Another angsty chapter. Sorry!

Amy had barely heard the soft, quiet knock at the door until it was repeated. She left the kettle boiling and went to the door.

She was shocked to find Sheldon stood confidently behind it. He had not done his signature knock and as she looked closer, his skin looked greyer, his eyes drooped and he was skinnier. His biceps, however, still clung to his shirts, shaping his arms. Despite all this, Sheldon appeared to be on a mission. His eyebrows were low, giving him a stern yet worried look. He stepped close to her, she could feel his warm breath on the top of her head.

"Hi" Sheldon's voice was quiet and soft.

"Hello" Amy went to look in his eyes but soon turned back down to look at his chest. Sheldon watched her.

"I think we should talk" Sheldon explained.

"I really don't think that's a good idea Sheldon" Amy took a step back, still not making eye contact.

She made her way to the kitchen, trying to escape the situation, but Sheldon just followed. Amy went to take the kettle and began to pour herself a cup of tea. She didn't offer Sheldon one.

"Please Amy! How can you expect me to apologise and make things backs to the way they were if you won't let me talk?" Sheldon pleaded.

"You can apologise all you want but it won't make things the way they once were. I don't want to go back to the way it was anyway. I want it new and improved" Amy placed the kettle back and picked up her teabag by the string.

Sheldon looked heartbroken "What? But I know how to fix it. I know what to do. I made a plan"

"Sheldon I don't want you to fix things. I told you; we're over. You shouldn't need a plan, you should know what our problems are. Things clearly haven't been perfect between us" Amy argued

"How am I supposed to know what you thought was broken about our relationship? I thought we were fine" Sheldon was beginning to get angry, how was he expected to read her mind?

He began to panic, this was not going to plan. He didn't know what to say.

Sheldon licked his lips and stepped closer to Amy. He missed her so much. All his life, Sheldon had mocked those whose lives were ruled by their heart not their heads, but now he was feeling true heartbreak, he understood. These past few months had been the hardest of his life. He yearned for Amy. Emotionally and physically- something he had denied until recently.

He took and deep breath and blinked back tears, "I love you"

Amy finally made eye contact. She could see the tears welling in his eyes. The vivid blue was magnified by his salty tears. Amy was finding it hard not to cry herself but remained strong and kept eye contact.

Her face remained earnest "I love you too" she paused, "But you're making it harder and harder to get over you. I thought I needed space, but it just makes me want you more" tears were now trickling down her face, "But I can't spend time with you. I can't be near you but not have you. I just can't"

"But you can have me. I want you to have me. I want you too" Sheldon was severely crying by now, he stepped closer to her.

Amy moved back, "No Sheldon. I'm sorry. I'm confused. I need you but I at the same time I don't want you. But I know that you being here isn't going to help me get over you" She sniffed and stepped back "You should go"

Sheldon took one last look, his tear stained cheeks were pink and puffy. His eyes were pleading but Amy didn't look. Her eyes were focused to the ground.

Sheldon trudged to the door. Amy stayed in the kitchen.

His voice cracked "Goodbye, Amy Farrah Fowler"

And he was gone.

I'm sorry this was so sad! I promise it will get better eventually! Up next, Leonard and Penny intervene :)