The next chapter has arrived. Even if not many people read it I'm still gonna post! Here we go:
Renesmee's POV
'What? ! You can't leave.' Jake protested. His face was twisted in pain and sorrow. I put my hand to his cheek.
'I'm sorry, Jake. I love you and please never forget that. But if you love me please let me go.' I pleaded, stoking his face from his temple to his jaw.
'But what will I do without you?' He asked. A single tear escaped down his cheek so I wiped it away.
'You'll find something. I must go. Please don't follow me.' I whispered as my tears also started to flow over. I started to stand. He let me go but as soon as I started to open my bedroom door he surprised me by grabbing me from behind and holding on tightly. I leaned my head backwards to rest it on his shoulder.
'Where are you going and will you ever come back?' He asked letting his tears fall onto my other shoulder that his head rested on. I didn't care.
'I can't tell you where I'm going and I don't know whether I'll ever come back.' I replied slowly. If I didn't go now, I don't think my heart wouldn't take the breaking, 'Please let me go, Jake.' I sniffled.
'Never.' He replied. He spun me round so I faced him. He didn't give me any chance to drag in a breath; his lips were already crushing mine. I couldn't stay angry with him or upset or even tell him to stop. When he kissed me all trail of thought went. His lips were soft and warm on mine. I threw my hand around his neck and thrust my hands into his hair, tugging and pulling him to me. A moan escaped from his throat and his tongue traced my lips. It felt so good. I opened my mouth just slightly but he noticed straight away and thrust his tongue straight into my mouth. It made me melt. It was so incredible. He's never kissed me like this before. He dragged me back wards until the back of his knees hit the bed. He pulled his mouth away from mine only to whisper in my ear, 'I'll never let you go. Where ever you go, I go. That's a promise.' Before I could say no and leave to spare me from the heart ache he was kissing me again and fell back on the bed taking me with him. I could feel all of him underneath my body. I was scared I would crush him. He pulled away from my lips to kiss my neck. He left trails there as he kissed just above the neck of my shirt that I changed into once I ripped the dress off, that's now in shreds in the bin. He moved his hands from my face to my shoulders and dragged them all the way down to my waist and kept them there, while still kissing my shirt line. I had a feeling he was trying to tell me something. I let a moan come through my lips. That seemed to encourage him. He put his hands under my shirt so they touched my stomach. I only just realised what he wanted.
'Please don't. It'll make it harder to leave.' I protested moving my hands from his hair to his hands to stop him. He looked back up at my face. I could feel the pained expression there upon my face. He put his mouth to my ear.
'I won't hurt you but if you're going to leave, this is you going away present. I know you don't except presents but please. For both of us.' He said, tears in his voice.
'I can't let you.' I replied.
'Please, Renesmee. Please.' He pleaded. I gave in with a groan. I closed my eyes and felt him smile. This was going to be easier to appreciate it better with my eyes closed. He moved his hands up to my chest. He rested his hands lightly on my breasts. He kissed me again. It was hard to remember how old he was compared to me and that I shouldn't really be letting this happen. He pulled my shirt up over my head. He returned to kissing my neck. He licked me from my ear lobe, down my jaw and back to my mouth. I searched his body with my hands. I found the bottom of his shirt and pulled that off. I marvelled at his six pack. I moved my hands up and down his chest. It was rock hard. He started to reach round my back to undo my bra. I froze and I knew he felt me freeze because his hands stopped.
'What's wrong?' He asked, concerned.
'Please don't. I'm not ready and I got to go.' I whispered against his chest. He moved his hands from round my back and put one on either of my hips. I was crying. I pushed away from him. He let me go. I picked my shirt up from off the floor. I pulled it on over my head. I grabbed my bags and was about to run from the room if only I didn't see the look on Jake's face. That look alone broke my heart. I dropped my bags and walked to him. I placed both my hands on either side of his face. I made sure he was looking at me before I spoke, 'I'm so sorry, Jake. This hurts me so badly. Please wait for me.' I kissed his mouth. He didn't kiss me back and I didn't expect him to. I looked into his eyes. He stared back at me with the same loneliness and depression. I kissed his forehead then, grabbing my bags, ran from the house, my family, my beloved, my whole life.
Jacob's POV
I still couldn't believe I just let her go. I need her. My heart felt empty without her near. My veins without blood, my life without a meaning. I needed her but she wanted me to let her go. I fell back onto her bed and started crying, harshly and violently. It shook my body. Just then Alice, Esme, Jasper and Carlisle came bursting into the room.
'Where's Renesmee! ?' Alice demanded, screaming at me.
'Gone.' I choked out between cries.
'Gone! Where?' She screamed again, coming up right into my face. I didn't answer so she grabbed my shoulders and shook me, harder than she meant to because I felt my bones cracking. So I gave it her straight.
'I don't know!' I yelled, 'I don't know, Alice. All I know is that she's somewhere where were not.' I started to calm down, 'And that makes her happy.' I pushed at Alice so she would stop shaking me. Alice let go and moved back to stand with her remaining family. I sat up on the corner of the bed. Alice was pulled along with Esme into the living room by Carlisle. Jasper came and sat next to me.
'Um... I know it's not my buissness but if you love her shouldn't you be their with her?' He asked.
'No.' I replied harshly, 'She told me not to follow. If I truly loved her she said not to follow and as my final promise to her I'll keep it.'
'I respect that but just think. If she's in a strange place with her beauty don't you think someone will try it on with her? You have been imprinted and that was by Renesmee. For your sake and hers, follow her.' Jasper said. He rubbed my shoulder for a second then left.
It finally clicked.
I know I promised you, Renesmee, but; I'm not letting you go without a fight. Please forgive me. I coming for you.
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