WARNING: Get your flashlights! This chapter's going to be dark.
After the incident with Louise's outrage, Louise recovered only then depressed from the dream. She now seldom goes and attends classes nor even goes outside her room. She's getting really sick but for all she cares, she doesn't care. She was just there, in her bed crying. After through 5 painful nights, she recovered physically, but not mentally and emotionally. She was now nothing but an emotionless statue. She doesn't talk to anyone, nor even express any emotion. She attends classes but after that she quickly goes back to her room and eats the food Siesta prepared and sleep.
One day, she had it. She can't handle the weight and the force of her emotions trying to break free from this mental prison she made. So she released a frenzy of emotions and now she's mentally crazy. She got a knife and a paper. Louise slashed her finger for blood to come out and wrote out from her blood.
"Bye cruel world" She wrote with her blood.
She then got a rope and did a two and-a-half hitch knot on her bathroom on her bathroom curtain holder and got a chair standing on it and Louise locking the knot and got her final glimpse of the world. She doesn't have a reason to live without Saito so she's going to end it. Luckily what Louise doesn't know was, her sister Eleonore was coming to bring her back home.
As Eleonore reached Louise's room she noticed it was locked.
"Chibi-Louise! Open this door this instant!" She struggled to open the door but she couldn't.
"You live me no choice then Louise! Prassura hanginia bursa dan oblikirat awy! WIND PRESSURE BURST!" She chanted out loud causing Louise's door to break into fine wood dust. After then Eleonore walked in and saw the note that Louise note with her blood. She went to the bathroom to find her and it's locked once more.
"LOUISE OPEN THIS DOOR THIS INSTANT! Prassura hanginia bursa dan oblikirat awy! WIND PRESSURE BURST!" The bathroom door blew into pieces then ran to the bathroom and saw Louise hanging in the gibbet.
"LOUISE! You stupid girl! What do you think you're doing?!" Eleonore ran to Louise and hoisted Louise's body for a while so Louise can start breathing again. Louise was breathing again but she isn't happy for what Eleonore did.
"WHY! WHY! Let me go! Leave me here dying! I don't want to live anymore!" Louise cried to Eleonore but she didn't listen. Eleonore chanted a spell to cut the rope and brought Louise down to the ground. Eleonore was going to slap Louise but Louise stopped her hand.
"No more pain, no more agony. No more denial, NO MORE DELUSION FREAK! , NO MORE STUPID BARGAINING AND NO MORE STUPID DEPRESSION! Fine! Slap me? GO! It won't change me anyway. Yes call me delusional, a freak, and a pushover! GO! Throw to me all your opinions, I don't care! Wanna know why! Because nobody gives (Author's Comment: You know what Louise will say, let's just keep the fanfic clean ok ^_^.) about how I feel! They thought they know how to comfort me, how to stop my delusions! Well guess what! They don't!" Louise argued to her sister and Eleonore answered with a very hard slap.
"Stupid, such ignorance! Say Louise, how many people do you think is suffering and experiencing the same thing just as you? Out from Tristain! Or from any other countries here! Or maybe even out in Halkengenia! Remember Louise the whole world doesn't revolve in your grief! You want a new familiar to replace that stupid boy back? Fine, I'll talk to Mr. Colbert to get you a new one in a week!" Eleonore left the room and opened the broken door.
"By the way, don't worry about your door; I'll call a carpenter to fix it." Eleonore said to Louise and left.
Kirche and Montmorency ran to Louise's room seeing a completely devastated Louise and a big hole in the doors. They both went in and walked to Louise. They went near her and they both hugged her. This time Louise didn't resist and hugged them two back. Louise was crying non-stop.
Louise is one step closer to moving-on. Will she make it?
Okay, guys so... pretty dark here right? Well yeah cry everything out because next chapter I don't want to see any readers crying since your IN for a big surprise! I hoped you enjoy, I'll see you guys in the 2nd to the last update. The 5-chapters have been 6. You'll know why. The next update is the moment of truth. Rate and Review, btw, I would like to congratulate every single of you! We reached 470+ Views! Chapter 1 is SO BLOCKBUSTER! My highest view count in the past was 145 now, a whopping 475. :D Thank you so much.
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