Warning: Mature content intended for adult readers only..... Yeah, sure like anyone pays attention to that. Enjoy!

Kat moaned when she heard someone banging on her door. She opened her eyes and looked at the clock on the VCR. She had only slept two hours. She shoved herself off the couch and walked to the door, which in her tiny apartment was only a matter of six feet. She opened the door and was shocked to see Jensen standing there. As she felt the cold air from outside hit her and she woke up more she remembered that it wasn't Jensen but Dean. She stepped aside and let him in without saying a word. She closed the door and turned to face him.

"What's wrong?" she asked raking her hand though her messy hair.

Dean looked at her and felt his mouth go dry. The t-shirt she wore barely reached her mid thigh and her hair hung around her shoulders in messy curls that made her look very sexy. He then felt his pants get tight and swore inwardly. One look at Kat like this had been able to do what all that touching and kissing with Danneel hadn't; he was hard.

"Danneel showed up," he managed to say.

"What? But Jensen didn't... Shit," she said leaning against the wall.

"Yeah, my thoughts exactly. I... I ditched her at the hotel."

"You what? Jensen wouldn't-."

"In case you haven't noticed, Kitten, I'm not Jensen."

"I have noticed."

"Really? Have you really? Cause I don't think you have seen the differences between us."

"I have so."

"No, I think I need to show you."

Kat wasn't prepared for Dean grabbing her and kissing her. She was shocked and went to jerk away. Dean wrapped his arms around her and yanked her close to him. She felt the hardness in his pants and was shocked. She had made him hard. She then made a choice. She could either push him away or kiss him back. She decided to kiss him back.

Dean smiled when he felt her arms wrap around him. He pressed her against the door pressing his body against hers harder. He ran his hands down her back and pushed the shirt up as he went. He moaned when his hands touched her bare ass. He pulled away from the kiss and looked at her. Her grey eyes were darker and her lips were swollen from his kiss.

"I shouldn't have kissed you," he said softly feeling her shiver against him.

"Well... I... I kind of kissed you back," Kat said running her fingers though Dean's hair.

"You did."

"Dean... Why did you kiss me?"

Kat looked at him confused. She didn't know what to think. Her world had gone to hell the minute she had realized that it was Sam and Dean who were here instead of Jensen and Jared. And now here in Dean's arms she was feeling things she had no business feeling. She felt Dean run his hand down her ass and along her bare thigh. She lifted her leg and wrapped it around him pulling him closer to her center. He had only been there one day and she wanted him. She really had lost her mind.

"I kissed you because I want you. I think you are beautiful and... I want to have you scream my name over and over again while I show you how beautiful you are," he told her whispering in her ear as he kissed her neck.

"You're going to be gone, Dean. We won't have much time together," she answered trying to think of excuses not to have sex with him.

"We have time now."

"We can't do this on set. Word would get out."

"We aren't on set now."

Dean squeezed her thigh as he bit her neck softly. He heard her moan and it drove him insane. He needed to be inside of her. He wrapped and arm around her waist and pressed her against the door more. He felt her legs wrap around his waist and pulled him tight against her. He heard her suck in a breath as his shaft pressed against her opening. The only thing separating them was his jeans and underwear.

"You don't love me," she finally said looking into his eyes.

"I could. You can have me for as long as I am here, Katerina. You can love me and I can love you back. Isn't that better then what you had before?" he asked kissing her softly.

Kat kissed Dean back and felt tears come to her eyes. She pulled away and looked into his green eyes. He wanted her; she could see and feel that. But she knew he wouldn't push her, this was her call. She kissed him again trying to think about what she wanted. Until now, her life had always been about what someone else wanted, now it was finally about her. She pulled away and rested her forehead against his. She stroked his cheeks and took deep calming breaths.

"Kitten?" he asked worried he had scared her off.

"What... What happens if I let you love me, Dean and then... I don't want you to stop?" she asked looking into his eyes.

"Kat, I... I don't have an answer for that," he admitted wondering if they were getting in over their heads.

"Forget I asked then. And I'll forget you ever said anything about love."

"Kat-."

"Shut up."

Dean let Kat kiss him again. He waited. He then felt her hands pushing off his jacket. He smiled. He yanked it off and ran his hands under her shirt and cupped her ass in his hands. He pressed his erection against her more and heard her moan again. He pulled away from the kiss and smiled at her.

"Where's your bed?" he asked setting her on her feet.

"This way."

Kat didn't know what is was but she felt completely at ease with Dean. She lead him though the tiny kitchen and though another doorway. And there was her bedroom with the single bed. Kat turned about to apologize to Dean when he captured her lips with his once more. She pulled at his t-shirt pulling it up. He pulled away long enough to pull his t-shirt off. She ran her hands down his muscular chest and smiled. She felt his lips on her neck as his hands ran up her shirt pushing it as he went.

"Your turn," he whispered.

"But I don't have anything else on," she protested a little shy.

"Exactly."

Dean pulled the shirt over Kat's head and tossed it aside. He stepped back and looked at her. She was beautiful and anyone who told him different was going to get punched in the face. Her breasts were just the right size, not too big not too small, her stomach flat. He smiled and looked at her face. She was blushing. He pulled her forward and rubbed his thumb against her nipple.

"You're beautiful," he told her.

"You're lying."

"Not about this."

Kat moaned as Dean leaned down and placed his mouth over her nipple. She felt him suck and nip at it. She raked her hands though his hair loving the feel of his mouth on her skin. She had never had this feeling before. She arched her back as he moved to her other breast to give it the same attention as his hand moved down her back and slipped in between her thighs. She jumped a little as she felt him slip one finger then two inside of her. She opened her mouth to tell him the truth about herself, something he needed to know. Instead she moaned his name as his thumb rubbed her clit. She dug her nails in his shoulders and told herself that it would be alright.

Dean placed kisses up Kat's chest to her neck as he slid his fingers in and out of her. He noticed how tight she was but didn't say anything. He used one hand to undo his belt and unzip his jeans. He felt Kat's hand help pull his jeans down and underwear down. He felt her hands shaking a little as he kicked his jeans and underwear aside. He pulled away and looked in her eyes. He ran his thumb along her bottom lip.

"You sure?" he asked not wanting her to wake up beside him the next morning regretting it.

"Yes," she answered turning her head and sucking on his thumb. She kept her eyes on his knowing if she looked down and looked at his naked body she would lose her nerve.

Dean kissed her neck and looked at the tiny bed. He turned and sat on the side of the bed. He ran his hands down Kat's sides and pulled her close to him. For a moment, he could have sworn that she looked scared. Then the look was gone and she straddled him. Dean moaned when his erection brushed against her. He needed to be inside of her.

Kat wrapped her arms around Dean's neck. She felt his erection against her inner thigh. She felt Dean's hands on her hips as he held her above his erection. She bit her lip as she felt him slowly slid into her. It burned a little and she felt pain as she was stretched to fit Dean. She felt him stop when he reached her barrier. She turned and kissed his neck. She felt his hands on her back.

"Kat, you aren't..." he trailed off softly.

"A virgin? If I say yes, are you going to stop?" she asked taking slow deep breaths.

"Dammit, Katerina, you should have said something."

"It doesn't matter. I don't want to stop. I want you to be the first. Please."

Dean felt Kat kiss his neck and shoulder. He knew he couldn't stop even if he wanted to. He swore and prayed she'd forgive him for this. He pushed himself past her barrier and felt her bite his shoulder and cry out. He slid inside of her all of him fitting. He felt her tense up and didn't move. He cursed when he felt tears fall on his skin. He turned and looked at her face. She had a couple of tears falling. He kissed her on the lips softly.

"I'm sorry," he told her brushing the hair from her shoulder.

"I'm not. I want this... I want you," she told him kissing him again pulling him close to her.

"Fuck, Kitten."

"Shh. I know you'll make it up to me."

Kat felt the pain fading. She couldn't believe how it felt to have Dean inside of her. She felt completed in a weird way. She felt him move and the pain flared a little but she refused to cry out again. He slid out of her and slid back in. Kat felt his lips on her neck and sucked in a breath when she felt his thumb rubbing her clit again. She held on to him tight as he sped up the rhythm sliding in and out of her. She didn't know when it happened but the pain faded away completely and she started to feel pleasure. She moaned Dean's name wishing this feeling would never end.

Dean knew he was close to coming. He felt Kat's body start to tense up and knew she was also close. He slid out of her and slammed into her one last time. He heard her yell his name as she came. He came inside of her holding her close as her body fell against his. He slid out of her and let his body fall across her tiny bed. He ran his hand down her back and couldn't help but notice how her body curved against his. He liked the feeling of having her against him. He turned and looked at her face. She opened her eyes and looked at him.

"Is it always that good?" she asked softly.

"With me it is," he said smiling at her.

"Then we'll have to this again. And often."

Kat curled next to Dean not noticing that he was speechless. She felt his arm come around her and she closed her eyes. She forgot about Jensen and Jared, Danneel and everything else. She just wanted to stay in the moment with Dean and forget about anything else that was outside of her apartment.

***

Jensen closed the book. He looked at the pile by his chair. Six down about a hundred to go. He sighed and got up and walked into the kitchen for another cup of coffee. He found Bobby sitting at the desk in there looking at a book. Bobby looked up when he walked in and watched as he poured himself another cup of coffee. Jensen turned and looked at him.

"You want another cup?" he asked.

"I'm good. So, found anything?" Bobby asked as Jensen leaned against the counter. In the moment the young man reminded him so much of Dean.

"No, nothing yet. It's like looking for a needle in a hay stack."

"It is. We'll find something. And I'm sure in your world; Sam is looking for a way to get back here."

"I doubt it."

"I know that kid."

"Think Bobby. In my world, there is no such thing as crossroad's deals and selling your soul. Dean won't die back there. I know Sam doesn't want to lose his brother. I wouldn't want to lose my brother if it was me. If they stay there, Dean won't go to Hell and Sam will still have his brother. "

"Boy, you said you've played Dean for three years now. Right?"

"Yeah."

"Let me ask you something. Does Dean Winchester stike you as the type of guy who would let someone innocent play for his sins? Does he seem like the type to shy away from his choices and hide?"

Jensen looked at the coffee mug. He looked up and met Bobby's kind eyes. He knew the older man was right. Even if Sam wanted to stay, Dean wouldn't. That wasn't who Dean was. Jensen sighed and shook his head.

"No, he wouldn't hide. Even if he is scared out of his mind about going to Hell, he wouldn't hide," Jensen admitted.

"I know you're worried about the people you care about back home, but Dean and Sam are good boys. They wouldn't do anything to hurt anyone."

"I know but... I guess what I'm really scared about is that they're there and no one has noticed that they aren't us."

"Got a girl, don't you?"

Bobby saw Jensen smile. He nodded and walked over to sit across from Bobby. Bobby wished that he could have seen Dean smile just once the way Jensen was. Sure, Dean smiled and laughed but the smile almost never reached his eyes. Dean had just too many things to worry about, too much responsibility at such a young age. Bobby wondered how the oldest Winchester functioned half the time.

"Yeah, I have a girlfriend. Danneel, we have been dating a year or so. She really great," Jensen said.

"Then I'm sure she'd noticed that Dean isn't you."

"Yeah... Hey, that's Kat's bracelet," Jensen said seeing a replica of Kat's Chinese coin in the book Bobby was looking at it.

"What? You know someone who has this?"

"Katerina, our PA on set. It's a Chinese coin."

"No, it isn't. It's a talisman for a wizard."

"What does it do?"

Bobby read the paragraph beside the drawing. He looked up at Jensen. He passed the book over and watched as the young man read the text. When he was finished he looked up and met Bobby's eyes.

"No way. Not Kat. She is as normal as they come."

"Because the talisman is hiding her powers. Your Katerina is a natural witch."

"Are you saying she did this?"

"No, she couldn't of without taking off the talisman."

"She never takes it off."

"Then it isn't her. Does she have a sister, brother?"

"No, she was only child."

"What about her parents?"

"I know her father died when she was ten. She... She never talks about her mother. Not since..."

"Since what? Boy, I need to know everything. Now isn't the time to protect your friend."

Jensen leaned back in the chair. He and Jared had promised Kat they wouldn't tell anyone what she had told them in confidence. He ran a hand over his face. He looked at Bobby and knew that he was right. He had to tell the story. He prayed Kat would forgive him.

"When Kat was sixteen, her mother, Diana tried to kill her. Kat came home from school and there in her living room was a pentagram made with red paint and black candles burning. Diana went at Kat with a knife yelling how Kat had taken her powers away and made her crazy. How she had to sacrifice Kat in order to get them back. Kat managed to fight her off without getting hurt. She knocked Diana out and called the cops. Diana was diagnosed as schizophrenia. Kat went to live with a distant cousin until the age of eighteen then went on her own. Katerina... She has nightmares sometimes about that night," Jensen said remembering Kat's tear strained face as she had told him the story.

"Alright.... your friend's mother is probably a natural witch as well."

"Wait are you saying.... But she doesn't even know who Jared and I are or what we do!" Jensen exclaimed.

"She is the only one who could do this. Did Kat tell you where she was?"

"No, she didn't. She wouldn't talk about it after."

"Shit."

"Bobby, what?"

"The spell was probably cast from your world. That means... We can't do anything on this side. The counter spell has to be cast from that side."

"Are you saying that we have to wait and hope that Sam figures this out like we did?"

"Yep."

Bobby listened as Jensen cursed. He got up and grabbed a bottle of whiskey from the cupboard. He also grabbed two glasses. He poured Jensen a glass and handed it to him. The man downed it in one gulp. Bobby downed his. He sighed. It was all up to Sam now.