Ah how he hated reading but it was a lot to read so why not get started? Rin laid on his stomach and got comfortable with the papers that were inside the envelope he was given.
'"SCHIZOID TREATMENT" it read. He sighed and frowned at the words. He skimmed for a while before he actually started to read,
One must remember the feelings of coming into being one's false self through childhood.
When he found we were sons of Satan and had to become an exorcist. He continued.
Working through abandonment depression is a complicated, lengthy, and conflicted process which can be an enormously painful experience in terms of what is remembered and what must be felt. It involves a mourning, a grieving, for the loss of the illusion that the patient had adequate support for the emergence of the real self.
Huh!? He scratched his head... Too many words!
What the 'close' person can do:
closer compromise means that the schizoid patient may be encouraged to experience the extremes of emotional closeness.
Things to ask the patient:
-Do you wish you had close relationships with others?
-Some people prefer to spend time alone, others prefer to be with people. How would you describe yourself?
-Do you frequently choose to do things by yourself?
-What kind of activities do you enjoy?
-How do you react when someone criticizes you?
-How do you react when someone compliments you?
Pfft! How lame! He thought. His eyes scanned lower down the list of things when something caught his eye.
Schizoid Sexuality
Many schizoids have a healthy sex drive but some prefer to masturbate rather than deal with the social aspects of finding a sexual partner.
"WAAAA!" He choked on his own spit and his eyes bugged out in hysteria. After he calmed down he continued to read.
When having sex, individuals with SPD often feel that their personal space is being violated, and they commonly feel that matsurbation or sexual abstinence is preferable to the emotional closeness they must tolerate when having sex.
"Mm. I guess that's kinda intersting."
Though there are examples of "schizoid hunger" which may manifest as sexual promiscuity.
"Pfft! Yukio? Yeah right!"
"What are you reading?"
"GAH! NOTHING!" He hid the papers under his pillow. He just had to come in now!
After giving Rin an odd look he began to study.
Rin watched him as he sat at his desk and read. The demon's face had nothing but concern written all over it. Yukio could feel eyes on his back.
"What?"
"Huh? Nothing."
-_...
It was Monday morning and things were going as they normally would. Rin was late as usual and Yukio wasn't. They ate lunch separately. Rin was with Bon, Shima, Konekomaru, and Shiemi and Yukio ate elsewhere like he usually would. Currently they were in cram class and Rin was paying absolutely no attention to his brother's lesson.
When class ended, they all left but instead of walking with Shiemi, Rin decided to walk with Yukio today. They walked side by side in silence.
Well this is awkward. Rin thought. Maybe he could make small talk? They hadn't really spoken much since their last visit to Ms. Yuushi's office and that made him feel uncomfortable. Rin was always someone who could start up conversation but Yukio has just been so... unapproachable.
He saw the Kyoto group sitting under a tree as they were walking. They waved at him so Rin walked over and greeted them.
He looked over his shoulder and saw Yukio just standing there. He's not just gonna stand over there and wait for me, is he?
"Exuse me for a minute."
The demon walked over to where his twin was standing, grabbing him by the sleeve and yanking him over to them.
Rin sat down with them.
"So why are you guys sitting under tree?"
"Cause it's shady." The pink haired boy said with a smile.
Everyone's eyes turned to their teacher standing awkwardly near them. Rin gestured with his eyes that he should sit but Yukio only squinted in confusion. The older twin gave an exasperated sigh and tugged Yukio's sleeve roughly, using his demon strength to make him sit. Yukio let out a surprised sound but sent Rin a frown when he was seated.
Ugh. This is uncomfortable.
They began to chat again but Yukio just sat there staring at the grass wondering why Rin wanted him to join them. He could just leave... It would make things a lot less awkward.
Rin frowned at his silent twin. How am I supposed to get him involved if he doesn't contribute?
Rin reached over and flicked Yukio's glasses at the bridge of his nose, stopping Bon mid-sentence.
"Ow!"
They all gasped when their teacher pushed Rin's face roughly and Rin retaliated by shoving him. Rin noticed that Yukio smiled a little. Just a little but a smile's still a smile.