This is chapter 5! Thanks for all ur reviews. Sorry I haven't posted in a while. Been going thru some rough times. Any way this is why Renesmee is crying:

Renesmee's POV

'Why are you crying?' Jake asked after I got dressed again. No don't worry we didn't go all the way. If only I could stop crying!

'You really want to know?' I asked.

'Yes.' Jake replied.

'Fine. I'll tell you. I'm crying because of the thing's we'll never have. We'll never be able to have children and we'll never be able to stay together. I'll live forever but soon you'll die Jake and I won't be able to live without you. ' I whispered.

Jake was dressed too by this point. He pulled me into his arms, 'We will have kids, Nessie. But you're right. I will die but you can't end your life like that just for me. Bella will need you and so will Edward. Think about Charlie and the others. They'll need you.' He told me.

'Yes I know that, but I'll need you.' I said. He laughed slightly.

'Why won't we be able to have kids, Nessie?' Jacob asked after a while.

'Well... vampires and shape shifters are enemies. I know I'm only half vampire but if we had a kid, he or she will be a ¼ human, ¼ vampire and a half werewolf! That's just murder!' I proclaimed.

He sighed. I think he finally understood. Neither of us could speak so we just stood there together, embraced. I loved Jake so much and I hope it was the same for him.

'I understand. That would be murder for the child. But I still want to have children.' He whispered into my ear.

'Then you need to find yourself a woman who can because I am not able.' I told him. I cried harder and so he hugged me tighter.

'Shush, Nessie, I won't be without you and you're the only one that I would want to be inside of. Please understand that. When I say I still want to have children I mean we could just adopt.' He told me. I didn't pass my mind about adoption. I suppose we could but; then that child would have to be in on the secrets then the only life for the child would be either becomes a Vampire or die. I wouldn't put a child through that.

'We can' do that Jake.' I told him. He sighed heavily. There wasn't much we could say so we just stood.

Jacob's POV

I was surprised at how much my chest hurt when Nessie said we couldn't have children. Did this mean that I wanted her to have my child? My child. The thought of her, me and our never-going-to-happen child made me warm and happy. Now I feel cold and desperate. We were stood in the same spot for the last 10 minutes and my legs are now starting to go numb.

'Come on. Let's go to a pub and eat.' I suggested.

'Okay, let's' Renesmee replied.

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After Nessie had redone her makeup and got dressed into a sexy little black mini dress, we hit the town. We found a friendly looking pub called 'The Night's Bite'. We laughed at the name (guess why). Inside was warm and an average family pub. A kid's play area in the corner which we both swiftly avoided. The bar counter was long and had a lot of empty bar stools. The waiter came and took a lot of notice in Renesmee. My blood was starting to boil.

'A table for two?' He asked.

'Yes please.' Renesmee replied. He showed us the way to a small area which was deserted apart from a family with a new born child. It didn't take long for tears to start swelling in Nessie's eyes. While the waiter was facing a way, with my hand that was entwined with hers, I rubbed away her tears.

'Is this table okay?' He asked. I was about to answer, asking to move when Renesmee interrupted.

'Perfect thank you.'

The waiter walked away and I pulled out a chair for Nessie to sit in. Once she was seated, I sat opposite and took her hands in mine.

'We could have moved.' I told her, making a circular pattern on her hands.

'I know. It's just that I didn't want to be a hassle.' She said. It was so like her.

Renesmee's POV

I picked up my menu and looked through. I was making sure Jake couldn't see that I was steeling glances at the beautiful baby over his shoulder. It looked so small and fragile. I was never like that. I grew too quick to have been so small and innocent. People always say that the one thing that can never be replaced is a childhood. Mine can never be replaced because I never had one. I felt my tears again but Jake already saw and wiped them away again.

'Thank you.' I whispered so quietly. I hoped he heard. Just then the waiter returned.

'Are you ready to order?' He asked. Jake motioned for me to say first.

'I'll have a J2O and the spinach and mushroom pie.' I said.

'And for you, sir?'

'The same.' Jake said. Once he left I leaned forward against the table and put my hands either side of his face. Jake put his on top of mine.

'I love you, Jake.' I told him.

'I love you, too.' He said. He also leaned over the table. When our lips touched, it wasn't like the others. His lips were tight, careful and not as soft and passionate as I was use to. I opened my mouth and licked across his bottom lip. Usually when I do this he opens his mouth and our tongues will meet but he kept his mouth tightly shut. It hurt and silent tears rolled down my cheeks again. He pulled away, wiped away my tears then leant back into his chair away from me. That made my chest hurt even more. What was wrong?

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When we got back to the hotel, I confronted him.

'What's wrong?' I asked him as he hung his jacket up.

'Nothing.' He lied.

'Yes there is Jacob Black.' I said.

'I was just preparing myself for something that's all. I was thinking.' He told me.

'About what?'

'Well, before I reached you at the bus stop the day you were about to take off; I went to a shop first and brought something for you and I was thinking about the right time to show it to you.'

'Is now the right time?'

'Maybe. I know we can't have kids, but;' Jake started to go onto one knee at my feet. He pulled a small black velvet box from his jeans and lifted the lid. Inside was a small diamond ring. It shone brightly and was so memorizing. 'I'll always love you and I want to make sure that you'll never be with anyone except me. So, Renesmee Callie Cullen will do me the honour of marrying me and becoming my wife?'

I was too stunned to reply.

'So what's your answer?'

I always thought I would know the answer if this day ever came but right now I wasn't so sure.

'Renesmee?'

That's when I fainted.

Ohhh another cliff hanger! Please review. I don't think this was as good but tell me what you think. Thanks! :P