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Chapter One is here.
Love,
Haloxoxo
I'm madly in love with him, but he is too blind to see. His eyes never leave my best friend and he doesn't realize that he is breaking me. He didn't see the tears I cried when I first found out about him and her. I was supposed to be strong and hold my ground, but even statues give out eventually. I still remember him breaking the "good" news to me and how his "good" news was a reality check for me.
"I have some great news" he said excited.
"No way, so do I" I said hoping he would tell me he loves me.
"I'm going out with Claire Lyons" Cam beamed happily.
"That's guh-reat" he couldn't see the smile I'm faking.
"So what's you're great news?" Cam asked intrigued.
"Oh it's nothing" I said wanting him to leave.
"Tell me anyway" Cam insisted.
"I got an A on my Algebra final. All thanks to you" I told him.
"That's amazing. Well I see you around, Claire is saving me a seat at lunch today" Cam waved goodbye as he jogged to his precious "girlfriend".
I Massie Jillian Block am jealous of Claire Riley Lyons because she has Cam's love and she doesn't even care. I thought that I could handle being around Claire even if she was dating the one I love, but I was wrong because every time I would have to hold back the tears as she had her I'm-so-in-love dorky smile.
As the PC rush over to my house because of the emergency meeting, I pace back and forth and wonder if I doing the right thing. Well it hasn't stopped me before kicking out Alicia multiple times, but now I'll be kicking out three members leaving only two to carry out the duties.
"Is everyone accounted for?" I asked as I opened up for my speech.
"Here" Dylan raised her hand like in school.
"Wow Dylan really?" Kristen asked, looking at Dylan like she is crazy.
"What?" Dylan asked like it wasn't that stupid.
"You looked like an LBR" Claire pointed out.
Ever since she has been with Cam, she has changed so much. She wants to impress him, so she acts like a total bitch because that is what he likes in a girl well at least that's what she thinks. Puh-lease if Cam went for a girl like that then he would be with me not Kuh-laire.
"Point" Alicia said poking her finger in the air.
"Anyway, the reason why I called everyone here is because well I'm kicking out some members. Dylan, Kristen, and Claire you all are officially OUT of the PC; now leave me house" I said bravely.
"You can't just kick us out" Claire exclaimed.
"I just did" I said coldly and with one finger I pointed to the door.
Three girls walked out of my house with their face in their hands as they cried because they have nothing left after the PC.
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I thought she hated me, I thought she would never like me, I thought she would reject me. I did the unthinkable and asked her best friend out because I didn't want to look stupid loving her when she clearly doesn't love me.
"Hello" I said answering my phone.
"She kicked me out of the PC, Cam" my girlfriend Claire cried.
"Why did she kick you out?" I asked because there has to be a reason for Massie to kick Claire out.
"I don't know, she didn't say. I'm not the only one she kicked Kristen and Dylan out too" Claire said.
"What do you want me to do?" I asked unsure why she was telling me this.
"Talk to her, please?" Claire begged.
"I don't know" I said.
"She will only listen to you" and with that Claire hung up.
She used to listen to me that was before and now we don't even talk. Somehow I found myself dialing her number and after the third ring she answered.
"What do you want?" she asked impatiently.
I want to say you, but I can't.
"I want to know why you kicked out three of your best friends out of your clique. Is it a new trend to have a two people clique or something?" I asked not sure what is IN and OUT in the mind of Massie Block.
"It's none of your business. I have to go and take bean for a walk, so see you later" she said mocking my last words I said to her.
She hung up before I could even say goodbye. If I only meant the words I said then maybe she would still be my friend, but now I'm just another student at BOCD high school and nothing special to Massie Block.
I Cameron Henry Fisher am in love with Massie Jillian Block, but she doesn't feel the same way, so I replaced her with Claire Riley Lyons. I'll let the blackness fill my eyes as my dreams come because I dream of her and I being together just us and I have more courage than I do in real life.
In my dreams I'm not afraid of rejection and that allows me to be with Massie because she isn't this scary alpha that will laugh in my face if I told her how I really feel about her. She is just a girl that loves me the same way. If only my dreams could be actuality and I would be happy because I could hold the Massie Block in my arms forever.
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