Love and Fate

Chapter 2: His Memories

They were staring at each other his gray orbs pricing her chocolate brown eyes with fear and longing. Her friends were pulling them apart. He was struggling against there hold kicking and screaming her name. He had to get to her he had to make her understand that they needed him. Then her sister grabbed her face so she wasn't looking at him anymore. He couldn't take it. 'Damn it Mudblood.'

"BILLIE NO, NO LOOK AT BILLIE PLEASE LOOK AT ME! DAMN IT POTTER I HATE YOU! BILLIE LOOK AT ME!" he yelled at her as she looked away from him he was now being pulled down the hall. She wouldn't even look at him anymore he had to get to her. Then she said something that made him stop for about half a second. He started to fight harder against Longbottom and Thomas as they pulled him to the Gryffindor common room where Potter was locked up at.

"I love you, Draco." She whispered. They had promised each other that they would never say those words, but he was so happy when they fell from her lips for the first time. He finally got out of Dean and Neville's grasp he ran right for her. He grabbed her arm and turned her around. As his lips came crashing down on hers -in the most passionate kiss they had ever shared- Dean and Neville ran up and grabbed him again.

"Don't let them do this Billie you need me, you need me Billie please, Billie please." He pleaded but she let them pull him back down the hallway. She started crying again and he started to scream her name again. Granger and Weasley then went up to her and pulled her in other direction.

They finally got him around the corner where he couldn't see Billie anymore. He screamed her name one last time just for the hell of it.

"Malfoy, Malfoy stop just stop let it go. You knew she was going to go." Yelled Longbottom as he slammed Draco into the wall.

"What if she dies? What if- if my father kills her?" Draco asked sliding down the wall crying. "I can't let anything happen to her. I would die if something happened to her. Damn it I love her I love her so much." He cried. "I LOVE YOU BILLIE!" He screamed through the halls.

"Come on Malfoy." Neville said grabbing his arm and hoisting him up. Draco was still crying as the two Gryffindor's half carried half drug him to the common room.

Once in the common room they set Draco down on the couch and Harry came running into the room from the boy dormitories.

"What's going on?" He asked Neville. Neville then looked down at Draco who was lying on his back with is arm over his eyes crying. "What's wrong with him? Neville what's going on? Neville please you got to tell me what's happening?" Neville looked at the ground then followed Dean out the portrait hole. "Neville Please." Harry yelled at the door pounding his fists into it. Draco lay there on the couch not moving he silently let his tears run down his face.

"I can't believe I let her go I just let her go." Draco said in a quite whisper.

"What are you talking about?" Harry asked him.

"Why do you care?" Draco asked. But he didn't give Harry any time to answer because he sat up so fast you would have thought he threw out his back. "Blaise." He whispered.

"What?" Harry asked. Draco wasn't paying attention he stood up and started pacing. Then he remembered what had happened.

Flashback-

"Why do you care?" Draco yelled at him.

"Because I love her." Blaise shot back.

"What did you say?" Draco asked in a deadly whisper.

"You heard me Malfoy I love her. And if I can't have her then neither can you."

"She doesn't love you. She loves me."

"Has she ever told you that?" Blaise asked with a smirk forming on his face as he walked closer to him.

"Well no but we promised each other that we wouldn't say it."

"So how do you know that she loves you? Think about that Malfoy." Then Blaise walked out of the common room.

End of Flashback-

"He's going to kill her." Draco whispered as he stopped to stare into the fire.

"What?" Harry asked but Draco still wasn't paying attention. "Malfoy what are you talking about?" Harry yelled as he went and stood in front of Draco.

"What?" Draco asked as if just noticing that Harry was there.

"What have you been mumbling about?" Harry snapped.

"Blaise- Blaise is going to do something to her."

"Her who?" Harry asked

"Billie." Draco whispered looking up at Harry. Draco then lost his cool he started to pace back in forth in front of the fire muttering things to himself. The more he kept talking the louder it got then it turned into French and Harry was lost.

"Malfoy. Malfoy!" Harry screamed trying to get his attention. "Draco look at me." Harry said grabbing Draco by the shoulders and Draco shut up. "What is he going to do to her?"

"I-I…I don't know." Draco stuttered trying to keep himself from crying again.

"Okay well, we need to get out of here." Harry stated.

"Potter exactly how are we going to get out of here. Hermione's not stupid they have the whole tower under spells." Draco pointed out.

"Well yes they do but I think I can get us out."

"And how do you propose we do that?" Draco asked with his smirk back on his face and arms crossed over his chest looking at Harry expectantly.

"We both have to do it. As in work together."

"What- okay fine." Draco stated in defeat at the look on Harry's face. "What do we do?" Harry had Draco follow him up into the boys' dormitories. Draco looked around at the disaster in front of him. Beds were turned over, blankets ripped up, trunks thrown about with their contents scattered around the room "What the hell did you do Potter?"

"I was pissed."

"Obviously." Draco mumbled.

"Shut up Malfoy. Are we going to do this or not?"

"Well Potter what are we going to do?" Harry walked over to the window and looked out.

"Do you have your wand?"

"Yeah why?"

"Well I need it."

"Why? Don't you have your own?"

"Remember Hermione's not stupid." Draco looked at Harry a little longer then reached into his pocket and grabbed his wand and handed it to Harry.

"So genius what are we going to do?" Draco asked getting his Malfoy confidence back.

"Just wait…" He muttered something and a pink glow covered the window. "Grab my broom on my bed. Hurry Malfoy, Hermione would know that I did something." Draco grabbed the broom. Harry got on and told Draco to get on too. Draco looked at Harry as if he was crazy, but all Harry had to say was Billie and Draco got on the broom. They flew to the window in Gryffindor corridor.

They slowly climbed in through the window and crept down the hall. When they ran into Neville and Dean.

"Ho- wha- H- how'd you get out?" Neville gasped.

"Way to go genius. Why didn't you take us to a different window?" Draco whispered to Harry as they stood ten feet away from Neville and Dean.

"It was the closes one Malfoy do you want to get Billie or not?" Harry whispered back.

"Okay what are you going to do?"

"Throw spells you run. Got it." Draco looked at Harry for a minuet.

"Get it."

"Good. Go!" Draco took off at a sprint toward the boys as Harry started to yell spells. Harry started running to when he tripped the wand flew from his hand and landed two feet in front of Draco. Neville Came up and grabbed Draco and held him down to the floor.

"Go Potter, Go! Accio wand!" he yelled and to his disbelief the wand flew into his out stretched hand. He jinxed Neville and ran after Harry. Harry had started to scream Billie's name. When Draco saw her start to run toward the door. He looked to the floor where she just was a saw what was suppose to be him laying there dead.

"BILLIE B.J. NO PLEASE B.J. STOP!" he screamed he took off after her when she didn't turn around. She ran into the forest and he followed her into a clearing. He saw her through the trees but when he reached the clearing she was gone. He went to the middle of the clearing and sank to his keens crying to the sky. He put his head down and something cold was touching his forehead. He slowly picked up his head and looked down at a metal cross on a black string. He wiped his tears away to see what it was more clearly. It was his. He thought he had lost it when she was wearing it along. He picked it up and squeezed it tight in his hand and started to cry harder. Behind him he heard a branch brake and he knew who was be hind him.

"Draco." She whispered keeling next to him. She moved in front of him and grabbed his face so she could look at him.

"No, no, no, no." he cried slowly looking up at her. " Hermione tell me she's not gone." he pleaded with her. She couldn't take the look in his eyes. She never thought she'd see the day when she saw Draco Malfoy cry. She grabbed him and hugged him with all her strength, as tears slowly started to leak out of her eyes. He grabbed her and held on tight crying if possible even harder. He heard another branch snap. And it all went black.

He sat up so fast you thought he'd have thrown out his back. He looked around his room as his breathing calmed down. He laid his head back down an instinctively grabbed a metal cross that hung off his neck from a black string. He held his hand there for a while longer. He looked over to the left side of the bed which was empty, as it always was. The only time it wasn't was when her damn cat came and slept right up next to him. He hated that damn cat, but he would never get rid of it. He huffed, sat up again and reluctantly got out of bed. He stood up stretched and stumbled into the bathroom.

He stood there in the shower letting the hot water beat down on his body. Stem was spilling out over the tops of the shower. He leaned his head against the cold shower wall and squeezed the shampoo bottle that was currently in his right hand. Then without warning her threw the bottle across the shower and collapsed to the shower floor crying; like he did every morning.

a/n: Okay so I lied about the whole review thing but I guess you needed an other chapter to see how this is going to go and I'm sorry but this didn't help very much because it was just Draco but that's how I'm going to do it one Billie next Draco and back and forth!! So I hope you like and if you do come on don't be shy TELL ME!! Please! Oh and a big thanks to ree for giving me the only review I'm glad you liked it!! Anyways read it please!