He just walked out of my life like I was a piece of trash not even worth throwing away. He just abandoned me with these people I once ran away from. He deserted me...

"Honey! It's been years since Ve've seen you! You fazer and I have been so vorried about you!" Liz states. I need to escape somehow before it starts.

"Ja, zis time you von't be leaving us. You vill train vith us and take over." It's already started. I need to hurry up and get the hell out of here!

"I uh, I need to use the restroom ve~!"

My father quickly replies, "You need somevun to help. I'll have a nurse escort you." He says with a smirk as he walks over and grabs the back of my neck roughly. He bends over and whispers in my ear "I vill make sure no person gets back here vithout my authority and if your brother happens to show up I vill make sure he's stuck here vith you." He really will make sure I won't escape this time but I just can't be a doctor and I can't put up with any more years living with him.

Now I'm on my way to the bathroom with a random nurse with me. If I could use my legs without unbearable paralyzing pain I'd just either run for it or escape out a window but I can't make it. We reach the door to a bathroom. "Uh I can handle myself ve~! So just wait out here please~!" She blinks at me strangely and then gives off a strange nod. "Thank you ve~!"

I quickly rush into the bathroom and lock the door, pull out my phone and start texting.

'Lovi stay away from the hospital, actually, just be careful cuz they have me and I locked myself in the bathroom and they actually may start searching for you...' I send the message and wait for a response. A few moments later my phone vibrates.

'For real!? Balls, how are you stuck at the hospital!? Where is the potato eating bastard?'

'Luddy just left me here with them, he is not coming back. Just save yourself Lovi before they force you to become a doctor too!' I wait for a response but nothing.

I hear a knock on the door. "Um, are you OK?" The nurse asks.

"Yeah ve! Just you knowing doing stuff..." A few minutes after I hear another knock on the door.

"Feliciano, come out of zere vight now." Father says.

"No! I don't want to and I don't want to be a doctor! You can't make me come out!" I yell at the door. The door immediately opens up. In the frame is my father standing with a master key in his hand and his smirking face.

"Oh ja, I can." He slaps my head, grabs the wheel chair and pulls me out of the bathroom.

"No! No you can't make me! I don't want to ve, I don't want to be a doctor!"

"You just don't know ze joy of ze job yet. You'll learn to love it." I can feel the tears start to fill in my eyes. I slightly mumble to myself "But I won't..."

A single tear drips down my face as I am rolled back to the room my parents were in. They open the door and place me in the center of the room. As I sit there thinking about how to deal with my new life a nurse runs into the door in a panic.

"Sir! There is a man trying to get back here but he's going through all of our staff!" My dad looks surprised as he bolts out of the room with a needle. The personnel follow him and soon so do I. I wheel myself down the hall as fast as I can. When I reach the front desk I see a man with several of the staff on top of him as my father tries to stick him with a needle full of what I guess is a sedative. The room is full of yelling but somehow I can hear someone calling my name.

I take this moment to sneak out the front door and start going down the parking lot. I look at each car I pass but I come across one that I've seen before. It's Ludwig's car! That means the one in there getting tackled is Luddy and he was the one calling my name! I quickly try to open the doors but they're locked. I move to the back of the car and try opening the trunk. For some reason it actually opens, the creatures really need to fix that but thank god right now. I lift myself onto the car, forcing myself to work through the agonizing pain my tailbone is creating. After I fix myself in the car I fold my chair and bring it up with me. I get my legs into the car and close the trunk. I gently lay myself down and cry while trying to lie as still as possible.

About an hour and a half passes before I'm suddenly jolted by the sound of slamming car doors. A pain shoots up my body from my sudden jolt and I give out a squeal. Silence for a moments before the sound of a cocked gun breaks the cycle. I try to be still and not even breathe because if I am found my brains could be blown of. Finally I realize that Luddy is the kind of guy who shoots first and asks questions later so I work up the courage to finally say something.

"L-Luddy ve?" A head pops over the back row of seats and a surprised face stares down at me.

"Feliciano? How? I locked ze car, how did you get in? How did you get out?" He asks frantically.

"I sneaked out when you were getting pinned ve~!" I say with a smile and a giggle.

"Really? Zey knocked me out cold and zen I find out you are missing from ze hospital! You had me so vorried!" He yells. I start to quiver but he backs down. "I am sorry for yelling, I'm just glad you're safe." A smile glosses over his face.

"Ve why did you came back though?" I ask curiously.

"Vell..."

I unlock the door open and walk into my house to find Gil hiding around the corner of a room. "Where's the Italian?" I finally here.

"He is vith his parents... He von't be living vith us anymore." He jumps around the corner to reveal himself.

"Wh-Why not!? What did you do!?" He yells in disbelief.

"He's vight I just zink of myself. I just end up hurting him, I did vuin his life. He deserves to be vith people who care about him so I gave him to his parents at the hospital." We pause for a moment letting the mood sink in.

Said with only one breath at a fast pace, "First: doctors earn a lot of money; Second: If his parents earn a lot of money and he was flat broke he would have tried contacting them but he didn't; Third: He tried killing himself so his bruder would get money and that means they really don't want to contact his parents; Fourth: He clearly loves you because even after ruining his life he still stayed with you; Fifth: He was saying your selfish but you are acting like a damn child and did something dramatic that you did cuz you were in a pissy mood and probably put that man through more hell; Sixth: If he didn't want to be with his parents so badly something really bad could have happened between them so get over yourself and pick that man up before something really bad happens to him!" Quickly he inhales as much as I can as my cell phone rings. Gil passes out on the floor and I have an angry Italian screaming into my ear.

"Why the hell did you leave my brother with our parents. Go get him now!" Lovi hangs up the phone.

He takes me back to his home and helps me out of the car and back into the house.

"Thank you Luddy for coming back and saving me~ No matter how many times you hurt me I know that ve at least you'll also be there to save me when I really need it~" I smile at him as sweetly as I can.

"You are velcome. I just vish zat I didn't have to hurt you in order to save you..."

"It's OK ve~! The important thing is that you do save me ve~!" I raise my arms and he kneels down and gives me a big hug. In his arms I still feel safe even though he has hurt me so many times. A sweet kiss presses against my cheek during our embrace.

"Glad to see that you got him back." Gil says to interrupt our moment.

"Shut up Gil. Did you have to ruin zis moment?" A smirk appears.

"Of course the awesome me had to! If you kept going you may just end up breaking his tailbone even more~" Luddy's face turns red at the thought of us being intimate.

"I vould have not... Believe it or not I can control myself Gil."

He rolls his eyes, "Of course you can~!" Gil says in a sarcastic voice.

"Guys, can you please stop fighting? I'd prefer to relax right now ve~!" They both look at me. In unison they say "Of course." Gil exits the room but Luddy stays by my side. "You know ve I really do wish my tailbone wasn't broken." I finally say.

"Vy?" I look him straight in the eyes.

"Because ve it would be nice if we could have another night of love and passion~" Luddy blushes faintly as the images appear in his head of our first night.

"I vish zat too Feli, I really do."

"Hey Luddy?"

"Ja?"

"Can we stop by at Lovi's and get Gino?" I ask like a small child asking for a new pet.

"If you really vant to I zink ve can do zat some day. First you need to rest up and heal. Get some sleep." I smile up at him.

"OK ve~! Goodnight Luddy, I love you~!" I say with peep in my voice as Luddy places a pillow between me and the chair.

"Goodnight Feli, I love you too." He turns off the light and returns to his room. My head swims in the darkness of the room as I drift soundly to sleep with images and thoughts of Luddy and I together on dates and just living our lives together. As I start to fall into my sleep I begin to put the images together and realize that I need to quickly heal up so I can start making a change and fight for what I believe in: My love and my life.