Chapter 3: Lustful Desires

I woke up from yet another dream where Robin had held me close and told me how much he loved. I'd been so happy as we made love, but I was awoken by a wet feeling.

I pulled the covers off of me and noticed my boxers were sticky. Great, I thought, third time this week. Things couldn't get any worse.

Ever since Kid Flash had arrived to vacation here in Titans Tower, he had spent every waking hour with Robin.

One time, while we were watching a horror movie, Kid Flash kept leaning on Robin and hugging his arm. I tried to ignore it until he put one of his hands on Robin's lap. I stood up and stormed out of the room, while they stared after me in confusion.

Before I had completely left the room, I heard Kid Flash say to Robin, "Perhaps he got too scared." That made me even angrier as I retreated to me bedroom.

Another time, while Kid Flash and Robin were in the gym, as I was walking in to join them, I saw Kid Flash 'stumble' and pin Robin against the wall, causing their lips to meet.

I stared in shock with my mouth open. Kid Flash backed off a bit and apologized. I met Robin's surprised gaze, showing him how hurt I felt, before running to my bedroom.

But today I snapped. While Robin had been preparing dinner, Kid Flash was asking him questions so they could catch up with each other from where they'd left off. But then Kid Flash pressed up against Robin, and if my eyes deceive me, in a very sexual manner. (Robin had his back turned and KF pressed his crotch area against Robin's ass.)

"What the fuck! I've just about had enough of the motherfucking bullshit!" I ran to my room in anger after screaming that at them.

I was silently fuming in bed when I heard a knock on my door. "Beast Boy, what's wrong?"

"Go away!" I screamed.

Robin sighed and said, "Let me in. Talk to me."

I growl and yell, "Leave me alone!"

"Please Beast Boy. Tell me what's been bothering you."

"You really want to know? Well, Robin, you and Kid Flash are what's bothering me!"

"Us! Why?" Robin asked, shocked and confused.

I got off my bed and stomped over to the door in anger. I opened it and yelled, "Are you that oblivious Robin! If you can't see what's bothering me, I'm not gonna bother to tell you!"

I closed the door again and went over to my bed.

"If you can't see what's bothering me, I'm not gonna bother to tell you!" Then Beast Boy closed the door in my face.

I stared at the door in shock for awhile longer until I heard sobbing. "Beast Boy?" I whispered. I typed in the override passcode and opened the door.

Beast Boy was curled up in a fetal position on his bed, sobbing. "Beast Boy," I put my hand on his shoulder, "why are you crying?"

"Why can't you just understand the feelings I have for you?" He whispered softly.

I sighed and said, "I'm new to all of this, Beast Boy. I'm not much of an emotional person, especially when it comes to love."

He looked at me with tears still in his eyes and said, "Why do you suppose that is?"

"All my life, I've pushed people away from me. I was afraid that if I loved someone that they would leave me one day. I didn't want to suffer that pain, especially after what happened to my parents. That's why I try so hard not to fall in love with someone. Then you came along and confessed your feelings and what am I supposed to say?"

Beast Boy looked at me longingly and slowly leaned towards my face. I leaned towards his and out lips met in a passionate kiss.

The next thing I know we're mauling each others lips and removing our clothing. I thrust my hips into his and we both moan in pleasure. I brushed my tongue against his plump bottom lip, asking for entrance. He opened his mouth eagerly as I mapped out his wet cavern.

Soon we're both entirely naked in bed together. We're holding each other close as we dose off. "I love you so freaking much Robin," Beast Boy whispered softly before falling asleep.

I sighed and said, "I know Beast Boy. I know. I just need time to decide if I feel the same way or not."

I held Beast Boy closer to my chest before dozing off as well.

Author's Note: Sorry this chapter couldn't be longer. I just wanted to post something before I left to Florida tomorrow. I'm really excited for this vacation trip, though I'll miss you guys. Anyway, I'd like to thank Chibi Lauryn for encouraging me onward, as well as Midnight Forest, jadeflower82, and forever reading.