~Chapter 2~ Confession, with pain

Matt was sent to the hospital by Watari, and made Mello stay behind, while everyone else went to the hospital. "What happened, Mello?" Watari asked with a somewhat raised voice, he was so scared that one of the kids was so badly beaten up.

"I- I-...." Mello couldn't finish his sentence, he was shaking. He was scared for Matt, and really angry for himself.

"Well we must not keep everyone waiting." They lift the orphanage and drove off to the hospital where Matt was at. They found the others, waiting, pacing and sitting down nervously. No one looked at Mello with evil, or hurt glances like he thought they would, they only looked frightened, for Matt.

The doctor came out. "We have checked on the small boy, and he is going to be okay, there might be a little metal scaring for a while, so it is best to make small movements. Or don't disturb him, and make him recall what happened. Because he can't really remember what happened so far, but we don't want him to remember, or else it can cause a lot of mental damage." Everyone nodded at the doctor's words.

"Well I should let, some of you in now, who is his roommate?" Mello shakily raised his hand, the doctor walking to him. "You can see him first, okay?" Mello nodded and gulped, but no one heard the gulp.

He walked inside the room, and the doctor shut it behind his back. Mello walked to the hospital bed that Matt lied on. "Matt?" Matt looked at Mello, and smiled. "Matt I'm so so-"

"It's alright, I know it was just a sudden burst of anger, I know you didn't really want to hurt me." Matt looked like he was about to cry. The words came from his heart, he only hoped that they where true, that Mello would say 'Yeah, and I'm still sorry.' or 'I know, but can you please forgive me?!' He could only hope at this moment.

"Yeah, I'm very sorry Matt, it was a outburst of anger, I'm so sorry." Matt smiled, and tears of happiness came down his eyes. "Matt whats-"

"Nothing is wrong, I'm just happy, I was starting to think that, well," Matt didn't want to say the words, he would cry, but not of happiness, but of sadness, and torment to the day that it could possibly happen. "I was starting to think that we, were not friends anymore." More tears came down his eyes.

"Matt, how could you think that?" Mello looked down and sighed. "I'm sorry for everything I have said, and everything that I have done, to hurt you, both mentally and physically. I'm sorry." He walked over to Matt, and whipped away all of his tears. "I-" Mello was cut off by the rest of the group coming in to see Matt, and Mello was pushed aside.

Later on, Matt and Everyone is back at the orphanage.

Matt lied in bed, looking out the window on his side of the room, 'What did Mello want to tell me, I wonder? Oh well right now, I'm just happy that he apologized.' Matt thought to himself, then got startled when he heard the door squeak open, only to reveal his blond friend, who he smiled at.

"Hey Mello." Matt sat up and looked at him. Mello smiled at him, and went over to hug him. "Um, Mello? Can I ask you something?" Mello nodded, still hugging Matt. "K' well what were you going to tell me, well before everyone came in the hospital room?" Mello blushed, but was happy that Matt couldn't see it, because he was still hugging him.

"Uh well, I was going to tell you something very important."

"Yeah? What would be so important to tell me?" Mello blushed a deep crimson red, and this time Matt saw the blush spread across Mello's face. "Mello? Why are you-" Matt stopped himself, and he then knew what was important that Mello had to tell him, but he had to make sure Mello said it first, to know if in his head he was right or wrong.

"Um. . . Well I . . . I love you Matt." This time, Matt blushed a deep crimson, and smiled soon after the confession that Mello had just given him. " Mattie, do you love me back?" Mello said shyly and looked at Matt with eyes of hope, and tears that wanted to flow down his eyes, for either the good or the bad response that he would get back. 'If he doesn't say it back, I know I will understand, especially after what I did.' Mello thought to himself, scolding himself too, at what he did.

"Mello," The happiest, or saddest moment of Mello's life so far was about to happen. "I love you too, I really and truly do love you." Matt said, making Mello smile, and they both cried in joy, and soon after they whipped away the others' tears, they both looked at each other, not really knowing what to do next, they were both still young, well somewhat. They had never kissed anyone, so they didn't know how to kiss.

Silence.

"Um, maybe we should ask someone how to kiss or something?" Suggested Mello who wanted to break the silence between them. Matt nodded, and was thinking of someone, or a couple who would be good at kissing, and would at least tell them.

"Oh I know who we should ask! Even though it may be awkward for them, when we ask, and they'll either laugh, well, I know one will, and the other will either shake his head, or say: 'Are you two too young to know, none the less need to know something like that?'" Matt said, earning a questioning look from the blond boy in front of him.

"Who do you plan on asking?"

Matt took in a deep breath, and then exhaled, "I planed on us asking L and B since they are always kissing, and I know B will probably laugh his ass off, and L will be shocked. But they are the only people I can think of, who are the most experienced with this type of thing. So do you think that we should ask them?" Mello thought for a few minutes,and nodded his head.

Soon after Mello and Matt gathered enough courage to go ask L and B, how to kiss, but neither of the boys' had enough courage to knock, or open the door to even see if either of the two men where in the room. But with an outburst, of courage from Mello, which made Matt chuckle a little, Mello knocked on the door. No answer. He knocked again, at least two or three times, and still no answer. Both the boys' waited a few minutes, and still no answer from the other side of the door. After another minute of waiting for L or B or even both to open the door, they opened the door themselves. They saw no one in the room, but before they left, they heard a sound from the next room.

"L? B?" Matt called, and they went further into the room, the door to their shared bathroom, was somewhat opened, and they saw both L and B with their bodies close together, and they moved in tune with each other. The two boys' did not know what the hell was going on, they did not know what L and B where doing, all they did was watch. As they were watching, B moved his hand to what looked like the area where L's stomach would be, but it was actually lower then that. B was stroking L's hard erection, making L moan, while be thrust into L harder and harder, soon L moaned out as loud as he could, and came in B's hand. B smiled and licked the sticky white substance off of his hand. He thrust in four more times into L and came, making L moan again. B landed on L as he collapsed, they both panted.

Mello and Matt where both shocked, and yet also very curious to know more to what they had just witnessed. But instead they left the room, before they where caught. "What the hell did we just see?" Mello asked, more shocked then Matt was. He looked at Matt who just shrugged.

"Well I know that they were not kissing. I have seen kissing before, but don't know how to do it."

"Well seeing kissing should be enough to know how to kiss. Right?" Mello asked Matt who only shrugged making Mello roll his eyes, and he sighed as he walked back to their room, Matt quietly followed the somewhat angry blond.

After they entered the room, Matt closed and locked the door behind him, making Mello look at him curiously. Matt slowly walked over to Mello, and hugged him. "Mello I love you." Mello hugged back and smiled.

"I love you too Mattie, what's with you?"

"Nothing, I just love you." He smiled, then pushed Mello a little to look at him, then he leaned into him, kissing him, making both of them blush. At first Mello's eyes were wide, and he was shocked, but he soon adjusted to the feeling of kissing and closed his eyes, and then kissed Matt back. Matt smiled into the kiss, making Mello blush.

"Why you smiling? Are you planing on laughing at me because I suck at kissing or something?"

"No, no nothing like that, nothing like that at all." Matt was still smiling, he ignored the look Mello gave him, and started taking off his long-sleeved stripped shirt. Mello blushed and looked away, he wanted to stare at him but, held himself back from doing so.

Matt put on a long shirt that was somewhat loose, and went to his knees like a nightgown almost, and of course it was stripped. When Mello heard Matt rustling with his bed sheets, he knew he was done getting dressed, and started getting dressed himself. "Matt, why are you wearing a night gown, I thought that night gowns were for girls, not guys?" Mello snickered a little, Matt blushed somewhat.

"Well because it is comfy k'? I can wear what ever I want to bed, I don't care, anyways your the only one that gets to see me in it, so it shouldn't matter. Right?" Mello chuckled again, and went over to Matt's bed.

"Scoot over a little?" Matt gave Mello a confused look. "I want to sleep in the same bed, if that's okay with you?" Matt nodded and scooted over for the blond, they both lied down, facing each other, Mello falling asleep first, Matt hugged Mello close to him, and fell asleep soon after.