It's been a week and my tailbone still hurts like hell. I feel like maybe it will never be fixed. As these thoughts run around in my head Luddy packs me away in the car for my therapy meeting. I honestly don't know why I need to go, Ludwig knows why I tried to kill myself and it's not like I'm planning on doing it again.

"You can tell zem vatever you vant." Luddy says, almost like he could hear my thoughts.

"But... I could get you in trouble because you helped bring the system down... Luddy you know why I jumped this is just pointless! But if I don't talk he will think I'm suicidal ve!" Luddy sighs and keeps driving.

"Just... Just trust me, alvight?"

"Why should I?" I say in a pout. I glance over and see Luddy with a hurt expression. "... Sorry but I do need some more time till I can trust you again... You understand right ve? You understand?"

"Ja... I do, I just vish zat you could trust me now. For one zing I never imagined my first vould mistrust me so, even after I took him in, saved his life und his bruders. "

"If it weren't for you none of that would have happened! I wouldn't be in agony for what will be weeks in a chair and fingered by my...!" Hee turns his head and looks at me strangely.

"Your vat?" He asks genuinely curious.

"I..." A sigh lets out, "My dad..." He stares at me shocked.

"The doctor vas your dad? Vy didn't you say somezing?" He asked. I just keep staring at the ground.

"I left my parents ve and haven't talked to them since I left. I didn't want them to recognize me ve so I didn't say anything but then you had to take me to him after Gil told you exactly what was wrong with me! All you think about is yourself! You said you wanted to stop being selfish ve but you're as selfish as ever!" We both sit in silence for the rest of the car ride. I look out the window and see him into the hospital. "Luddy? Is my appointment here?" I asked getting panicked. He just sits in silence. He parks right in front of the entrance to the hospital and gets out of the car. I start to freak but I can't move without great pain so I have to let Luddy take me out of the car and into the hospital.

The lights are almost blinding as he slowly wheels me in. We go past the front desk and into the halls. Luddy examines each door carefully before stopping at one with some kind of German wording. He opens the door and we find only two people in.

"Vat are you doing in here...? Vait, you are ze patients from a veek ago? Is zere somezing vong?" I hear the voice and quickly try to wheel away but Ludwig has a tight grasp on me! I can't escape.

"Um, actually ja zere is somezing vong." He says as he closes the door behind us, trapping me in here.

"Vat is it?" Rod asks.

"Um... Vell, zis is..." He stares down at me as the tears form in my eyes, he lets a sigh. "Vis is your son Feliciano Vargas." He finally says. My world slows down as I see Liz's and Rod's facially expression. I can't believe he just told them! I honestly thought he wasn't going to tell! Liz starts to run towards me as the tears start to run down my face.

"Is it really you? Hun, ve haven't heard from you in forever! Oh, hun you tried to kill yourself!? Oh honey why have you been gone for so long?"

"Elizabeta! Return!" She turns around and looks all sad.

"B-but..."

"No!" He yells, "If he vanted to come back he vould have on his own. Ludvig I appreciate vat you tried but I can't let you force my son to do zings he doesn't vant to." Liz slowly walks back.

"Sir, you need to patch zings up vith Feliciano... I vant him to live viith you, if he keeps living vith me I end up just hurting him somehow. Feliciano makes some good points and I vould prefer somevun who can really take care of him to."

"Vat about Lovino? Can't he take care of him?" Luddy shakes his head.

"No sir, I vant to cut relations vith him and Lovi is already getting my financial help."

I stare up at him trying to soak in the info. He honestly wants to cut all relations with me? Well... I did say some mean stuff to him but I didn't want him out of my life completely! I mean... I... I do love him, I love him a lot!

"Goodbye Feli..." He says as he walks out the door and out of my life.