The house was dark and cold, yet Sakura somehow felt really warm. She turned over to face the sleeping Uchiha who looked like an angel. She kissed his forehead slightly causing him to wake up slightly then fall back to sleep. A very light sleeper indeed she had mused. She snuggled in closer to the man.

They had stayed up till at least 1:00 a.m. talking in whispers and kissing for random moments. Sasuke had really opened up last night and she had loved every moment he had spoken to her. Because now he was speaking to her…only to her, about his past…and everything. Sakura had surprisingly only asked questions and said small things.

Sakura looked back at the face of Sasuke who was obviously dreaming something nice. She snuggled into his chest and let her eyes close on her. When Sakura had entered a deep sleep Sasuke opened his eyes. He sat up and looked at the sleeping girl next to him. He knew this was the only time he could do it…the only time. There would be no more chances.

Sasuke got up and kissed Sakura on the lips softly.

"Wait for me Sakura…I have to do this!" He growled then ran out of the house into the night. "I will return to you. that's a promise." was his only thought.

Naruto went to wake up Sasuke but found Sakura. Yelping he jumped back rubbing his eyes at the pink haired kounichi who rose to look at him. He scratched his head furiously.

"No you didn't…that's just not right Sakura…your ahhhhh you …Sasuke…gah my mind!" He mumbled around.

"What ever your thinking Naruto, your very very very wrong." Sakura growled rolling over to fall asleep again.

"Well then what's all this!" he growled.

"I slept over…I was tired." She grumbled putting a pillow over her head. She then blinked and looked around in a scared manner.

The ranting Naruto stopped in his tracks to look at the now tearing up Sakura. She ran out the door. Naruto followed her in puzzlement but then realized what was wrong. He had come to get Sasuke…but where was Sasuke? He wasn't in town Naruto knew that that could only mean.

"Sakura wait up!"

Naruto called after the crying Sakura. She punched a tree near her causing it to snap like twig. She shuddered clutching her stomach.

"He…he did it again…He left me….again" She choked.

"Sakura…" Naruto said.

"DAMNIT SASUKE! You bastard" She growled then walked towards the library.

She was going to be training all day! Naruto gave her a sad look as the rain began to fall on the Konoha.

Two week's had passed and Sakura now only trained or worked in the hospital. No one spoke a word about Sasuke or to her. She had been angry very angry. Naruto sighed as he walked up to the angry Sakura who seemed busy healing kids injuries. She could do them easily now.

"Um Sakura…I need to talk with you." He mumbled

"What is it Naruto! Im busy."

"It's about Ino…" He mumbled.

"She was pregnant wasn't she…ya I know the news." She smiled.

"No…I mean ya but…she had a miscarriage." Naruto sighed.

"What! At five months that's unheard of!"

"She fell and broke her legs and killed the baby. She hasn't woken up since." Naruto groaned out.

But the pink haired kounichi was already at the hospital. She walked into Ino's hospital room and smiled at the sleeping Ino. Shikamaru looked at her then looked back down angrily.

"Don't worry Shikamaru…now if you'll leave the room im going to fix her up."

"But what about…"

"Im sorry…the baby is already gone…I can't save it im sorry." She said sadly.

Shikamaru rushed out of the room. Sakura felt bad but still, she looked at Ino then placed her hands over her stomach. Even though her words were true it didn't mean she couldn't revive him if she gave her all. But before she could even start Tsuande's hand came across her face.

"Don't even try it…you'll kill yourself!" Her sensei barked.

"Yes mame" Sakura said softly.

"Sakura I know what your feeling…I have a mission for you…while I heal Ino up I want you to go get Naruto, and Rock Lee and bring them to my office. I will meet with the three of you there."

Ino grumbled as she got to her feet. Shikamaru raised his head and smirked.

"I thought you would never wake up…" He spoke softly.

"Hm…ya well…I…I'm sorry Shikamaru…" She teared up.

"All that matters is your alright Ino…there is plenty of time for that."

"But our child I…I fell and it's my fault."

"Shhhh…. don't worry about it…it's not your fault."

"BUT IT IS…. I KILLED IT," She sobbed.

"Shut up! Its not your fault…don't cry now…just. Relax" He tried to sooth to her.

"Oh Shikamaru…I…. I" but her words were drown out by sobbing.

Sakura watched from the window and left. Three weeks till Sai returned. Then the mission would start. She had to wait three weeks, three very long weeks. Sakura vowed to train every day in that three weeks time.

She wouldn't fail this mission.

Spring had flown by like winter and fall. It seemed so much had happened but none of that mattered now. It was now the second week of intense training. She tied her hair up into a clip then secured it by rapping a red cloth in it covering both hairclip and hair underneath. She then put on her ninja headband and secured her white four-slit skirt over her green shorts. She tied on her Kunai pouch and last but not least slipped on her black gloves and boots. She ran out of the house. Today she could spar with Rock Lee. She had been looking forward to it for some time now.

Lee stood ready for Sakura to come to the practice grounds. Naruto had this day off. Sakura came into site and Lee smiled.

"Oh her beauty, oh her grace" He mumbled as she gave him a glare letting him know she wanted this to be a serious match. Lee took a stance still winking at her. She rolled her eyes and disappeared. Lee turned around and gripped the two kunai she had thrown.

Lee then waited for her to come for him. Soon enough she caught up. She crouched low on the ground and struck him at the thighs. He jumped in the nick of time and went for an attack. Sakura didn't give it time and being better at far range combat she jumped back and punched the earth. It shook and Lee fell backwards.

He disappeared then reappeared behind her and struck her in the back. She fell forward skidding then jumped up using her hand and kicked lee in the jaw. He then returned the attack by punching Sakura into the air and beginning his signature move.

Sakura had grown strong at both hand-to-hand combat and far range combat so both were easy. But she still lacked speed in hand-to-hand combat so he would use the weakness against her. Sakura though was much better and shot kunai at him before he could get close to perform. She landed in a tree rubbing her arms.

Both continued their fight for a few hours before Lee had finally gotten the better of Sakura. She had stopped knowing he had the upper hand. Both smiled and thanked the other for thee good match. Sakura hated losing. It made her feel so weak. Ino walked up behind Sakura and smiled.

"Still training Sakura!" The girl smirked competivly.

Both girls turned and glared at each other. Ino was purposely picking a fight with her. By some odd means Ino had wiggled her way into this mission as well. Shikamaru on the other hand was to go on another mission with Chouji soon. Sakura growled.

"What's it to you fatty." She growled.

"What did you say!"

"You heard me!"

"You wanna take this somewhere…billboard brow!"

"Sure can you handle a fight against an ANBU med."?

"I don't know…we will just have to see now wont we!"

Both girls quickly engaged in battle. Surprisingly both were almost equally matched but of course Sakura eventually won the battle by pinning the girl down and pulling a kunai on her.

Lee clapped his hands awkwardly then offered both girls to dinner. Seeing as they had obviously spent the day training and battling it out. Both girls nodded and approved. Rock Lee was surprisingly a very good with cooking. The restaurants had all been closed for some reason or another so Lee had made them dinner at his own house. Both girls cringed at the thought of being in "his" house.

Pictures of Gai-sensei and himself covered the walls. The one image he had snapped of him and Sakura was also on the wall. She cringed at the thought that somewhere in this house there was probably a shrine to her.

"So we have four days till out mission starts." Ino said calmly. Eating her bowl of curry. Sakura nibbled at her silently, not wishing to talk in this subject just yet.

"Ya…this one is going to be tuff, how many others are going with us." Lee asked.

"The four ANBU, Ino, and Tsuande said we would also have quite a few Jounin there for backup."

"Wow…im still nervous about this." Ino said. "But I still have a grudge for a friend I want to repay."

"Hm" Sakura smiled.

Mission kill Itachi was now fully underway. In four days they would be off to find Itachi and kill him. Sakura had a secret wish of hoping Sasuke would not be there by the time they found them or…he would have already murdered him. She sighed at the thought suddenly feeling tired.

Ino was calling her name but Sakura couldn't hear her…Lee started to call to her too but all there voices started to swirl in her head. She collapsed on the table. Rock Lee and Ino jumped to their feet. They picked her up and rushed her to the Konoha medical center.

Sakura woke up in the hospital. Ino and Lee smiled as she woke up. Tsuande only raised a brow and smirked slightly. Sakura woke up and rubbed her head.

"What the hell happened…" She groaned.

"WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME YOU GOT AN ABORTION!" Ino raged quickly.

"Now, now Ino settle your ass down, she had her reasons." Tsuande said.

"What do you mean abortion? What's going on!" Lee asked.

"She will tell us if she wants to Rock Lee so hold your horses. Now Sakura…I believe its your choice." She said.

"Alright…since you found out I might as well tell you…just please keep this from Naruto…and everyone else for that matter." Sakura said almost crying.

Tsuande gave a glare to both people who nodded into secrecy.

"Alright…it was about four or five months ago when the village was attacked. He appeared behind me and I couldn't get away. I broke my legs trying. He simply grabbed me and…well you can guess what happened…I thought it had been a very well preformed mind justsu but I was wrong. After erm…" she paused to catch breath. It was hard for her to reveal so much so fast.

"After the two rescued me from the forest I began to feel weird. So I went to visit the hospital and they told me I was well um…pregnant. I freaked out and asked if I could get it killed. I couldn't live with myself…I just couldn't." She broke out into sobs. Ino wanted to know more but it seemed she already knew.

Ino raised a hand to rub her back. Rock Lee only blinked and looked away in anger. Sakura, it seemed was the one who deserved to kill Itachi the most. Sakura had thought it was okay not to take the medication anymore and had stopped two weeks ago. But she had started to get weak.

Tsuande left the room and Rock Lee followed. Ino took her leave as well. All thought it was right to leave her alone for a while. Sakura stared at the sheets and at her hands gripping them. Tears fell uncontrollably to the covers. Sakura sunk into the sheets crying herself to sleep.

"Sasuke why…you left me like this…im all alone…Sasuke you jerk." Sakura cried.

Ino growled from outside the door. Ino whipped around to walk home. She had wiggled her way into this mission because she wanted to not only get back at Itachi for burning half the Konoha but Sasuke for leaving Sakura twice. Not once but twice. Ino growled.

"If it's the last thing I do I will make sure Sasuke feels the same pain Sakura feels."

Four days had passed quickly. Now being the morning of their departure with Sai back all got ready in the silence of the foggy morning. Sakura looked at herself in the mirror with a determined look. She put up her hair and drew the mark on her arm. She then slipped on the ANBU mask over the side or her head and walked out of the door ready to go.

Ino, Naruto, and Sai waited outside her house. Sakura joined the determined looking bunch to the gates of the Konoha. The Jounin were waiting outside the gates and the ANBU walked out to the front of the pack meeting with Rock lee. All four gave an angry glance on the road ahead of them.

The Konoha all watched as the ground disappeared infront of the gates. Tsuande said a silent prayer for her students and went back inside. All four ANBU slipped their masks over their faces and jumped ahead.

Their mission was to Kill Itachi…and Sakura was going to be the one to do it. Dead or not she would kill him ten times over. Behind her mask She was no longer a Sakura Haruno everyone knew…but the warrior Sakura Haruno, who at all costs would achieve her goal even if she had to kill Sasuke.


Author Note: well hey there be the chapter I promise you. Sorry I wanted this chapter to be like all determination and anger and crap. This chapter I had some serious problems on what to write. Soooo im sorry it's kinda crappy.

From the Reviews: oh my god I have so many reviews im soooo happy. I only expected like 5 XD anyway her is replying to you guys.

Dancingwithbrokendreams: yes yes hm Oreos…heh don't tackle random people XD anyway thank you so much for your support. Im updating a.s.a.p.

Sasusaku4eva101: erm….youtube! XD heh hm computer blocks that site XD anyway even if I had the time to unblock it its not my choice do to the fact it takes a while to load and plus…I wouldn't be able to find it out of how many Naruto one there are and third I think…since the product is no licensed the episodes wouldn't be on there. XD thanks you though.

Amber: im glad you love my story but hehehhehhhhehe sorry Sasuke had to leave. It goes with the story line XD you understand. BUT DON'T STOP READING IT! I swear her comes back…. and not in 6 years this time…..grrrr stupid Sasuke. Anyway ya erm he comes backies and well ya more drama which brings me into the next chapter.

Chapter Review: The mission is well underway. Sai admits he has feelings for Sakura to Naruto…But Sakura is to cold hearted to care anymore. Her only focus is the mission. The death of Itachi her only goal. Naruto knows something is wrong with her…Sasuke find Itachi, vowing to kill him then and there but when a horde of ninja from the hidden leaf village appear Sasuke knows he will loose his chance to one of them.

Anyway im watching the Rurouni Kenshin OVA trust and betrayal so I erm…. have quite a few ideas in mind for next chapter. Ooh yes I hope it will tear jerking for you as it was to me.