Author's Notes: My gosh! How long will this chapter be? Um… should I finish this story? It's getting a little difficult… but anyways… I'll try my best on writing and I'll try my best not to disappoint some of my readers…

(Well… at least I'm glad that I'm communicating with one of them… ha… at last… someone who could look over my story and encourage me till the end!)

"To bear LOVE with its boundaries"

Chapter 12: Master and Student

Demons attacked the group when they started to move on in the middle of the dessert. Goku had his hands full, Hakkai was busy with his chi and Gojyo slayed them, Sanzo on the other hand was totally outnumbered.

"Haha! Give up monk!" the demon laughed ridiculously at Sanzo who just stood in the middle of the surrounding demons.

"Yea! Just give up you're sutra and we'll spare you're life!" the other demon started to get closer to Sanzo. BANG! One bullet went through that demon's forehead; Sanzo blew the smoke of his gun, the demon disintegrated into dust.

"Che! Damn that monk! Get him!" All of the demons attacked together but then a ball of light came through and half of the demons disappeared.

"Ah… sorry but you can't have the sutra…" Hakkai apologized to the demons. He was the one to throw that blow after all.

"What the hell! Attack!" the demons got pissed off and charged at Hakkai instead.

"I hate it when you outnumber defenseless people! It totally makes me angry!" Hakkai smiled smugly and let out one big blast of chi. All the demons disappeared, Sanzo didn't care at all. He just stood there like a mindless person; he wanted Hakkai to go away.

"Well… we're all done!" Goku announced cheerfully, Hakkai wiped away the sweat on his forehead. Gojyo stood beside his lover and gave him a kiss, Hakkai felt happier than ever, Sanzo cursed and looked away.

"Ah… A kiss for saving the monk…" Gojyo winked at Hakkai, the brunette blushed.

"Let's go!" Sanzo called out, Goku followed his master and sat on his seat. Hakkai and Gojyo followed, they were all satisfied that they had protected the sutra once again.

"Neh… Hakkai… when are we arriving to town?" Goku asked, he leaned in front to get Hakkai's attention.

"Ah… um… I guess we'll arrive there in about 3 or four hours…" Hakkai smiled plainly and tried hard to think. Goku sighed and leaned back on his seat; Gojyo just whistled and stared at the clear blue sky. Sanzo was a bit sleepy, his eyes were closed, he was dreaming of his love.

"Well… cheer up Goku… when we arrive there it would be lunch time and we could have the feast I said… right Sanzo?" Gojyo's eyes slithered to the side view mirror near Sanzo's side. Sanzo snorted and looked back at those fiery eyes.

"Ha? Hmm… Okay…" Sanzo nodded his head and closed his eyes once again.

"Ha! YAY! I love you Sanzo!" Goku cheer fully sprang up from his chair and hugged the sleeping monk. Sanzo got startled and surprisingly hit Goku with his paper fan.

"Don't do that when I'm sleeping you bakasaru!" Sanzo gritted his teeth and sat back on his seat. Goku rubbed his aching head but still he had a smile on his face.

"Okay… sorry!" Goku laughed a bit and relaxed in his place. Gojyo smiled to himself, he was starting to notice that Sanzo was getting a little soft to the boy.

"Ah? Is Sanzo alright? I can't believe that he didn't argue with Goku…" Hakkai was thoughtless, his face was a plain question mark, and Goku nodded his head. Sanzo just kept quiet and slept for all he cares.

"Well… the monk is tired… he hadn't gotten any sleep last night…" Gojyo answered for Sanzo, the blond man didn't say anything but continued sleeping. Gojyo knew all, he knew that Sanzo was tired and he knew that he had a miserable time seeing Hakkai with him.

"Ah… okay…" Hakkai silently drove, Gojyo watched Sanzo sleep the whole while.

Later… Goku sprang up from the car and cheered aloud.

"Yay! We're here!" Goku ran around like a happy kid. Hakkai entered the restaurant with Gojyo, Sanzo stood outside staring at the entry way.

"Sanzo? Are you alright?" Goku stood in front of him, his curious golden eyes was set on the monks face. Sanzo just walked to the restaurant, leaving Goku concerned of his master.

"I wonder if Sanzo needs any help…" Goku asked himself if he should try to get his master along with Gojyo. He wants Sanzo to be happy again, he wants Gojyo to be with his master, he wants them to love each other.

They ate a feast for lunch just like Gojyo said, Goku was delighted that his stomach had a wonderful meal. Sanzo ate satisfyingly, Hakkai left after eating searching for a place to stay in. Sanzo paid for the bill with his golden credit card and followed Gojyo who was searching for Hakkai. Goku just stood behind them and followed these two men. He was like a kid that had no business in their matter. The found Hakkai in a motel, the brunette looked happy.

"Hey, guys… looks like we have two share two rooms…" Hakkai gave one key to Sanzo and the other he raised it in front of Gojyo's face and smiled. Gojyo gave the man a smug smile and nodded his head endearingly. Sanzo just cursed under his breath and went upstairs immediately. Hakkai watched the angry monk go up to his room.

"Sanzo! Wait up for me!" Goku called to him, he ran after his master.

"Ha? Is it something I said?" Hakkai looked at Gojyo puzzlingly.

"Well… something like that I guess…" Gojyo stared at the staircases thoughtfully; somehow he felt that something bad was going to happen.

"Sanzo…" Goku looked for his master, he entered the room silent. He saw his master in his side of the bed, he was hiding in the shadows of the light, the only light you could was the light from the cig.

"What do you want?" Sanzo asked, not facing the little boy.

"Um… do you need anything?" Goku asked nervously, he tried to smile but it didn't come out well, his lips twitched nervously. Sanzo's back was facing him, the monk didn't want to let the kid read his emotions, it was too much to embarrass himself in front of his friends if that was what he considered them to be.

"Go away…" his voice was deep and hard, Goku felt the cold shoulder but still he insisted.

"Sanzo… I want to help you… please tell me what's wrong…" Goku begged him, he persisted into the problem; he badly wants his master to be happy.

"I said go away…" Sanzo stood up his back muscles tensed, he wanted Goku to leave him alone, he wanted to be alone.

"No… just let me help you!" Goku shouted, Sanzo took a side glance at his student. Goku stared wide-eyed, his master's eyes were somewhat different, those lavender eyes were full of lust and anger.

"You want to help me? Then you will do as I say…" Sanzo walked towards his wide-eyed student, he cornered Goku up against the wall, Sanzo smiled at his stubborn student and Goku gulped in nervousness.

A few minutes later… In the room where Hakkai and Gojyo stayed.

"Hakkai do you mind if I check up on Sanzo and Goku?" Gojyo looked at his lover with such intensity, his eyes seems to be in full alarm. Hakkai smiled and nodded but he was doubtful for a moment. Gojyo walked towards the door and when he grabbed the door knob Hakkai stopped him with his question.

"What are you going to do there?" Hakkai asked, he wanted to know Gojyo's business for doing that.

"I'll explain to you later… If Goku comes here… accept him… I might stay with Sanzo for tonight…" Gojyo looked back at Hakkai; he gave him a bright smile and a wink to ensure his lover that things are going to be alright.

Goku and Sanzo's room…

"Goku… just hold still…" Sanzo pinned Goku down on the bed. Goku was helpless; Sanzo bent down and kissed the little boy.

"S-Sanzo… stop…" Goku used his free hands to push his master away from him. Sanzo forced his tongue inside Goku's mouth. The boy stopped moving under him, he couldn't do anything. He could feel Sanzo's hand caressing his bare thigh. Goku started to moan as the feeling crept up on him.

"That's a good boy…" Sanzo smiled in his face; slowly his other hand slithered to Goku's chest. Sanzo grabbed Goku's nipple with his teeth, he bit it, licked it and kissed it. Goku groaned in pain, it was his first time to deal with pain through pleasure.

"No, Sanzo…" Goku squirmed again, Sanzo pinned him harder so that he couldn't move.

"Now hush… I need this… you said that you wanted to help me right? Then this is what I want you to do… this is how you'll help me…" Sanzo looked into those golden eyes and he saw how much the boy wanted to put a stop to this.

"Yes, I wanted to help you… but not like this… please Sanzo… let me go…" Goku begged he didn't want to do this, he doesn't want to betray Gojyo and he doesn't want to see Hakkai disgusted with him or Sanzo.

"No… I want you and I need this right now…" Sanzo once again bent down to kiss Goku but then the door of his room slams open.

"Sanzo!" Gojyo shouted out loud. Sanzo let go of the boy and stood up from bed, his eyes full of surprise. Gojyo looked mad and hurt.

"How dare you use Goku!" Gojyo banged the wall with his open palm. Goku ran to Gojyo, the poor boy was crying.

"I'm sorry Gojyo!" Goku held his clothes within his arms. Gojyo smiled down at the boy and gave him a hug.

"It's alright Goku… change into you're clothes and sleep with Hakkai… I'll take good care of this…" Gojyo smiled at the crying boy and let him go.

"But… you're sleeping here?" Goku asked with a gulp. He was getting worried for Gojyo. The redhead nodded at the blond man and looked into the boy's face.

"Listen to me… Tell Hakkai that I have to spend the night with Sanzo… he'll still understand even without any further explanation…" Gojyo pushed the boy out of the room and shut the door close behind him.

"Gojyo…" Sanzo's voice was possessive, he wanted him and he has desired for him. Gojyo locked the door and walked towards the blond man, who stood naked before him.

"Sanzo… you wanted me right? Well… here I am…" Gojyo stopped walking towards him; he was a few inches from the desperate monk's reach.

"Yes! I've wanted you!" Sanzo grabbed Gojyo, he tightly held the redhead in his arms. He was desperate, he wanted Gojyo, nothing can stop him from loving his beautiful half-breed. Gojyo sighed and held Sanzo too, he never knew that this would come but it had to. Sanzo backed up a bit but he didn't let go of his Gojyo, he stared into the face of his once sex slave but now desirable lover.

"Sanzo… don't you ever do that again…" Gojyo looked at him with a deadly glare. Sanzo nodded his head lightly in obedience; somehow he felt a lot of emotions running through him. Gojyo punched him softly on the chest where his heart is located, Gojyo looked pained or somewhat annoyed, he smiled at Sanzo and it was a painful smile.

"Gojyo…" Sanzo whispered his name, he felt wretched, he shouldn't have used Goku but he hadn't any choice.

"Gojyo… I'm sorry…" Sanzo apologized, tears streamed down his pale face, he leaned his forehead against Gojyo's.

"Sanzo…" Gojyo was surprised, his smile turned soft, he wiped the tears away with his gentle touch.

"I'm so sorry!" Sanzo yelled it out, he pushed Gojyo on the bed and kissed him when he was about to answer him. The blond man kissed the beautiful redhead senselessly. He teared off Gojyo's clothes and took on the courage he had never felt before, he wanted to love Gojyo, he wanted to feel that redhead so much his heart was beating crazily.

They made love the whole day; it was night when they settled down in each others arms. Gojyo lay his head on top of Sanzo's chest; he could hear his heart beating normally. Sanzo's arms winded around the redhead possessively, Gojyo sighed softly and leaned in to kiss the spot where Sanzo's heart is. The blond man looked down at his lover, his lavender eyes full of love, Gojyo looked into those eyes and he smiled at him. After a few moments pass by, Gojyo looked away and took in a deep breath. He was going to say something very serious to Sanzo and it would take a lot of courage to do it.

"Sanzo… I don't know anymore… I don't know if I love you… I don't know if you love me… I just don't want know anymore…" Gojyo wanted to stop and walk away. But Sanzo held firmly unto him, he felt a little worried about Gojyo, he was worried that the redhead didn't love him anymore.

"Gojyo… don't say such things… You do love me… I know it… and…" Sanzo's voice trailed away, this was the part where he confesses his feelings to Gojyo.

"And?" Gojyo asked he was desperate to hear the answer; he wanted to hear what he wanted to hear for such a long time.

"I love you Gojyo… I love you so much that I'd die without you or not… I would commit murder… I would kill Hakkai for taking you away from me but you were so happy and relaxed… it hurts a lot you know… seeing you with another man…" Sanzo cried again, he didn't let go of Gojyo, Gojyo smiled up at his face and wiped away his tears again.

"Sanzo… you cry because of me?" Gojyo asked concerningly, Sanzo nodded his head.

"Don't cry… I still love you… and… don't murder Hakkai please…" Gojyo smiled at his suffering lover, he held Sanzo tightly, for now they were together. Together like this, they're love is indeed a desperate one to attempt. The two men slept together for the first time, they were sleeping with such delightful warmth that kept them safe.

What do you think will Hakkai do? Will Goku be hurt? Will Sanzo and Gojyo turn their love away from each other? How could Gojyo have these two men at the same time? Will blood be shed? See next time on Chapter 13…