Chapter 6…talking

"So when do you want to go?" I asked coming into his office and he looked up at me with that worried expression again. "we still need to talk about that other problem" I sighed because I knew what he was talking about but I wasn't ready yet "if I promise I will tell you everything can we do it later tonight?" I asked him hoping he would agree. Eric thought about it for a moment and then replied "fine tomorrow night it is but I want to know everything and I think it is best if godric is there as well" I nodded at him and saw him stand up and putting his jacked on and I knew we were going to his house.

When we were at Eric's house I went straight to my room to take a shower and get the blood off of me. When I was done I quickly got dressed and climbed into bed ready to sleep and the second my head hit the pillow I was asleep.

While danalynne slept godric came back and Eric explained everything except the part of danalynne's past, he felt that she needed to tell him herself.

I woke up breathing hard and wiped the tears from my face and saw I only slept for twenty minutes "wow I'm pathetic" I whispered to myself because I felt weak every time I cried in my sleep about my past.

I slipped out of bed and pulled my hoodie over my sleeping clothes hiding something from godric and also myself, I didn't want him to see it, I didn't even want to see it. I remembered Eric telling me where his room was and where godric's room was so I walked down the hall and stopped in front of godric's door I didn't even knock I just went in and saw he was still awake standing by the window looking as dawn was approaching.

"You should close that window godric" I said as I closed the door and walked towards him and I was rewarded with a laugh that made me smile "I know but every time I see it is almost dawn my mind goes back to that morning when you saved me. Little one why would you want to save me, I am a monster" godric said and turned to me closing the window and blocking out the sun.

I shook my head at him "godric you know why I saved you and you are not a monster" It was godric's turn to shake his head "I am I monster and how could you fall in love with a monster like me?" I smiled at him and replied with no doubt "because just like beauty and the beast I saw thru you're past and saw you, the real you. Godric everyone makes mistakes I did too and I learned from them and I am grateful because they led me to you"

I moved towards godric but he moved back from me "I want you to be happy danalynne to find a good man and build a life with him, you cannot have a life with me, you deserve a life in the light not the dark." I turned my back to him because I didn't want him to see the tears in my eyes "how am I supposed to find a guy when my heart already lies with someone else and what if I really don't deserve a life in the light and that I only deserve a life in the dark?" danalynne asked godric trying to keep the tears welled up in her eyes.

"Danalynne believe me you deserve a life in the light your soul is so pure you haven't killed anybody, please I want you to be happy" I closed my eyes the tears falling down my face because godric had no idea but I knew I belonged in the dark.

"No matter what you say godric I love you no matter what and you're wrong I have killed so that makes me a monster also and then I am glad because the one monster fell in love with the other monster." Godric zipped in front of me and lifted my chin with an angry look in his eyes "do not ever call yourself a monster do you hear me?"

I nodded and out of everything I said he gets mad that I call myself a monster he wiped my tears away and then frowned at me "what do you mean you have killed?" godric asked me and I didn't know how to tell him "tonight I will tell you everything I promise" and I took his face between my hands and pulled him towards me and if I wasn't so tired I would have probably chickened out but I pulled him towards me and kissed him on the lips and I must say his lips was cold but so soft and the butterflies in my stomach went into over drive.

Godric started to kiss me back and moaned into my mouth but I pulled back to draw a big gulp of air into my lungs. Godric stared at me like this was a dream and I felt the same way.

I took godric's hand and pulled him to the bed "what are you doing?" godric asked me and I smiled at him "don't worry I promise I won't bite" he laughed at me but was still hesitant "it's not what you think godric I am just going to sleep here" I told him and then I saw him relax and zipped to his side of the bed and pulled the covers back.

I climbed into the bed and my back was to godric but I turned around taking his arm and moved back and threw his arm around my waist and I felt his breath on my back

"don't you want to remove you're hoodie?" "NO" I said a little too loud but just shrugged and closed my eyes to sleep and soon I was gone.

Godric watched as she slept and saw she was dreaming but he had the feeling she was hiding something from him but whatever it was he would find out he told himself and then pulled her closer to him and fell asleep.

When I started to wake up I felt godric behind me and I smiled at the thought of him and me together like this every night. And when I opened my eyes I met Eric's eyes "are you creeping again?" I asked the tall blonde vampire

"no not creeping just watching" he stated simply to me "well knock it off I hate it when someone is watching me sleep" I said as a shiver went thru me and it didn't go unnoticed by eric "and why would that be?" I glared at him "that's none of your business" I snapped at him and he only laughed

"eric why is it you like to anger danalynne so much?" godric asked tightening his grip around my waist and I smiled when I felt his breath on my neck "because it entertains me, so I see you two will be sharing a room from now on" eric said while smirking at me "yes we will and you better not comment on it" I said to eric closing my eyes and moved closer to godric.

"fine but danalynne we still need to talk and I mean talk now" eric said and straightened up while showing me the door "what is it you need to talk about?" I heard godric say far from me and then felt he was no longer behind me but instead in front of Eric. "Godric its fine you need to be there too" I said and Eric stared at me wide eyed, he didn't expect me to tell godric as well.

"Are you sure about that danalynne?" Eric asked me not sure if I should but I knew I had to and maybe godric will be mad at me but I hope he understands.

"Of course I am sure, where do you want to talk?" I asked trying to get my strength up to do this. "I think it would be best done in the library" Eric said and we walked out the door and to the library.

"Danalynne what is this about?" godric asked me wanting to know why I had to talk to Eric but soon both of them will understand.

When we reached the library I told them both to sit down and they did. "Okay so before I start godric this is about my past and please try to understand and not get mad… the both of you" godric looked at me shocked for going to talk about my past and Eric just raised his eyebrows at me.

Godric raised his eyebrows because he thought that she told him everything about her past and he had a bad feeling about this.

"Okay so I am not going to tell you my whole past but I will start when I met riley."