Hey Guys, here´s chapter 17! Hope you like :p
I just got braces on today so my teeth is hurting like shit right now...anyway hope you had a nice easter...
Chapter 17: Kasper
Maria´s POV:
I had been so determined not to tell Kasper about Dougie and me, but when the result came back with the news that Dougie was the father, I simply knew that I couldn´t. I´d have to tell him that I was pregnant, or he´d guess eventually. If I didn´t tell him and he found out by guessing he´d immidiately jump to the conclusion that he was the father. I couldn´t have that. Another thing I was determined on was that I wouldn´t abort my unborn baby. And I knew, I couldn´t still stay with Kasper and then give birth to Dougie´s child.
It wasn´t before then, sitting by the dinner table thinking it all through, that I realized what I had to do. I saw Kasper wave his hands in front of my face then and calling my name. "Are you okay?" he asked as I had gotten back to reality. He looked at me in a concerned way, and I simply faked a smile at him. I didn´t know what to say. He grabbed my hand from across the table and smiled at me. "Are you sure? You know you can tell me anything, right?"
I thought for a long moment, and then pulled my hand to myself. He looked more concerned then. I could feel his eyes at me as I looked down. I heard the chair making a noise and a few seconds later he was sitting by my feet. "Maria?" he asked and this time I looked at him, teary eyed. "I have…" I took a deep breath, "something to tell you," I said and looked him straight into the eyes. "What is it, baby?" he asked and took my hand again and just as before, I pulled it away. I took one more deep breath and held my breath for a moment. "I…I´m pregnant," I whispered and he smiled brightly before I continued. "But-", was all I reached to say before he cut me off. "That´s great…we´ll finally be a happy family," he said enthusiastically. I sighed and shook off his arms that were around me giving me a tight hug. "But-", I tried again and again he cut me off. "Don´t worry, baby, you´ll be okay," he told me as if that was what I was afraid of. I took a deep breath.
"Listen to me!" I yelled and got up from the chair and out of his grip. "Take it easy, baby…" he started again and this time I was really irritated. "Listen!!" I yelled once more. "Zip," I spat at him as he was about to open his mouth again. He was quiet then and looked at me like I was a weirdo or something. "There is one more thing," I started, my voice low. "You are not the father," I whispered so low that I didn´t really think he would have heard. But he did and he was looking furious as I looked up at him. "What?" he asked his voice angry. I had never seen him like this before so it scared me. I slowly backed away from him and felt the silent tears as they ran down my cheeks. "You cheated on me?" he continued in the same pitch as before. I kept backing away from him until I bumped into the kitchen table.
Behind me the sound of porcelain hitting the floor, pinched into my ear. I looked behind me to the plate that I had been eating from just minutes ago, broken on the floor. As I looked back up I saw Kasper closing in on me. I was still scared and he still looked very furious. So I started backing away again and as I had forgotten the broken porcelain on the floor, I stepped on it with my bare feet. I felt the pain as they cut into my skin and then, looking down at my feet, I saw the blood. Kasper hadn´t seen anything of this, so he just kept closing in on me. It hurt as I kept backing away from him. I looked down for what seemed like a quarter of a second and when I looked up again I saw Kasper standing right in front of me and then I felt the pain as his hand slapped my cheek.
As he had ran out of the door I stood there in tears and held my cheek in pain. I kept crying and felt like I needed someone here. I limped over to the phone and dialled Dougie´s number. His voice sounded confused and worried at first as he must´ve heard my cry and then it turned to angriness as I told him what had happened. He promised me that he´d be over as soon as possible.
I cried hysterically and didn´t relax before I was in his arms. He held me tight for as long as the sobs continued and the tears rolled down my cheeks. I´d forgotten the wound the porcelain had made on my foot until he reminded me. He was shocked and looked at me confused. He´d probably thought this was something that Kasper had done to me. He quickly found something to clean the wound with and then bandaged it. He kissed me on the cheek as he finished bandaging my foot. He smiled at me and I simply couldn´t help but smile back at the amazing guy in front of me.