Everything's forgotten
Everything's so rotten
Why don't you release me?
Why don't you just tease me?
LUCAS P.O.V
I've lost her. The girl I love. She's gone. I know don't deserve her but I can't live without her. I don't want her. I need her. I need to hear that raspy laugh that calms me down in the worst situations. I need to see her forest green eyes which always have a certain sparkle, the sparkle I always use to get trapped in. I need to feel her skin against mine. I can't even look at a girl without thinking of her.
I want her.
I need her.
But I can't have her.
I don't deserve her.
But I'm going to fight for her. Not the usual way, when you show up at her door with a red rose and express your love. I've tried that but failed.
She's with chase now and I'm pretending to be with Nicky. The best way to do this is to make her jealous. To make her feel what I've been feeling for so long.
I need her to need me.
General P.O.V
The students walk around tree hill. Some walking around arm in arm and gossiping about others. Some walk around hand in hand talking about how much they've missed the other. Lucas looks around him searching for Nicky. He see's Brooke walking with chase and it wouldn't be good if she sees him alone. He turns around to look at her. She seems so happy. Happy without him. He turns around at the sound of his name being called.
'' Hey, Lucas'' Lucas turns around to see Nicky walking towards him. Perfect timing.
'' Hey, Nicky'' He puts him arm out so she would give him a hug. He fake smiles when she wraps her arms around his waist. He breathes in the scent of her. It not the normal strawberry smell that Brooke smells like. She smells like a mixture of soap and oatmeal.
He looks around for Brooke while still hugging Nicky. He spots her sitting on the benches with chases arm s wrapped around her. She giggles as he tries to tickle her showing her dimples. He would do anything to be chase right now.
He wraps his arms around Nicky and walk to English together.
It was lunch when Lucas walked up to Brooke as she sat on the benches reading a magazine.''Hey, Brooke'' He waved and sat down opposite her taking his bag of his shoulders''Hey'' She whispered only loud enough for him and her to hear as she looked up.
He watched as she pursed her lips as she read. The wind causing her brunette hair to fly around let out a sigh as she shut her magazine and looked up towards look her eyes squinting from the sun hitting her eyes. '' So, hows life with Nicky''. That must be a sign right. A sign that she's jealous.
''It's Great, She's Great, I'm great, were both great ''
She gives him a sad smile. That must be another sign right? It has to be.
Lucas P.O.V
I sit on the beach close to the waves but not too close to get wet.
Why am I doing this thing anyway? She's the one that broke up with me? Why am I fighting for us? Oh, I know. It's because I'm the only one that wants us. What if she just ends up marrying that Chase bitch? What am I going to do then?
I move closer to towards the waves.
The water moves towards the top of my feet causing my feet to tingle from how cold it is. It causes the little sand crystals to turn into a big rock of sand. I bring up my feet and break it into a million pieces. Just like my heart
"I miss you even more than I could have believed; and I was prepared to miss you a good deal."
-Vita Sackville-West
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