses from Hakkai's face and down to his chest then to his stomach. Hakkai gasped as Gojyo's lips went lower. Gojyo could see the rampant evidence of Hakkai's desire in between his lover's legs.

"Hakkai… hmm… interesting…" Gojyo gave Hakkai his last smile and then slowly he grabbed Hakkai's dick. He started to massage the foreskin, Hakkai started to moan, the feeling was incredible. Of course it's incredible because it was Gojyo, when it comes to Gojyo you're every desire is answered. Gojyo leaned his head down, his tongue slithered on Hakkai's dick, he started to lick the sides of his lover's dick. Hakkai moaned some more, he wanted Gojyo to go further.

"Gojyo… please…" Hakkai was begging him already. Gojyo sat back and looked down at Hakkai. He was squirming under Gojyo's hands. Gojyo was tempted, he wanted to go slow but his penis was throbbing badly. Gojyo bent down again but this time he blew some air at Hakkai's penis. Hakkai moaned his name, the brunette's dick started to get slippery in Gojyo's tender hands. Gojyo kissed the head of Hakkai's dick and then placed the whole thing inside his mouth. Gojyo sucked softly and slowly moved his head to and fro. Hakkai pulled Gojyo's hair with a tight grip.

"Gojyo!" Hakkai's eyes were frantic, his breathing ragged and short. Hakkai wanted to push Gojyo away, the feeling was too much for him. Gojyo held on to Hakkai no matter what, trying to pleasure the man before himself. With one last pull and one strong suck, Hakkai exploded in Gojyo's mouth. Gojyo was trying to remember the taste of sweetness that Hakkai was. Gojyo swallowed everything; the very taste of Hakkai delighted him and his new quest. He was going to love every bit of Hakkai as he did to Sanzo.

"Hakkai… I love you…" Gojyo held Hakkai in his arms and they just lay there the whole time, touching each other.

The sun was setting when Hakkai left Gojyo's room. They had been intimate in his room but not too intimate enough that Gojyo would give Hakkai his first fuck. Gojyo smiled to himself as he lay there on his bed thinking about the mess he had done. He loved Hakkai and he loved Sanzo, where would which lead to? Of course both ways would cause trouble on either side. Sanzo would definitely torture Gojyo for what he had done and Hakkai would comfort him afterwards. Things could simply be twisted for a moment but for Gojyo all this is for love.

A knock on the door caught Gojyo's attention. Gojyo stood up and put on his pants; he walked to the door and opened it. Sanzo stood before him; his eyes were full of anger and lust. Somehow this man wanted to maul Gojyo down to the floor and fuck him hard on the rough wood.

"Why… welcome dear Sanzo… please come in…" Gojyo gave him a smug smile and backed out of the way so that the monk could enter the room.

"Gojyo…" Sanzo's voice was harsh and gravely deep. Gojyo closed the door and sat down on his bed. Sanzo just stood there staring at the redhead with his chin up in such high dignity. Gojyo lit a cig and blew smoke at Sanzo's direction.

"Hmm… what is it you want?" Gojyo asked without making eye contact with the monk.

"What did you do with him?" Sanzo walked towards him slowly. Gojyo shrugged his shoulders and smiled to himself.

"I gave him his first trial of sex…" Gojyo leaned back in the bed and pillowed himself with his own arms at the back of his head. Sanzo looked up and down at the slender body that was laid down right in front of him. Gojyo stretched his legs and sighed boringly.

"You son of a bitch…" Sanzo's nerves tightened, he clenched his hands into fists, he was truly mad at Gojyo.

"Heh… So what if I am? Hakkai loves me and I love him…" Gojyo turned his face away. Sanzo was on top of him when he answered Gojyo.

"You are? So you truly prove that you are a son's bitch? I guess you are one since… you're body is used for my pleasure…" Sanzo slithered his hand on Gojyo's chest then down to his balls. Sanzo grabbed it roughly and forced Gojyo to look at him with his other hand holding his chin.

"S-Sanzo…" Gojyo's eyes were wide with surprise, his cheeks turning red. Sanzo smiled at Gojyo and bent his head to give him a rough kiss.

"Gojyo… I am the only man who could do this to you… Hakkai is nothing compared to me…" Sanzo smiled seductively, he started to massage the front of Gojyo's pants where his dick was located. Gojyo pushed him away and sat up on bed.

"You're right Hakkai isn't like you… but at least he could love me… and you… you could give me pleasure… but to compare with love and lust… I'd choose love…" Gojyo was breathing harshly. Sanzo was dumbfounded; he was in total shock because Gojyo had chosen Hakkai over him.

"Alright… if that's how it is… then… I'll stop using you…" Sanzo stood up from the bed and looked down at Gojyo. Gojyo thought that he was going to beat the shit out of him but he was wrong. Sanzo walked to the door and look back at Gojyo.

"For now on… I'll watch you and Hakkai work it out" Sanzo raised an eyebrow at Gojyo and left the room. Gojyo watched him leave, he was relieved but hurt. His heart felt like it was going to drop dead, he thought that Sanzo was going to fight for him but no it was totally impossible. The monk had no feelings for Gojyo and all he'll feel for Gojyo is lust. Gojyo lay back down and thought of everything, for now he will resist Sanzo and love Hakkai. Gojyo never came down for dinner and he never came out of his room for a midnight drink. Gojyo stayed in his own room, he was having a deep sleep and a deep dream.

What will happen to Gojyo? Hakkai has done it and Sanzo just backed up, Gojyo chose love and left lust. Gojyo does love Hakkai but he loves Sanzo too. What do you think will Sanzo do? Could Sanzo resist his feelings for Gojyo? Could Hakkai and Gojyo have a successful relationship? What about poor Goku? Wait til the next chapter to come…