I slowly walked downstairs and walked toward our houses library. I walked into the library and saw Hikaru sitting on the couch crying with his head down…
I didn't know he'd be here, I took a step back and was about to start walking away until I heard
"Kaoru you're such an idiot..." he said
I slowly turned around and realized that he wasn't necessarily speaking to me, honestly I don't think that he even knew that I was there.
"How could you think that I don't care about you, you idiot…how could you think that I don't want you in my life... you're so stubborn to see my true feelings."
I went behind the door so that he wouldn't see me but I would have a good enough chance to hear him.
"Ka- "I immediately grabbed Hunny senpai placed my hands on his mouth and held him really tightly so I could continue hearing what Hikaru had to say.
"Kaoru if you knew how I really felt I don't think that you would even accept me…"
I was confused… what did he mean by how he really felt…?
Felt about what?
Me?
I let go of honey and walked into the room "felt about what?" I asked him
He jolted up and looked like he had a blush on his face "K-Kaoru"
I tilted my head "feel about what Hikaru?"
He turned away "Kaoru it's nothing okay, it's nothing to be said out loud for the universe to hear…"
"Hik- "
"Hikaru, Kaoru are you guys okay?" Haruhi walked in the room and asked
Hikaru smiled at her "Yeah…everything's fine"
I didn't want to feel this way but when I saw Hikaru smile at Haruhi when she came in…it hurt…
I sighed, I'm so tired of feeling like this man
I walked out the room
"Kaoru where are you going?" Hikaru asked
I sighed "To our room, I'm tired so I'm going to take a nap."
Tamaki, Kyoya and Mori came downstairs to join the rest as I went up back to the room.
"I'll see you guys later." I told the three
Tamaki put a hand on my shoulder "It's going to be okay Kaoru."
I slowly nodded "Thanks." I went to the room and laid down on the bed, placed covers over me and tried to sleep until I heard the door open.
"Kaoru?" Hikaru said
"Trying to sleep here, today was a long day and I have a headache, the least you could do is let my poor body rest for once." I said in frustration because I really was trying to take a nap, I'm exhausted.
"That's it!" Hikaru said as he pulled the covers off me, went on top of me and pinned me to the bed.
Hikaru's so aggressive…man that turns me on. He had all control over me when we were in the shower the other day and now today, shit if we weren't in this situation right now I would have done so much more then lay on this bed helpless.
He stared into my eyes with a look of annoyance "Kaoru you have been a real ass lately man, if you don't quit it then I'm going to move out of this room."
I rolled my eyes
"No you're not Hikaru, that's a load of crap."
"You really think that I won't"
I looked him in the eyes and shook my head "No, I really don't"
He stood up and started walking toward our closet, he took a few of his clothes with him
"What are you doing?" I asked
"I'm moving out isn't it obvious."
I stood up and walked toward him "Hikaru stop"
He put his stuff down and looked at me "What do you mean stop Kaoru!?"
"Hikaru I've just been stressed out lately okay!"
"Why Kaoru why, tell me why you're only telling me how I've been making you feel, what have I truly done, just explain to me why you are feeling like this Kaoru wh- "
"Because I'm in love with you damn it!"
Hikaru paused "What?"
"…. I'm…in love with you…"
His eyes widened…
He looked like he couldn't believe it
"Kaoru why didn't you say this before?"
Tears fell from my eyes "How could I Hikaru?"
"Because" he said as he grabbed my waist
"Because I love you Kaoru"
I looked at him in confusion
"Hikaru…what do you mean?" I asked
"I mean exactly what you mean Kaoru…I love you"
There was a pause and then I began to laugh
"Are you kidding me?" I said as I laughed even harder
Hikaru looked confused
"What?"
"So this whole drama was meant for nothing, I feel like such an idiot I can't believe that I thought that you didn't like or even love me anymore I really can't believe that wasted all that time doing all this nonsense man wow.:"
I laughed but then Hikaru stopped me from laughing when he placed his lips onto mine
We then parted "Kaoru it wasn't for nothing, I honestly could understand how you feel, but hold on one question though?"
"what?"
"Who were you jealous of, that you felt as though I was spending so much time with me?"
"Haruhi" I said feeling pretty bad for actually acting like that in front of her when even though I was mad at her I knew that she really didn't do anything wrong…I should apologize to her when I see her next time.
"Kaoru you know that I'm gay why would I like Haruhi, plus the one that's going to win Haruhi's heart is Tamaki"
I had completely forgotten that Hikaru had told me that he was gay…I guess that, that just slipped my mind.
"I'm really sorry Hikaru for acting like that and causing you so much trouble I guess that I just let my emotions get the best of me"
He kissed me once again "It's okay Kaoru, I love you anyway so it doesn't matter…let's just forget about all the drama my love and just move on okay?"
I nodded and kissed him "I'm with that."
We kissed and just let the moment of our feelings finally being exposed into this world.
Thanks so much for reading I hoped you like that story I'm not going to lie though I didn't want there to be a bit more drama but I really had a writer's block on this story…-sigh- it has really been a while, I'm get my stuff together, I can't wait until I show you the next story that I'm going to write and I hope that you like that one as well.
Well until next time…SAYONARA