Beautiful blood
Paring: Sakura x Sasuke
One-shot
Disclaimer: I do, sadly not, own Naruto
A little one-shot about Sasuke's life after Sakura's death
Stupid, annoying, pathetic, useless, crybaby, weak, dumb, idiot.
All those stupid insults rung through his mind as he waked past the library.
And guess who had been called all those names by none other than Uchiha Sasuke?
-You're right! Haruno Sakura!
Why was it he had called her all of those names? Oh yeah, I remember, he was afraid of telling her how he really felt.
And what good had that done him?
Right you are again!
-Absolutely no good!
He hated himself for hurting her like that. He had actually never thought that she would react that way.
He literally felt like the biggest idiot on earth.
Can you imagine how it feels like, to know that you hurt your best friend so much, that they took their own life?
That you made them feel, that only death could be better than the life they were living?
If you don't know how it feels, Sasuke can give you the answer to that – it feels like crap.
He walked was sitting alone in his room; he had been doing that quite often lately.
It was Wednesday today.
And usually, Sakura would have been sitting in his room with him.
They always studied together on Wednesday's – it was their little tradition.
She would usually help him with his homework while he sat there, looking at her, listening to her voice.
An invisible knife was stabbed into his heart.
He would never see her again; he would never get to listen to her sweet voice.
He never thought it would be like this; him missing her.
He actually thought they were going to end up together at some point.
All because of that one conversation, a long time ago.
(Flashback)
"Eh, Sasuke-kun?" Said male looked up from the book he was reading, focusing on his friends green eyes.
"What?" Inside he was blushing, outside he was cold as ice.
"Aren't you afraid that you one day will end up alone?" He frowned at that, what kind of question was that? He was about to reply with his usual "Hn" but one look at her face stopped him; she looked so serious.
"I haven't really thought about it, why?" He asked, watching as her eyes became gloomy as she stared out of the window.
"I don't know - the thought just scares me. What if you never meet the one and only, or you hurt the one who really loves you and you push them away; and by the time you realize that, it is too late to change and you will end up alone?" He was stunned by her words, why was she even thinking like that?
"Sakura, are you afraid of being alone?" He asked slowly.
She looked away from him and nodded.
It really surprised him she was the last person on earth who would have to worry about that, didn't she know how many males there were who liked her?
"I-I can't really explain it, Sasuke… I just don't want to die alone with no kids or anything"
Slowly Sasuke's mouth opened.
"We could make a deal?" That got her attention.
"What?" She stared at him curiously.
"What if me made a deal, that if we both turn, lets say 30, and none of us are married, we will marry each other?" His mouth felt dry. What if she didn't agree, what if she thought of him as creepy now?
He looked at her, watched as a big smile spread on her face.
"Really Sasuke-kun? Would you really do that?" Her smile couldn't possibly get any bigger, could it?
"Yeah, why not?" Okay, he was wrong, that smile certainly could get a lot bigger.
(End of flashback)
(Sasuke's POW)
I remember that conversation as if it was yesterday we had it.
I had actually been looking forward to marrying Sakura, even though there was a chance that another man would snatch her away before I got the chance, I never thought it possible.
I really believed that we would get married.
I cant apologize to you enough times.
I did just what you feared, Sakura. I hurt you, Sakura. I pushed you away and I lost you… Forever.
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(I apologize for any grammar and spelling mistakes in this and the previous chapter)