Chapter 6

A mix of emotions were running through my head.. the main one was fucking confusion obviously. Like why would Dean kiss me then leave,I truly was hurt and embarrassed thinking that a guy like Dean would have sweep me off my feet. *RING RING RING* just as I thought if things couldn't get any worse Nani's calling . WHAT IS IT DID I LEAVE SOMETHING ..? I said as I picked up, The line was silent for a while until I heard "YEAH COME GET YOUR SHIT OUT OF MY PLACE". Honestly I didn't give a rats ass about her at this point, all I cared about was Dean and what he possibly meant by I just need to make sure. MAKE SURE OF WHAT? WHY DID HE LEAVE SO FAST?

I realized I needed to get outta there before I got in trouble for trespassing. Seems kind of suspicious having been in the ring all alone .. creeper alert. I got in my car and rushed to my favorite place in the world ... The Pier. AHHH right when I hit the boardwalk a bunch of relief hit my body and I was stress free. Nothing mattered I just went to the end of the doc and ate my corn dog while listening to Jungle by Drake I probably stayed there for five hours. Eventually I had to go back to Danna's, while I was driving back I just kept having flashbacks of the kiss that was supposed to make everything perfect but ended up doing the opposite. My subconscious was saying "This isn't healthy to be thinking and driving about" so as I always do I listen to myself.

I finally pulled up to Danna's house except something was different, I smelled a bitch near. Oh was right there Renee sitting on the suade couch."Are you lost or something?" I said sarcastically of course. " haha very funny Alex no i'm here to talk to you about Dean". Oh god here we go better sharpen my nails if were gonna go at it. I said "Listen Renee i get it stay away from Dean duly noted I know for a fact that won't be a problem for either one of us." She glared at me for about a good 25 seconds like I was lying to her.

Really? So why didn't he come home last night?! she said in her annoyed tone ... WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE DIDN'T MAKE IT HOME LAST NIGHTI SAW HIM LEAVE HAVE YOU CALLED HIM? " Uh yeah like once." I was furious "Let me get something straight you come to my bestfriends home to tell me that you think I stayed with Dean the whole night and accuse me and your not the slightest bit worried about him because you called him ONCE? my subconscious snuck in a rude comment in my head I would rather not discuss. " Pretty much yeah" she said in a snarky tone.

Jesus please give me the strength to not murder this commentator who is dating my biggest crush! Renee i'm seriously gonna have to ask you to leave and never come back. I texted Danna saying "ILL BE BACK EMERGENCY DEANS MISSING OR SOMETHING". I ran to my car like how a lion would leap to catch its prey,except in this case Dean is my prey.I need to find him! I have to make sure he's ok. I went driving around the city for hours it felt like days, but I didn't care I was looking for him i though he would do the same for me.

I called him maybe about 28 times to be exact before I heard a hello and then it cut off. I was getting so worried, then I just thought if I was to go somewhere as Dean where would I go. From what I can tell about him he likes fairs/ Carnivals. Like the time when he abandoned John Cena with the authority to go ride the Cyclops at Coney and then our day together he rented the the only place I can think of. As I approached the same park we went to there I seen a body figure sitting on the SUPER SHOT RIDE! I decided to go ... walking to the ride I noticed that he was slowly lifting his head up to look at me. I softly said " Dean are ok?" he lifted his head and said I HAVE A LOT ON MY MIND ALEX JUST GO !

WHY ARE YOU TREATING ME SO COLD WHY DID I DO TO YOU? HUH BECAUSE WHILE YOUR HERE SITTING ON ASS I'M OVER HERE WORRIED SICK ABOUT YOU MEAN WHILE YOUR ACTUALLY GIRLFRIEND RENEE CALLED YOU ONCE AND BARELY EVEN CARED TO LOOK FOR YOU?! I said angrily. " I just need to figure things out Alex just give me some time Jesus!"

" YOU KNOW WHAT TAKE YOUR TIME BECAUSE WHATEVER YOU NEED TO FIGURE OUT JUST LEAVE ME OUT OF THE EQUATION! WHY ARE YOU PUSHING ME AWAY BEING DISTANT AND SHADY I HAVEN'T DONE ANYTHING BUT BE NICE TO YOU SINCE WE MET! ... He said " Its only cause your a fan and that's how fans act to get what they want."

"Really a fan, i'm acting like this just because i'm a fan... no its called being nice to somebody you care about but I guess you wouldn't know anything about it! Don't worry about me anymore ."Dean shouted and grabbed my arm while I was walking away don't go" ... "Why, Why should I stay?" He stayed quiet for about two minutes which seemed like a century, I stared walking away and then just said one last thing " Yeah just treating a fan like a fan right?"

After that day I couldn't look at Dean or hear his name without something inside me hurting..

Let me just start off by apologizing to all the people who read my story i seriously had some writers block but i'm back now have some good ideas and can't wait to hear your reviews .. and remember iv'e been gone for a year.