Author's Note: WARNING! This will be a fairly short chapter.
Chapter 12: Future Insight
Raven's P.O.V.
As Robin walked out of the hospital room, I walked in to keep Beast Boy company. "Are you sure you're okay?" I asked him worriedly.
"Stop your worrying Rae. I'm fine," he insisted as he smiled good-naturedly at me. I sighed and pulled a chair to sit by his bed.
"I know that you're okay physically, but how are you emotionally. I'm picking up strong waves of mixed emotions emanating from you." He sighed and turned away.
"I feel angry, guilty, and worried," Beast Boy confessed in no louder than a whisper.
"Why," I asked him, genuinely confused. Beast Boy had nothing to feel guilty about, or worried, but angry…he had a right to be angry at Kid Flash.
"I'm angry at Kid Flash for what he did. But I also feel guilty because I kind of," he gulped nervously, "enjoyed it. And I'm worried about what Robin might think of me now." He sighed deeply.
Then he smiled sardonically, "Did you know that I told him that I loved him. And he still hasn't said it back to me! That's what I'm worried about. Does he really love me, or am I just his boy toy?"
"I don't know Beast Boy. I really don't. But I'm sure Robin loves you. You just have to give him time to see that," I tried to reassure him with a small smile.
"I hope you're right Raven, I really do," he sighed sadly. I tried to give him a reassuring smile, but it felt more like a grimace.
"I'm sure you have nothing to worry about," I told him, "now, let's talk about something more positive. How about food? Do you want anything to eat?"
He was about to shake his head before thinking about it and saying, "Yeah." "What would you like for me to prepare for you?" I asked him.
He shrugged and said, "It doesn't really matter. I'll eat anything you cook for me, as long as it's vegetarian."
"How about a salad? Or pancakes? There's waffles. Tofu?" I wanted him to feel like his old self again. This wasn't like Beast Boy. Depressing was never a word you used to describe Beast Boy with, it was usually happy, funny, or cute, but never depressing.
I could finally see Beast Boy's insecurities about Robin. He was afraid that if he fell asleep that this would all have been a dream. And I guess to some extent that that would have been a good thing. But come to think of it, there were those times with Robin that were now a part of him.
He shrugged yet again and I sighed. "Robin just needs time Beast Boy, that's all. But then you'll see how much he loves you."
He nodded like he was thinking about something else and I swear that I heard him whisper, "Robin is my everything."
Then I gasped as I was dragged into another vision. All I saw was darkness. But I heard cries of pain and I could feel strong waves of pain, pleasure, and most of all guilt. Then I heard a moan of pleasure before my sight swam back to normal.
I stumbled and grabbed at the edge of Beast Boy's bed to stop myself from falling. "Raven! Are you okay?" He asked in a shocked voice.
I stood up and said, "Something's terribly wrong. I have to go! Wait for me here." Beast Boy tried to protest, but I was already out of the room before he uttered a single syllable.
I checked the entire tower from the bottom up and I only had to check our rooms. I walked silently but deliberately through the halls until I was hit with an immense wave of guilt and pleasure.
It's coming from the direction of Robin's room, I thought, and made my way there slowly, almost hesitantly. But I forced myself onward and inserted the override passcode.
The door slid opened and I gasped in shock and fear. Robin was entirely naked and tied to a bed unmoving while Kid Flash was leaning over him just as naked.
"What the fuck!" I exclaimed and Kid Flash turned around, surprised. I was going to get an explanation one way or another.
Author's Note: Sorry that it was so short. I'll make up for it in the next chapter. Come on, you guys love me, and you'll love me more after you read the next chapter. I hope you guys liked this little boring chapter, so until next time my lovelies.