Hey guys! Here's the next chapter, I should mention that this is second last chapter.
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Finn and I walked into Glee club rehearsal holding hands. Everyone noticed. To be honest I still don't see what the big deal is. Yes, Quinn is pregnant and Finn is now going out with me, but he had broken up with her and slept with me before they even knew about the baby. (Not that everyone knew about the sleeping with me part). But then I did start to think that if I was in Quinn's position I wouldn't feel so supported if I saw the father of my baby already off with another girl. So as we reached our seats I let go of Finn's hand, and I knew it upset him.
To Finn holding hands with someone means more than just 'holding hands', he sees it as a symbol of the intimacy that exists between the two people. But when I let go of his hand it had nothing to do with that. The reason I did it was for Quinn. I know I've never been friends with Quinn, but seeing her yesterday did something to me. I wanted to make sure I didn't upset her anymore than she already was. After I let go of Finn's hand I looked up to his face, and gave him a reassuring smile so that he knew I meant nothing by it. Finn smiled right back at me, so I knew he was convinced.
Glee rehearsal went by quickly, I guess that's because I wasn't really paying attention. I had so many things on my mind; it actually really surprised how detached I had become from Glee club. I was going to have to find away to get myself right back into it. One of the things I had on my mind was, how attracted I felt towards Finn right now had how badly I just want to make out with him instead of being in Glee rehearsal. Another was Quinn. I want to be able to talk to her, and ask her how she's feeling, because I know Brittany and Santana have not been supportive of her since she found out. I'm still scared of her though, and I'm just not brave enough to talk to her.
As we were leaving Glee rehearsal Finn asked if it was okay if I walked home, because he needed to pick up his mum from work. I said it was fine, and that I'd call him later tonight. As I was walking away from the school grounds I heard a female voice call out my name. I turned around and I saw Quinn running towards me. When she reached me she smiled and said "Hi" as she exhaled. I nervously nodded my head and said "Hello Quinn." Before I even asked Quinn what she wanted she started to talk.
"Finn and I were friends a long time before we started going out. So just because I'm not going out with him anymore doesn't mean I don't care about him, in fact I care about him a lot. Especially since the current circumstances, he's going to be around in my life for a long time." I had no idea why she was telling me this, but it was said with real sincerity, and not in a defensive tone. Once again before I could say anything Quin continued. "Finn really likes you, so if he's happy with you, then I'm happy. So what I'm trying to say here is that I don't mind you going out with Finn. And I don't want you to think I'm saying this because I think I have any say in whether you can go out with him; I'm telling you because I want you to be happy with him, and so you don't have to worry that I'll try to steal him from you."
That hit really hard, those last words she said. "you don't have to worry that I'll steal him from you" It hit hard because that was exactly what I had been thinking would happen. I felt bad for underestimating Quinn, and for some reason I felt like giving her a hug. Without even thinking it through, that's exactly what I did; I leaned in and hugged her.
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So maybe hugging Quinn was a little over the top, but I feel differently towards her now. I want to be her friend. I know that it probably won't happen, but I can settle for being acquaintances.
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The next six months went by quickly. My relationship with Finn flourished, and I knew that I really did love him. I still hadn't worked up the courage to tell him yet. Quinn and I began to talk more and more. I wouldn't say we were friends, but we could talk to each other.
Surprisingly, Quinn's parents didn't disown her when they found out about the baby like we all thought. Her parents did make it clear that the baby was to be adopted, and then remained detached from the rest of the pregnancy. That's where I came in. I took Quinn shopping for maternal clothes on several occasions and after woods I would take her out for lunch. I knew it was hard for her at home, since her parents didn't hide their disapproval of the situation.
It has been hard for Finn and me to find time to be sexually intimate with each other, for several reasons. One is that Finn finds it hard to have me over because his mum knows about Quinn. But I should say that just being with Finn is intimate in itself. But tonight I have made special plans. My fathers are out of town for the weekend so I have invited Finn over for "dinner". Last week when I was shopping with Quinn I bought a black lacy night gown, so that will be coming out tonight.
I had already given Finn a key to my house months ago, so I told him to bring it with him.
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When Finn opened the door to the front of my house, he found a note on the floor. The note read "I'm upstairs, come find me". When he opened the door to my room I was sitting in the middle of my Queen bed with my black lacy night dress on. Finn walked towards me with a seductive smile on his face. "Hey stranger" he said. I stood up and placed a soft kiss on his lips. I looked up at him through my eyelashes and that was all he needed.
Finn placed his hands on both sides of my face and pulled me into him. He kissed me so forcefully, his tongue pushed right through my mouth, and found my tongue. I moved my hands to the hem of his shirt. Instead of pulling his shirt off straight away I slid my hands underneath it, stroking his soft, warm skin. Finn pulled away so he could gaze into my eyes. Without losing our gaze Finn pulled off his shirt and picked me up so that my legs wrapped around his waist.
I'm not sure how, but all our clothes were quickly removed, and Finn was now hovering over me. He softly kissed me on the lips, and then thrusted himself into me. Together our bodies moved as we came closer to our ecstasy. I let out a moan without realising it, and it pleased Finn. He kissed me hard on the lips and began to leave a trail of kisses along my neck. I never wanted this feeling to end.
After, Finn and I lay naked on the bed together. Finn's hands ran across my body, not missing a spot. We lay there for hours gazing into each other's eyes.
I loved him so much.
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