I am SO SO SO sorry I haven't updated in so long! Life has been so beyond crazy, but now I am all done school, so I will be updating A LOT more. I hope you enjoy this chapter. I do not any of the characters.

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Seven Weeks into the pregnancy.

I rolled out of bed, grateful that I didn't feel sick. I pulled my self towards the bathroom, and stared at myself in the mirror. My face was very pale, and I looked sleep deprived. My eyes had no shine to them, they were just a dull brown. Even my hair was lifeless, lying limply against my back.

I sighed, and got to work. I coated my face in foundation, then got to work on my eyes. By the time I was done I no longer looked like the living dead. My hair was hopeless though, so I finally just pulled it up into a ponytail, and then went to get dressed.

Alice got up and went to the bathroom, so I took advantage of the five minutes I had to myself. I lifted my shirt, examining my stomach. I could have sworn I saw a bump, although I knew it was most likely just my imagination. Seven weeks is much to early to start showing, even I know that.

I pulled on a tight t shirt and a pair of skinny jeans. Who knows how much longer I can wear this stuff for before it gets too small, so I may as well wear it as often as I can before I get fat.

I grabbed my bag, and walked down to the kitchen.

"Good morning Bella." Esme smiled as I walked into the room. Everyone else except for Alice was already sitting down at the breakfast table. I sat down in my regular seat, but didn't take any food.

"Eat, Bella." Esme pushed the plate of pancakes towards me.

"I'm really not hungry." I lied. It wasn't that I wasn't hungry, as much as I was afraid of getting sick at school.

Esme sighed, but didn't push the issue.

"Good morning!" Alice sang, as she danced towards the table. Once she was sitting, and her plate was filled, Carlisle cleared his throat.

"Last night we dumped some very heavy news onto you guys, and didn't give you a real chance to respond. Well, now we want to give you that chance, and see how everyone is feeling about this. Emmett? How about you start us off."

Emmett, big loud outspoken Emmett, just stared at his plate, not saying anything.

"You can be honest." I spoke up. "I'd prefer you were. Here, I'll start, get things warmed up." Everyone turned to look at me. "I am disgusted with myself. I have been very stupid, very very stupid. For a while now I have been like that. I always said yes. Except that time. Thats why I am so disgusted. It got the point where boys thought they didn't even have to ask any more, They knew I was easy, and just assumed I would say yes.

"Kyle didn't even ask. He just grabbed me. I was too much of a coward to do anything though. To tell anyone. And now, his child is inside of me. Despite that though, I love this child with everything I have."

"You were raped?" Rosalie said, her eyes wide.

I nodded, wiping a tear away from the corner of my eye.

"I'm so sorry Bella." Jasper said.

"It doesn't change anything, it could have happened with any of the other guys. Anyway, I want you to be honest about how you feel. I can take it. Emmett?"

"Okay, well first of all, I am really sorry that this happened to you. When you first told us though, I was shocked. When you came to live with us, I thought you were this sweet little innocent kid. You were so good, I never thought you were the type of girl to... you know. I have to say Bells, I kinda look at you differently now. You suddenly seem a lot older to me. Not so innocent."

"Thanks Emmett. Edward?"

"I was shocked as well. I looked at you as my baby sister, and now... well like Emmett said, I don't see you the same way. It's sad, I thought you were this totally different girl. I'm sorry that guy did that to you though, he had no right. No matter how many guys you had been with before, he had no right to just assume."

Jasper spoke next. "I don't look at you different, Bella. Your are a grown up, I knew that even before you told us. I know you are only a year older then me, but sometimes it seems like its more. You had to grow up a lot faster then most kids, a lot of kids in the foster care system do. I think it's sad that you are going to be a mom so soon, you had a lot of potential. But I still look at you as Bella, my big sister who is older then her years."

"That means a lot Jasper. And I think I still do have potential. I don't think this will ruin my life. Its a good thing, trust me."

"I hope so Bella, I really truly do." Jasper forced a smile.

"Can I go next?" Alice chirped.

"Of course," I smiled at her.

"I can't believe it Bella. I really can't. I don't see you as the kind of girl to sleep with a bunch of guys. I looked up to you Bella, I respected you. I think its going to be harder to respect you though now, knowing you don't respect yourself. Despite that though, I still love you. You are my big sister, and if anyone can get through this, its you. Plus, I'm really excited for the baby. I can't wait to go shopping for it. I hope you keep it."

"I am keeping it, don't worry. You are going to make such a great aunt Alice. The baby is so lucky to have you."

Alice's big green eyes filled with tears. "I love you Bella."

"I love you too Alice." I leaned over and gave my tiny sister a big hug. "Don't be like I was, kay?" I whispered in her ear.

"I won't." She promised back.

I let go of Alice, and looked towards my last sibling. Rosalie sat in her chair as if she owned the world. She was wearing a dark pink t shirt dress that hung off her shoulders perfectly, and a pair of black leggings. She flipped her wavy blonde hair over her shoulder as if none of this fazed her.

"Rosalie?" I asked.

She slowly turned to look at me, her blue eyes searing a hole through my forehead. "I'm not surprised. I always knew you were too much of a goody-goody. I could tell you were hiding something. You thought you could put your sluttish ways behind you though, right? Little did you know it would come back and bite you in the ass. I'm sorry that you were raped, but did you honestly think you would never get pregnant. I bet you were with a lot of guys, right? This was bound to happen."

Everyone stared at Rosalie. I'm pretty sure that everyone had been thinking exactly what she said. I deserved this. I brought it upon my self.

"Thank you for telling us how you really feel. I know this is a lot to put on you guys, but I know you will all be here to support Bella. This is what family is for, right?" Carlisle looked around at everyone.

"Right." Everyone mumbled.

"Okay, now lets all get ready for our day--"

"No." I interrupted. "Everyone said how they felt. What about you guys?"

Carlisle and Esme looked at each other, "Erm... we can discuss that tonight..." Esme said.

"Now." I demanded. "Everyone else did."

"Bella," Carlisle tired to reason, but I was having none of that, and he could tell.

He sighed, then looked at me. "How can a parent react when they are told that their child is pregnant. We still look at you as a child your self."

"So what was you initial reaction?" Edward pressed.

"I guess, we were surprised, and a little disappointed. Not because you are pregnant, because no one can blame you for what Kyle did, but I guess we are disappointed that you had no respect for yourself. Thirteen is awfully young to be sexually active. I really thought you were the type of girl who cared about her self more then that." Esme looked sad, and when she spoke again, her voice was quiet.

"I understand what you were thinking though Bella, I get where you were coming from. I can't imagine growing up with no one to say I love you. I don't approve of what you did, but I guess I can't really blame you. And besides, there's no point in living in the past. What happened, happened, and its pointless to scold you for things you did before you came here. We have a new issue to face now, and thats what we need to put our energy into. Now get ready for school. We'll talk more tonight."

"Thanks Esme." I got up, and kissed her on the cheek. "See you later."

I grabbed my backpack and followed Emmett and Edward out to the car. I climbed in the back seat like I normally did. My stomach felt a little funny, but I assumed it was just because I was nervous. About halfway to school though it started to feel like more then just nerves.

"Emmett!" I cried, "Pull over! Now!" Emmett quickly steered into the shoulder, and stopped the car. I threw the door open, and flew towards the ditch. I leaned over and began throwing up.

When I stood back up, Emmett and Edward were both behind me. "Are you okay, Bells? Should I take you back home?" Emmett looked really freaked out.

"No, This is part of it. Its gonna happen everyday for a while, I think. Do you have any water?"

Edward handed me a bottle of water out of his bag, and I downed the whole things in two gulps. "Thanks."

I climbed back into the car, and pressed my forehead against the cool glass. Once we got to the school Emmett and Edward wished me luck and then we parted ways. I went towards my locker and they headed towards theirs.

As I expected, Jessica and Angela were waiting by my locker. "Oh my God Bells!" Jess gasped, "You look like hell. Are you okay?"

"Yeah. No. I don't know. I'm fine." I didn't really know what to say.

The bell rang, and everyone started heading towards their first period class. "I gotta go, but I'll see you in bio." Jess headed towards her homeroom, but Angela still lingered around me.

"Are you sure your okay?" She looked genuinely worried.

"Yeah. It's a long story. I'll be okay though." As much as I wanted to tell her, I knew I wasn't ready. I wasn't ready for her and Jess to start looking at me differently. I wanted a few more weeks of being Bella the reckless teenager before I had to officially become Bella the teenage mom to be. I grabbed my textbook, and walked with Angela towards our English class.

We sat together in the back of the class like we always do, giggling and passing notes. Everything felt back to normal, at least for a while. All of a sudden though I felt that horribly familiar feeling in my stomach. I threw down my pencil and leapt up from my chair, my hand over my mouth.

"Bella!" Angela gasped. I ignored her, and ran for the door.

"Bella!" My teacher called after me as I darted out into the hallway.

I didn't listen to any of them though. I just cried as I ran into the bathroom.

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Love Alice