AN: I own nothing.
School and life have kept me busy and although this week is my spring break don't except a lot of updates from me because my life has been pretty hetic lately. And this isn't my only priority in my life right now sorry.
Love,
Haloxoxo
"I think that it would be best if, you would take this opportunity" he said steadying his speech, "I mean after all didn't we just do this to make them jealous?" they have been arguing over what they should do next.
He has been lying to her for the past twenty minutes, but more importantly he has been lying to himself. He is trying to convince himself that she will be better off without him, but deep down he knows that is far from being true.
"But I don't have the same feelings that I did before" she stated; she doesn't understand why he is doing this to her.
Why he is toying with her heart when her heart is already tattered and worn.
"This is for the best and I think that we have taught them a valuable lesson and now we can move on" he said solemnly as he looked down from her glare.
"But I don't want to move on if it means moving on without you" she could feel the tears swell up in her eyes.
She loves being with him because she can finally for once be herself and sometimes she is vulnerable but he never judges her. He is always nice and sweet to her, but right now he is acting like a complete jerk.
"I'm sorry but I can't" he lied because he needs her to be better off with someone else.
Even if he is the one she truly wants; he won't allow it to happen.
"Please don't do this" she begged; she felt like dropping to her knees.
And she probably would have that is if he wasn't holding her so tightly in his arms.
"I'm sorry but I don't love you" he lied to her, because he truly does love her more than she would ever know.
She couldn't speak, her throat swelled up and her words weren't coming out. She is in awe by what he had just said, but once his words replayed in her head. She had a brief moment of weakness before regaining her inner alpha again.
"Leave" she hissed through her teeth as she squirmed out of his arms.
"Don't do this, please don't do this" he begged her to understand.
"I said get out" she screamed at him as she took steps away from his reach.
"Don't do this Massie" he pleaded for her to let him stay and explain.
She kept pushing him closer and closer to the front door. Once they reached the door, she took her dainty hand and clasped the doorknob as she pulled it open.
"Goodbye Derrick" Massie gritted as she pushed him out of her house and closed the door on his face.
She had just let one more boy fall from her fingertips and to the same girl once again. Now she is unsure what she is going to do next because no one seems to care anymore. Alicia is too busy catching up with Josh to even know that Massie is breaking, Kristen and Dylan are not her friends, and Claire well Claire is not trustworthy yet and the pain is still there. And now that Derrick is no longer an option, she is left without a choice to talk to no other than Cameron Henry Fisher.
Without a choice Massie dialed the number and waited from an answer and after two rings, she is ready for whatever happens next.
"Hello?" Cam answered his phone; Claire had just left his house five minutes ago.
"Cam, I really need you right now" the voice said over the phone.
Cam could recognize that voice from miles away, it's Massie and she needs him.
"I'll be right there in a few minutes with Ben and Jerry" Cam said knowing that Massie would want him to bring over Chunky Monkey Ben and Jerry's ice cream.
Cam drove over to the Block's estate in a record time of ten minutes. He didn't bother to knock on the door instead he let his self in and sprinted up to Massie's bedroom. The first thing Cam saw was Massie spread out of her bed watching the Notebook. 'This is bad' Cam thought as he stared at Massie as he still lingered in the doorway.
"Did you bring my ice cream?" Massie asked as she clicked the pause button; to look at Cam standing in her doorway.
"Yeah" Cam said as he threw the ice cream tub at her.
Massie caught the tub of ice cream with ease, but she noticed something is missing.
"Where is my spoon?" Massie asked.
"I have it" Cam said waving the spoon back and forth.
"Well are you going to give it to me?" Massie asked impatiently.
"I will, but first you have to tell me what's wrong" Cam said sternly as he took a seat next to Massie on her bed.
"Do you want to know what's wrong?" Massie questioned Cam.
"Yes" Cam said sincerely.
"Everything" Massie stated.
Cam doesn't know what say next; Massie has just put him in a uncomfortable position.
"Dylan and Kristen aren't my friends anymore. Alicia is too busy with Josh to even notice that I'm slowly breaking. Claire hates me for treating her so badly and I highly doubt that she will ever forgive me. Derrick doesn't want me" Massie said, "And you don't love me".
"Massie, if you only could see how much I love you. You're the world to me and yes I have made bad decisions but I can't go back and change it. I wish I could because I would have chosen you in a heartbeat. I gave you the key to my heart; doesn't that mean anything to you?" Cam asked dying to know.
"I-I" Massie is speechless; she doesn't know what to say or how to apologize to Cam.
"Massie, I love you more than you will ever be able to understand but maybe we're not fit to be together. Maybe you and Derrick are better off as a couple" Cam said sadly.
"I don't want Derrick, I want you" Massie said unsure.
"You don't seem too sure" Cam stated.
"I can prove it to you" Massie said yearning to be loved.
"How can you prove that you love me?" Cam asked confused.
Massie dropped the untouched ice cream tub on her floor and jumped on top of Cam; she then collapsed her lips on to Cam's. Soon she pushed her tongue through his teeth and wrestled with his tongue; Cam explored Massie's body freely.
As Cam is making love to Massie, she on the other hand is living in pure lust because her feelings have changed but his have not.
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