The few hours were crazy to say the least. The ambulance came and took Renesmee and I to the hospital, against my wishes of course, I had carlisle to look after me and renesmee so why did i have to go to the hospital?

When we arrived at the hospital Renesmee was placed into one of the beds and carted away to make sure that everything is alright, and i was placed into a room as well, a doctor came in and tried to check to see if I was physically alright carlisle came and filled him in and then i was left in the hospital room all alone.

How long did they want my baby for?

I must have fallen asleep because the next thing i see is Edward sitting in the corner and the crib holding my princess in is next to me.

Edward looks dead, like he has been crying or hasn't slept.

"Edward?" i squeak, yep i definitely had a sleep.

"Bella? How are you feeling?" he asks walking towards me and sits in the chair next to my bed.

"Alright, tired and sore, but other than that, how is Renesmee?" i ask looking at the crib.

"She is perfectly healthy so i have been told."

"Has she been in the crib the whole time, no one has held her?" i asked astonished.

"We didn't think we had the right to hold her seeing as we kept this huge secret from you, well... more so i kept the secret."

"Why?" I ask softly.

"Sorry?" he asked.

"Why didn't you tell me? Why leave me in the dark? You know I wanted to know." i ask sitting up flinching

"I couldn't I mean what could i have said? "Hi Bella, i hear you are looking for the father of your baby, yeah that's me I took advantage of you when you were drunk." no, i couldn't lose you even though i knew keeping it from you would hurt you even more. I couldn't lose your friendship."

"What do you mean take advantage of me?"

"I knew you were drunk, and i still let it go on. i should have stopped it from happening."

Hearing this i feel like my heart is breaking.

"You regret it." i whisper.

"What?" He asks.

"You regret the whole thing!" i yell.

Big mistake Renesmee starts screaming.

"Give me renesmee." i say to edward trying to hide my pain.

"Bella..."

"Just give her to me!" getting fustrated.

Edward gets up and picks up Renesmee and puts her into my arms.

she starts settling in my arms but continues to cry.

The doctor comes in and says its time to feed she asks if i want to do it naturally or use formular. obviously naturally.

Edward walks out the door.

And leaves us.

He is gone.

I didn't see him in the hospital again.