Thanks to everyone who kept reading. Sorry I haven't written in a while. Not very well. This is chapter 4: Don't leave without me! R&R but please don't read if your under the age of thirteen.

Renesmee's POV

As I ran, the wind stung my eyes. It made them water even more than they already were. I was on the edge of town, waiting for the bus to arrive. I could only see the odd person walking down the street but no one took much notice of me. I still couldn't believe I was leaving everything I had behind me. I buried my face in my hands. Let it out, I thought, let it all out. It was a cold night. I should have got my warmer jacket on. The wind was blowing my hair all over the place, putting it in tangles and knots. The ground started shaking. Earthquake? I put my hand on the bus stop sign to steady myself. The earthquake was harsh and shook the ground violently.

'Renesmee!'

What? Did someone same my name. I tried to see through my blurred vision and if only the earth would stop moving. There. I could see a figure running towards me with two large bags on each arm. It was a man. But how did he know me and who was he. He called my name again and there was mistaking the sound of his voice. He reached me then and pulled me into his arms. Jacob.

'You're shivering!' Jake commented, 'Here.' He pulled off his own jacket and wrapped it tightly round my body. He pulled me into another bear hug.

'Why are you here?' I asked through sobs. I was the one shaking and with his body as my own personal body heater, the shivers slowed and calmed.

'You're not going without me and that's final. We'll start over but don't ever leave me again.' He said. There were droplets of water on my head. Was it starting to rain? No. Jake was crying and his tears fell onto my head. But I didn't care. Jake was here.

'I love you, Jake.' I whispered.

'Not as much as I love you.' He replied.

'Impossible.' I told him, hugging him closer to my body. I was finally able to stop shivering. Enough to realise that I told him not to follow me if he truly loved me.

'If you love me more than I love you, why did you follow me?' I asked stepping back. He let go of me but grabbed hold of my hands, dropping his bags on the pavement.

'I followed you because although I knew you asked me not to follow you I would rather you hated me than not come with you. I'd rather follow you while you screwed my life up, get married to another man and have his child than never see you again.' He replied. He stroked my cheek removing my tears. Two headlights flashed ahead of me.

'Well then now I know how much I love you will you please understand that the only child I would ever want to carry and will carry will be yours?' I said.

Jacob looked into my eyes. I looked into his and for that one moment we forgot all about the world around us. I stepped towards him and pulled on his chin so his head was bent towards mine. I stood onto my tiptoes and put my lips to his. They were soft, warm and there belonged to Jake. My Jake and no one else's. The bus driver had to beep his horn twice before he got our attention. We climbed onto the bus and headed off.

'Where to?' The bus driver asked.

'The airport.' I replied. Me and Jacob went to the back of the bus. We sat together, our hands entwined and with his other free hand he placed on my knee. I was embarrassed and nervous. My skin burned where his hand touched and I felt bolts of energy flow through my veins. I placed my other hand on top of his that was on my leg. We turned to face each other. He placed his lips slowly and gently on to mine. He closed his eyes as mine did. He opened his mouth and his tongue wiped across my bottom lip. Then he hand his teeth thug on them. It felt weird but I didn't refuse. A few of the other passengers turned to look at us but I didn't really notice them. Only Jacob. He as everywhere. In my heart, my veins, my mind, everywhere. He returned to licking my lips. I wanted to touch his tongue with mine. I open my mouth and his tongue slipped into my mouth. He ran his tongue along my teeth and then over the top of my tongue. I lifted my tongue and then pushed past his so I could lick along his teeth, too. It was actually quite pleasant. Then I had a thought struck me and before I could even control what I was doing, my hand that was over his on my leg, started to push his hand further up my leg. I was wearing my favourite mini skirt so his hand was burning my bare flesh. I moved his hand to half way up my leg. I removed my hand and placed it on his chest but his hand didn't stop. He reached under my skirt and I felt his finger tips tracing along my panties line. I knew I should stop him but for some reason I just didn't want to. My breathing became uneven and he tugged gently on my knickers. I had to control my thoughts and stop him. I pushed away and we looked into each other's eyes. Jake only just realised there were others on the bus but still he didn't remove his hand from where it lay on the very top of my leg. I whispered in his ear.

'We'll have a full inspection when we get away and in a hotel.' I said. I heard a low pitched groan in his throat which made me laugh. I tugged on his arm and he removed his hand.

Jacob's POV

That's the furthest I've got to Renesmee's body, and all my insides were tingling. We finally reached the airport and I carried the heaviest bags while Nessie took the lightest. We brought tickets to go to Ireland. I knew that even though Dad, mom, Emmett and Rosalie were supposed to be leaving to go somewhere they'd never go to Ireland. We had to wait till morning until we could go so booked a night at the hotel around the corner.

'Are you ready to do some inspecting?' Nessie asked me.

I nodded eagerly and this seemed to amuse her. I loved seeing her smile and laugh.

Renesmee's POV

We got to our hotel room at about 10 o'clock. Jake looked excited and so was I but to be honest, I was also dreading it. I was so nervous and Jake was going to be my first. I wondered if he has ever done it before. He carried all the bags to the room and placed them in the corner. He lifted me up and carried me to the large king sized bed in the middle to the bedroom. He put me down.

'What do you want to do first?' He asked, licking his lips which only made my smile wider.

'I need a shower to start with.' I admitted.

'I'll help you.' He replied. He grabbed two towels from the cupboard and then placed them on the bed next to where I sat. He took both my wrists and lifted them above my head. He pulled my shirt off and then I pulled of his. He pulled me off the bed and turned me round so my back was to his face. Jake moved my hair out of the way and kissed my neck. He licked my neck and my down my back until he was at my bra strap. He used his teeth to carefully undo it. I started to pull it off from the front but his hands stopped mine. He twirled me back round so I faced him. He put his head in the middle and with his mouth pulled my bra off. He looked at them and licked his lips. I put one of my hands behind his head and pulled his face to them. He sucked gently on both before I pushed him away. I slid my hand from his head down his chest and to the top of his jeans. I unbuttoned them then, keeling in front of him, I used my teeth to remove them. It was hard but not impossible. Then when I straightened my heart leapt as I knew what was left to discover. He went down onto his knees and lifted my left leg over his shoulder. He ran his hand up my legs and took hold of the top of my knickers. He placed my leg back down and I couldn't see his head as it was underneath my skirt. I felt him slowly pull my knickers down my legs. I was shaking. He stopped and placed a hand on my bum and brought myself closer to him. Mine closer to his face. I felt his breath on me and I was warm. He continued to pull my pants down. When they were halfway down my thighs he used his mouth to pull them down to my ankles. I couldn't help but moan with pleasure and anxiousness. He stood up then and his face was serious. I took hold of the top of his boxers and ands started to pull them down. He stopped me. I was puzzled.

'Use your...your... t...teeth.' He stammered. He was nervous too then. I did as he asked with a little smile. I knelt and took hold with my teeth. I slowly pulled them down. I want to close my eyes but they wouldn't. And then I saw it. My heart leapt and I seemed to feel myself swell with pleasure. My stomach was twisting in knots. I pulled them right to his ankles and he stepped out of them. I was about to stand but he grabbed the back of my head and pulled me to his. I froze in shock but my lips had other ideas. They kissed it. My hands wrapped round his bum and I pulled him closer. He groaned and moaned and I did to. I whispered his name against him. He then let my straighten. I looked into his eyes. All I could see was that he wanted me. I pushed me back wards onto the bed. With one hand, he put both my hands above my head and took hold of both my wrists. With the other he moved it up my legs and grabbed hold of me in between. I gasped in pleasure. Jake thought otherwise and started to remove his hand. I couldn't use my hands to grab his and thrust it back up there so I opened my legs wider and said, 'Don't stop.' He smiled and then reached up again. His time he gently took hold. He moved his hand round and round then smiled at me. He let go of my wrists and put his other hand up. He used his hands to move my legs further apart.

'Lift your skirt, Nessie.' He whispered his voice shaking. I did and then he kissed me. He kissed me there and I was so lost. He nibbled slightly bur it didn't hurt. He moved his tongue out slightly and started to lick me. It felt so good.

'Why are you crying?' Jake asked after I got dressed again. No don't worry we didn't go all the way. If only I could stop crying!

'You really want to know?' I asked.

'Yes.' Jake replied.

'Fine. I'll tell you. I'm crying because....'

Find out next time! I know it's a bit rude but all the books I've read has this in it so I wanted to give it a go. Please don't think badly of me. This is the only chapter with it in. R&R please.