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I lay there in a daze wondering whether I had imagined what just happened, or whether I had just had a very visual dream. But then I felt a warm arm pull me in closer to its body and realised that no, it wasn't a dream. I rolled over so that my head was on Finn's stomach and I looked up at him. As we looked each other in the eye he smiled, and I couldn't help but giggle. He has the cutest face. My little giggle caused a reaction of hysterical laughs from Finn, "You have a really cute laugh Rach" he told me. I started to laugh again and I wrapped my arms around him, letting my head rest on his stomach. Being with Finn felt so normal, I could be myself.

As we lay there together I remembered that Glee rehearsed at one o'clock on Sundays and I had absolutely no idea what the time was. I figured that it must have been around ten o'clock when Finn came over, but then I started to wonder how long Finn and I had been in bed together? Finn noticed the confused expression on my face and asked me what was up. "I don't know what the time is" I laughingly answered.

Finn laughed and said "Haha Rach you are so strange, but I like it". "Haha I know. You have a watch don't you? Can you tell me what the time is please" I said with a big grin on my face "Well my watch says that it is 1.30 but it's about an hour slow so I would say it's around about 2.30, so..." Finn paused for a moment before continuing, "I guess we missed Glee then" he answered with a frightened look on his face in the anticipation of me about to go hysterical.

I felt sick to my stomach. I had missed Glee rehearsal. I had specifically allocated today to give Mr. Schue some proposals for our set list at sectionals. And the Glee club will have rehearsed without me soloing, and I wasn't there to give advice on the choreography, this could not be worse! But then I remembered Mr. Schue had given my solo to Quinn and strangely Glee didn't seem all that important to me anymore especially since I had the most beautiful guy in the world next to me. So instead of ruining this beautiful moment Finn and I were sharing I decided to act as if the fact the we had missed Glee rehearsal hadn't disrupted me in any way at all, so I simply smiled and said. "Oh well everybody has to miss a rehearsal once in a while". I could tell that Finn was saying 'feww' in his mind by the immediately relieved look on his face.

I lay my head back on his head and let my eyelids close, enjoying this moment even more. After what seemed like a while Finn suggested that I take a bath while he goes up the street and buys us some lunch. "Sure, that sounds great" I enthusiastically replied, this day could not possibly get anymore perfect. Before Finn left he kissed me on the forehead and said "I promise I won't be too long".

After waiting for Finn for 3 hours, I gave up and decided he wasn't coming back. He probably got a call from his mum to come home, and didn't have credit to call me, or maybe he ran into Puck and Puck dragged him off to play video games, or what if he was hit by a car or something, and as a consequence had to be taken to hospital!? The thought of Finn being in pain made my stomach churn. But I was probably being ridiculous so instead of jumping to more conclusions I tried calling him for the 10th and last time. There was no answer, and once again I was greeted by his voicemail message which said "Hey you've called Finn, leave a message....is this thing still on? OOPS! Beep beep beep". As mad at Finn as I was right now, I couldn't help but laugh at how stupid he can be sometimes.

I walked into school on Monday feeling anxious. I wanted to confront Finn and tell him how angry I was. The worst part wasn't that he didn't come back on Saturday or that I didn't hear from him for the rest of the weekend, the worst part is that I know he was avoiding me. This is the only conclusion that can be made, since I know he wasn't seriously hurt or anything because I called his home phone and his mother had told me that he was fine, and he was just out with friends. As much as I wanted Finn to tell me what his problem was, I didn't really want to know what the reason was. Because deep down I knew there was a possibility he had sex with me and was now no longer interested in me.

Just as I was about to reach my locker I looked down the hall and saw the one thing that could make my heart hurt more than it was already hurting. Finn was standing outside Quinn's locker with her in his arms. I could feel my eyes filling with tears, I must be strong, I told myself, but I could feel my body weakening and my knees trembling beneath me. Without another thought I ran out of the school and got inside my car.

While safe and alone in my car I could let the tears flow out of my eyes and my emotions run wild. So many thoughts consumed me, first of all how could I be so stupid to have sex with some I wasn't even going out with, let alone someone who had the most beautiful girl in the school at his finger tips!? The realisation soon hit me that I had been taken advantage of by Finn. His motives were not yet apparent to me, but this was the reality for sure.

After I had given myself some time to calm down and regain my composure I got out of my car and began to walk back into school for the start of second period.

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