Fear of Vampires Chapter 4
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Italics = thoughts and dreams
EPOV
As she closed the door she said
"you can show yourself out"
We stood outside her door, shocked. She wasn't even that bothered about running into wolves. Well not that she let it show. She was truly amazing. I wanted to get to know her so much. She was beautiful. Just looking at her it took my breath away – and I don't need to breath. If she can do that to me, I hate to think what she can do to humans. I mentally cringed as I remembered the thoughts Mike had going through his mind earlier today.
'Edward. We should speak with Carlisle.'
I looked at Alice. I forgot my siblings were there with me. I nodded at her and ran out of the house to our own home. It wasn't just home it was Sanctuary. Where we could be ourselves and not worry about glittering or being to fast. Sanctuary.
It only took a couple of minutes to get home and Carlisle and Esme was already waiting for our return. Esme jumped up from the sofa as we came in.
" so? Tell us what happened?"
We replayed what happened and when we got to the part where she started running at the same speed as us – Carlisle interrupted us
"Wait. Hold up. She started running vampire speed yet she's human. Is that what your trying to say?"
I nodded.
Isabella Marie Swan is the biggest mystery.
And I tend to solve it..
BPOV
Running through the woods. I was being chased. I looked behind me. They were laughing. Its all a game to them. My pain. My fear. It means nothing. Its just their thrill. I looked ahead again as something rammed into me, knocking me to the ground.
" Bella. Please don't run. Please. Tell me what's happening. I can help you."
Edward looked down at me his eyes full of concern. I growled at him
" no one can help me. When ever someone does, they get killed. No more!"
I pushed him off me. I started to run again.
" Bellllaaaaa!!!!! stop running. Join us. Come play with us again. Be who you were all those thousands of years ago. Let us play"
The daunting voice echoed through the forest.
I woke up in a cold sweat.I grabbed my head as pain erupted like a volcano. Images flashed in my mind. Things of not of this time. Faces I've not seen. Places I've never been to. I grabbed my drawing pad from under my bed and my pencil. I sketched and sketched until my alarm went off. I looked at the time. 7:00am. I left my pad on my bed as I showered preparing to face them.
The Cullens.
When I came back into my room. My eyes narrowed on my pad. It was closed. I was sure I left it open. My eyes darted to my open window. That wasn't open, was it? I walked over to it and locked it shut.
I got dressed in my red skinny jeans and a black jumper that, once again, covered my scar. As I tied up my green converse I grabbed my bag and ran out the door. Normal speed.
I arrived at school half hour before the bell and sat under one of the trees in the school grounds. My thought drifted to things I didn't want to think about. For example – Edward Cullen, Edward Cullen and guess what...... more Edward Cullen. His good looks and how god-like he was. His bronze like hair that was always messy. I mentally slapped myself. They were my enemy. All vampires. I hated them. I feared them. I wanted nothing to do with them.
I felt someone's eyes on me. I looked around checking I was alone. And I was. But the feeling wouldn't go away. I muttered under my breath
"Paranoid! Great!! adds to my problems"
I heard a ghostly chuckle that sounded like bells.
" And what problems are they, Bella??"
I quickly recognised the voice as Edward. I looked up to see him sitting on a branch his legs dangling and smiling at me. I jumped up and walked off. He came up behind me and said
"Can I walk with you?"
I continued walking.
"No! Now leave me alone!!!"
He continued walking beside me. Smiling his infamous crooked smile. One that I hated. Okay. Not the entire truth. I hated it because I loved it.
"What part of leave me alone don't you get?!?!" I hissed at him
He laughed again.
"Why do you want to be alone. It must be hard not being able to talk about things."
His words soaked into my mind. The truth in them hit home. I didn't want to be alone. But I didn't want to be with vampires. He was also right about how hard it was. I had to lie to the police, to Charlie. To everyone. I wanted someone to talk to. To be there when I was scared or worried that they might come back.
Edward grabbed my arm and turned me so I was facing him. He lifted my chin gently so he could look me in the eye. His butterscotch eyes were filled with concern.
"Bella. Please don't run. Please. Tell me What's happening. I can help you."
I stepped back from him and hissed
"No one can help. Whenever someone does, they get killed. No more!"
At that moment, the bell went. I ran off to class. Talk about saved by the bell.
When I sat down in my biology class, it hit me. The Dream. What Edward had said to me and how I replied. It was the same. I layed my head in my arms, silently cursing my dreams. Wishing that my life was all just a nightmare and that I might wake up and there's no such thing as vampire and werewolves. Why were things so difficult? I wanted to scream in frustration and cry from my inner pain. I ached for someone. Someone who knew everything and that loved me. Someone who could protect me from the outside world. Protect me from them.
I was too lost in my thoughts. Too deep.
I lost consciousness.
EPOV
"No one can help. Whenever someone does, they get killed. No more!"
I watched her run off to class. Saved by the bell. I sighed and made my own way to class. Biology. Great. Going over the same things I learned God knows how many times. I walked into class and nodded to Mr Banner. I walked towards my desk and stopped. Bella was sitting in the seat next to me, with her head in her arms. The problem was.
I couldn't hear her heartbeat.
Panic erupted through me. I quickly went to her and double checked. I picked her up bridal style and was about to leave. The class was whispering and pointing. A I left the class, I told Mr Banner that I was taking her to the hospital.
He nodded as I left the room. Sure that I was alone I ran to Carlisle.
A minute passed.
" Carlisle!!!"
I said as I entered his office at the hospital and closed the door again. I layed Bella on the bed as Carlisle came over and checked her. He started to do CPR. After 10 minutes, her heart started again. I sighed in relief. Carlisle looked confused.
What is she? Her heart shouldn't just stop like that. I cant sense anything wrong with her.
Her heart beat was so strange. It was slow but so beautiful. It was like a lullaby. Soft, slow and sweet. I wanted to hold her close and protect her from what she was scared off. To protect her from everyone. I wanted to make her mine.
I sat beside Bella, waiting for her to wake up.
(A/N) dun dun dun!!! omg!!! what have I done???? have I killed Bella????? hehe
will survive or will I be truly evil (like I am) and leave her......dead???? Please review. I don't care if you review for every chap, just REVIEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh and i promise to try and make my chapters way longer :D
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