He hated being Philip. Philip was someone no one loved. Someone who had to constantly hide who he was. Someone whose father would probably dissect him if he ever figured out what he was. He wanted to be Fili. Fili was loved, even if it was only by Kili. The problem was, he hadn't met Kili yet. And he couldn't really become Fili without Kili. Fili/Kili Unrelated Mutant AU Pre-Slash