Hey, Guy its Ayaka-Hime! I know please don't kill me I'm sorry It's been forever since I updated! and I want to sincerely apologize for that! my only excuse would be that I guess I became insecure of my work and grew major writers block (more like procrastination too but lets not delve into that right now) not only that but I was really young when I started writing this book 11 years old actually and back then I had horrendous grammar and my spelling was definitely not on point I had no Idea what I was doing with this story and whole plot. so I was throwing my chapters together and hoping for the best, It didn't help that I didn't even have a main plot for this story I was just doing whatever and I eventually grew some bad habits one of them being I'd start on a new chapter or a new story get the first and sometimes the second chapter done post it (not on fanfiction, I also have a Wattpad ) then never move onto the next chapter and all of this is because I became my very own harsh critic and when I say harsh I mean harsh I'd constantly judge any and every tiny mistake I made and eventually I gave up on writing (I still loved to read stories, though), but a few nights ago I was going through the supernatural section of a few Gakuen Alice stories( still an avid fangirl NXM forever!) when I came across my this very story and I was a little surprised because I had completely forgotten about it and I read it and it was really bad like super bad hahaha I'm just being honest with myself and I read through the comments and I felt bad because these readers expected me to update and I never did, I kept promising I would, but I never did. And I want sincerely apologize for that and thank those who stuck around even after I didn't. And now I feel like I'm going to continue to ramble so let me just say it already lol, after thinking about it for awhile I've decided i am going to continue to write Dragoste Interzisa and complete it even If it takes a year or two I'm going to finish it, but it won't be the exact same, I lost a few of the original chapters when my old laptop finally took its last breath and I wasn't able to recover anything because I had no idea that you could backup your computer files stupid I know. So I plan on Rewriting the entire plot and all the chapters that came with it sadly three ( but I never got the chance to post the third chapter) don't worry all the characters will still be the same even luna lol just with an actual plot and better writing I don't plan on deleting this story though that would make things too complicated I'm just going to delete the chapters I have up right now and replace them with the new ones, you will hopefully be able to see the new chapters by the end of the week and Hopefully they're much better in comparison to older originals ( did that make sense? I hope that made sense...) this will be happening with all of my other stories too thank god to because somewhere so bad I cringed while reading them, god where they bad. So now I feel like I'm rambling so I'm just gonna go do whatever it was I was doing with my life before I started writing this note. The main point of this note! IM BACK. AND IM HERE TO STAY.
Sincerely, Ayaka-Hime
P.S I'm looking for a beta and I don't know where to find one can anyone help with that? and yes I know an authors note is not the best place to ask for something like this but WHO CARES LOL jk. jk. fanfiction please don't take this down. But seriously where can I find one?