I just realized something. I've realized...that I'm in love with Nathan Young.

Me and Nathan have been hanging out a lot and each time we hang out, I can't get over him.

His cute smile, his soft, caring eyes, his adorable laugh and his charming and goofy personality are all the reasons why I'm in love with him.

But I have a big issue, though.

I'm having a hard time working up the courage to tell him because I don't know how he feels about me.

Yeah, he flirts with me sometimes, but other times, I would see him gawking at girls that walk by.

I'm not sure if our relationship is an relationship or if we're just friends with benefits. I hope for the former...

...

"Ah~ That was an awesome movie." Nathan said we walked onto the bridge in our neighborhood.

We were heading back home after our fun day of hanging out at the movies and eating burgers at the diner. I stood next to him while he placed his arms on the bridge and looked out into the stream. I suddenly had a strong urge to tell him how I feel.

"Nathan..." I called out.

"Hmm?" He looked over at me.

"Ah...I...um..." I trailed off.

No. There's no way I can tell him now. How can I without at least knowing how he feels about me?

I shook my head and forced a small fake smile on my face.

"Nothing..."

Nathan nodded then looked away, a smile forming on his lips before he spoke.

"Do you wanna have sex?" He suddenly asked after a moment of silence.

"H-huh?" I quickly said, not sure if I heard him right. I wanted him to repeat what he said in case I misheard him.

Nathan continued to smile as he looked at me then he faced me.

"I'm asking if you want to sleep with me?" He said, calmly.

Suddenly, my heart started pounding. Why would he ask me something like that so suddenly? I...I didn't know what to say. On one hand, I really did want to sleep with him again. Especially since the first time we slept together, we were both drunk and had no memories of it the next day, but on the other hand, what if I said yes and then he pulls the whole 'jk' on me?

After a couple minutes of silence, Nathan finally spoke again.

"If you don't want to..." He started.

"I do!" I quickly shouted then I took a minute to collect myself.

"I...I do." I finally said, calmly this time.

Nathan smiled brightly then he grabbed my hand.

"Good. Let's go."

...

When we got to Nathan's house, it was pretty dark.

"Where's your mom?" I asked, following Nathan through the darkness as we headed up to his room.

"My mom is out with some guy so you don't have to worry about her walking in on us or whatever. Then again, even if she was here, she wouldn't care who I slept with."

For some reason, that didn't make me feel any better. Of course I'm glad that Nathan's mom isn't here to hear us, but how awkward would it be if your own boy - best friend's - parent was in the house and could hear you both moaning behind closed doors?

We went into his room and Nathan turned on the lights then he closed the door behind us and locked it. I guess that even if Nathan's mom wasn't here, there's still a possibility of her coming home soon and walking in on us.

"Would...would your mom still walk in on you having sex with someone?" I asked.

Nathan shook his head as he slipped his shoes and socks off then took off his jacket.

"Nah. Like I said, she doesn't care if I have sex or not. She's not the type to walk in on me. She'll probably just ignore the whole thing and chill downstairs or something."

Just hearing that still made me feel awkward. Even if Nathan's mom wouldn't walk in on her son having sex, she would still be able to hear him and the person he's with.

Nathan must've noticed how I felt because he walked over to me and placed his hands on my cheeks, cupping my face into his hands.

"Don't worry about it, okay? Besides, I'm sure we'll be too busy for you to even think about anything else." He said then smirked before pecking me on the lips then he got on his bed.

I sighed then nodded before taking my jacket off then my shoes and socks and joined Nathan on the bed.

He laid on top of me and we both started kissing each other passionately as Nathan stripped away both of our clothing. Then once we got rid of the pieces of clothing that was coming in between our bodies, Nathan pulled the covers over the lower region of our bodies and started kissing my neck before he got in between me and opened up my legs.

I lightly gripped the sheets, feeling a bit nervous as I watched Nathan push himself inside of me.

"Ah..." I quietly breathed out.

Nathan smirked as he briefly glanced at me before he got a bit more situated in between my legs and then he started to slowly pump inside of me. I quickly shut my eyes as I gripped the bed more. I tried to prevent myself from moaning out, but it was no use. Each time, I felt Nathan push himself inside of me, I felt a sudden surge of pleasure erupt through my body and a moan would escape my mouth.

I slowly opened up my eyes and watched as Nathan started to kiss my neck and jawline then he grabbed my right hand and gently kissed it before intertwining our fingers together while he placed his left hand on my waist.

I tried calming my heartbeat down, but it was pretty difficult as Nathan moved inside of me. I slowly shut my eyes again and felt a moan escape my mouth once again.

"Ah...ah..."

Suddenly, I heard Nathan chuckle softly then he softly kissed my cheek before whispering into my ear.

"I like it when you moan~" He teased.

I opened up my eyes and watched as he smirked at me before he started picking up the pace and started moving faster and deeper inside of me, causing me to moan out even louder.

"Ah...Nathan..." I moaned out.

Nathan continued to pump inside of me and I felt another moan coming on until Nathan quickly covered my mouth with his and started kissing me roughly. He bit my bottom lip, gently then he slowly slipped his tongue inside my mouth. I softly moaned into him as we let our tongues danced with each other and I started to feel Nathan pick up the pace even more.

Nathan slowly pulled away from me and hovered over me as he rested his forehead on my shoulder and started moaning out.

"Yes...yes..." He softly moaned.

I gently gripped his hair as I slowly closed my eyes, listening to him moan. It strangely made me feel even hornier.

"S...Simon..." He called out, panting.

Then I felt Nathan pump faster and harder into me which caused me to moan louder.

"Ah! Nathan!" I shouted.

"Ah...Fuck..." He whispered then he kissed me again before whispering into my ear.

"I'm...I'm about to cum..." He breathed out.

I gripped the sheets tighter as Nathan continued to move fast inside of me before he suddenly stopped and I felt warm, sticky liquid enter me.

"Ah!" I breathed out.

I laid there, panting, trying to calm my beating heart as I felt the last drop of Nathan's cum enter me then he slowly pumped inside me for the last time before pulling away and collapsing on the bed next to me. The only sounds you could hear in the room were our heavy breathing. Then suddenly, I heard Nathan chuckle. I slowly glanced over at him to see him wiping his forehead and smiling.

"That...was amazing..." He breathed out.

Suddenly, I felt a warm tingle in my stomach and I couldn't help, but smile then I turned over and faced him.

"Yeah..." I breathed out then I closed my eyes and fell right to sleep.