Hey Guys how awesome is this a new chapter 2 days after the last one. i hope you guys enjoy it as usual. and thanks again for reading my story Love you Guys. *kiss Kiss*

We arrive at the hospital a little after 9:30 and move straight to the emergency area of the hospital. Carlisle asks about Edward, at the front desk. The lady behind the counter said they couldn't disclose any information about him. Carlisle told her that he as Edward's father and the lady told him to wait.

Which is what we are doing now.

Esme and Carlisle are sitting in the corner speaking quietly.

Emmett and Jasper are sitting in the hard chair seeming to be reading 'chick' magazines.

Rose and Alice were taking their turn holding Renesmee fussing over her.

And I was standing against the wall trying not to let the guilt overwhelm me.

That road only leads to mine and Alice's House but seeing as they were all at their parent's house tonight that couldn't have been the reason he was there. He was obviously driving back from trying to see me. If it wasn't for me he would be fine, if I had just listened to him in the hospital and not let him walk out of the door we wouldn't be here. ITS MY FAULT!

I storm out of the Hospital, and sit at a bench in the park over the road.

"It's my fault, It's my fault!" I cry over and over again.

"It's not your fault." I turn around and see Jasper behind me.

"Bella, why do you think it's your fault."

"If he wasn't coming to see me he would not have been on the road to begin with!" I scream in my arms.

"Bella," Jasper says sitting down next to me. "That isn't your fault, he probably would have been on the road anyways, you and I both know how much he loves driving and you wouldn't have been there to save him. And besides he could have been coming to visit us, we live around the corner from you."

"Yeah, I know I just can't stop feeling guilty." I say sadly.

"I know, but you can't let it overwhelm you, because a) He is obviously going to be fine we all know that and B) You have a beautiful daughter in there being fussed over by her Aunties that needs you."

"You're right as always." I sniff into my shirt.

"Not always just on important things." He says we both laugh."

"Ok well since we have figured this out can we go back inside now because it is friggen cold." Jasper says.

I nod and we make our way back inside the hospital where we are bombarded with yelling.

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN WE CAN'T SEE HIM, WE ARE HIS FAMILY BLOOD FAMILY!" Emmett screams at the small lady in front of him, I could see that she was scared shitless so I walk up and rest my hand on Ems back."What's going on?" I ask.

"This Bitch won't let us go see him!" He screams.

I look at the lady and ask her why with my eyes.

"Mr Cullen has told me he does not want to see anyone except for Bella is it?" The nurse says nervously.

"That's me." I say.

"Well miss he is kinda demanding to see you right now. If you would come with me." She says waiting for me.

I turn around and adress everyone.

"Are you guys ok with me going in there?" I ask Emmett particularly.

"Sure B, just make sure he is ok for us ok?"

"I will Em." I say going over and taking Renesmee out of Rose's arms.

I make my way to the private room that Carlisle had paid for.

I make it to the door and breathe in once and open it.

What I see breaks my heart.

Edward is laying there, numerous scratches covering his face. His face is also extremely red like he was standing directly in the sun for hours on end without using sunscreen. His left arm in plaster, and his right leg in plaster as well.

"Edward" I cry walling over to him.

"Hi Bella." He says faintly.

"Are you Ok, are you in any pain?" I ask fussing over him with one arm the other one holding renesmee.

"No, but my voice is a bit rough frim all the smoke in the car, so that's why it sounds like I'm dying." He says givin me a faint smile

"How are you not in pain you are in plaster?" I ask a little too loudly, because Renesmee starts crying breaking Edward out of his trance.

"Bella, I am so sorry about the hospital I should have fixed everything there.-"

"No, Edward. I mean what I said. I forgive you for the hospital, I'm still trying to get my head around actually having sex with you and forgetting about it. I mean it would definately been amazing. But i can't remember it." I say smiling and blushing.

"That does a lot for self-esteem there Bells, I guess one day I will have to remind you how it felt." He jokes.

"I'm looking forward to it." I say looking at the plaster on his arm.

"Hey, don't feel embarrassed for feeling like that, I feel the same way." He smiles.

Renesmee starts screaming.

"Shh, baby its ok shh." Damn it she needs changing.

"What's wrong with her?" He asks worriedly.

"Oh, um nothing she just needs changing, I'll be back." I kiss him on the cheek lightly.

"Can I send your family in they are extremely worried about you."

"Yeah, ok."

I walk out, as soon as I get out to the corridor everyone crowds around me.

"Is he Ok?"

"Can we see him?"

"Does he want to see us?"

I hold my hand up to stop them.

"You can go and see him." I say and walk in the opposite direction.

"Bella, where are you going?" Alice asks.

"Renesmee needs changing."

"Can I come with you please?" Alice says catching up with me.

"Sure but don't you want to see Edward?"

"Not yet."

I don't question and we walk in relatively quiet, apart from Renesmee screaming her head off.

We arrive at the car, and still to clean Renesmee up.

"So… how does he seem in there?" she asks.

"He says he isn't in any pain, he is just covered with plaster and his voice is a bit rough, he is going to be alright."

"That's good."

It goes back to being silent until…

"I'm so sorry Bella." I knew it was coming. "I should have told you, even though he told me not to I should have I knew you needed to know who it was but I didn't tell you. I'm sorry." She breaks down.

I finish putting Renesmee's clothes back on and then hug Alice.

"Hey it's all right Al, it wasn't your fault Edward should have told me not you."

"B-b-ut…"

"But nothing let's go in and see what's going on in there ok?"

She nods.

"Do you want to carry Renesmee?"

"Really?" she asks wiping away her tears.

"Really here." I hand Renesmee to Alice and we walk into the hospital and find his room.

We walk in and everyone is laughing and smiling exactly the way it should be.

So guys I know I promise at the start that I wouldn't ask for reviews, but I just want to ask a question.

Do you guys think it is better to have Edward actually not as badly injured, or should I change it and put him in a coma or something like that?

Cause after writing the last chapter and this chapter I was thinking, it could be better if Edward was in a coma.

Anyways so if you want to answer if you dont want to that's fine.

Peace Out beautiful people