Here lies:
Hermione Jane Weasley
Born: Sept. 19, 1981 Died: May 5, 2033
Loving wife, mother, grandmother and daughter
Devoted friend and colleague
One of the saviors to the wizarding world
She will be missed by all who loved her
And remembered by all knew her
May she rest in peace
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
July 12, 2033
It has been two months since my dear Hermione has left me all alone in this world and I do not know what I am going to do without her. I love her so much… I have loved her for the last thirty-nine years of my life. I wish that I could have gone with her. That way we would be together even in death. Every time I see a picture of her, I go insane because I miss her so much.
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
Hermione and I (and Harry) have been through so much in the past, ever since we were eleven. It's always been the three of us, the Hogwarts Trio. We were the ones who defeated the Dark Lord thirty-five years ago. I will never be able to forget the times we have spent together and I will cherish the times that we have shared during our time together.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
Hermione has been there for me through everything. She has always supported me in whatever I did. And I have done the same for her in return. No matter what has been thrown our way, we have met it head on… together. Whenever she cried, I would crumble because I hated to see her upset. Whenever she screamed (usually at me), I would do my best to calm her down. I have helped her and followed her through our entire lives together and that won't change even now.
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
For as long as I have known her, she has always been in my heart. For thirty-nine of those forty-one years, I have been captivated by her. I have always loved the way she wrinkled her nose when she was deep in thought or the twinkle in her eyes when the two of us were having a row. She always melted my heart whenever she smiled at me. Now that she is gone, I am all alone with just my thoughts and memories of her. I see her face every time I close my eyes and I dream about her every single night. Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night and look over to see if she is lying next to me. I get even more upset when I realize that she will never lay next to me again. Sometimes, I can still hear her and it drives me insane. I know that she is not here, but deep down, I wish that she was.
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
At the funeral, I found it very hard to speak. I knew that I owed it to her memory to do so, but it was so difficult. I thought of all the good times that we had shared and how much I wanted to share those memories with everyone else, but I couldn't bring myself to do so. In the end, Harry got up and spoke for me. I cried the entire time he spoke as I remembered all of the times he mentioned.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
I have cried more tears in these last couple of months than I have cried in my entire lifetime. After she was diagnosed, I prayed every night that some kind of cure or medical breakthrough would have been discovered that would save her. In the end, she could no longer fight for her life. When that happened, she fell asleep and would never wake up again.
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
Sometimes I feel as if she is still here with me. When I wake up every morning, I look next to me to see her lying there, but she isn't there. Then I realize that she will never lie next to me again, until I die and am buried next to her. I tell myself everyday that she is gone, but my memories of her keep her alive. I know that I have to come to grips with the reality of it all, but I don't want to. There is a part of me that hopes that she will come walking through the door, leap into my arms and give me a huge hug. And then there is the other part of me that tries to convince my other side that she is gone and that I am all alone.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
So I will end this entry with these last few words. My name is Ronald Bilius Weasley and I am still in love with Hermione Jane Granger Weasley. She has been my best friend for the last forty-one years. I have loved her for the last thirty-nine years of my existence and I will continue to love her for the remainder of it. I have two beautiful children with her and three adorable grandchildren that I am happy to have been able to share with her. We have had many memorable moments together, both good and bad. And I am proud to say that we have held each others hand through all of these years and she will always have all of me.