Hello people! Since I have recieved alot of reviews, I'm goin to give you chapter 3. Though I dont know if you'll like it but hope that you do. But before you start do you guys have any ideas how Train and Saya should meet? I have a vague idea but I want to see what you people think so pls review bout it. Thank you very much.

Disclaimer: I do not own Black Cat in any way

"Her name is Saya….."

At those words, Train's heart skipped a beat. He tried not to let hope take him, but it washed over him like water that couldn't be contained, and he hated it. This cat didn't want to be filled with false hope.

However he couldn't help but think, "Saya wasn't dead. She survived."

"She came here. She said that she wanted to give a message to you." Anet's words snapping him back to reality. Train realized that Anet had been staring at him the whole time.

"She came here?"He asked.

Anet nodded, setting the now dried glass on the bar counter. She put both hands against the counter and leaned forward. "This Saya girl told me to give you a message when you finally came looking. Didn't know what the girl meant at the time…that is until you came here."

"A message?" By this time, Train was trying not to sound desperate. "How come Saya didn't come to him personally to give him this message? Was she in some sort of trouble?"

Anet could see the hope and fear building up in the young man's golden, cat like eyes. She didnt want to give the message that might break his heart. However, she knew that she shouldn't let her feeling get in the way of her bussiness. The informer sighed. "I'm getting to old for this crap" she thought.

"Wait right here. I'll go get it." She said as she headed to the back room.

"Now where did I put that thing?" she asked herself as she looked around the room. The lady walked towards an ivy green filing cabinet where she keeps all the messages she was asked to give, and began her search.

Meanwhile... EPOV

Eve was now staring at the now silent brunet. When Anet left to get the message, Train had stood up and leaned against a coner that was right next to an uncurtained window. He had a calm expression and was staring into the other side of the window. Seeing him like this, reminded the blonde of when she and Sven saved Train from a boat explosion. When he found out that they didnt find any woman with him, the cat also had a distant look as if he was he had left his body behind and was fighting some sort of mental battle somewhere else. That was how he looked now. His face showing nothing, but his eyes betrayed everything.

Eve turned to Sven, who was sitting next to her drinking some sort of funny smelling drink that he refused to share. "Why does Train look so calm, yet his eyes say that he is in so much pain?" she asked.

Sven was silent for a few moments, thinking of what answer he should give.

"Do you remember the time when Trian was assigned to kill you? He could have taken the chance to kill you after that fire, but he didnt. Why didnt he then? He was Black Cat, the greatest Eraser of Chronos. He would kill anything and anyone who would get in the way of his mission wtihout even blinking. So what stoped him from taking that shot?"

Eve stayed silent absorbing what Sven had told her. She had to admit that even she was confused at that time. Not coming up with any answers, she allowed Sven to continue.

"Saya was the one who opened his heart. AS corny as that may sound. She was the one who was able to break down the wall that he built around himself. Saya was his first friend and his first love. He would never be able forget the one that taught him how to feel happy again. Nor will he be able to forget the one who made him feel the pain of losing someone precious. And now knowing that that person is alive and out there somewhere must bring some conflicting emotions."

So that was it. Because of this Saya, Train didn't shoot her that day. Now she understood. But what was Train going to do now?

NPOV

Trian was feeling mixed emotions, dread, happy, anger, and hope. Dread for what might be in the message, for the reason why she didnt come to him herself. Happy for the news that Saya might be alive, for the thought of seeing...being with her again. Anger for making him blame himself over the years for her death. An hope for... well many things. A new chance and maybe a new life.

After a few minutes of silence between the trio, Anet finally came out. All eyes were focused on the neatly sealed enveloped in her hand. Train pushed himself of the wall and sat on the other side of Eve. Anticipation gleaming in her eyes.

Anet didnt say anything as she slid the ivory envelope towards Train, and proceeded to attend to one of her customers. Train gingerly picked up the envelope, as if it was made of glass and will break at human touch. The cats name was written in a fancy way. Train slowly turned it around. The opening was sealed with crimson wax that had a star flower stamped into it (A/N: its the flower on Saya'a yukata. i dont kno da name of it though)

His heart began beating so loudly that he was sure that the others could hear it. Despite that, he carefully broke the seal and opened the flap. Inside was a paper that was folded int0 3. Train took it out and hesitantly unfolded it. Eve and Sven leaned over him, trying to see the message. The letter read:

Dear Train,

I knew you would come looking for me soon. It has been a long time since we met, and you have changed greatly. You weren't the same emo kid, who wears black all the time and shows little emotions unlessed teased. Hahahaha! I wished I could see your face while you read that part.

Wih that, Train face was bright red and contained a slight blush. While Sven was snickering and Eve continued reading finding something that Train might not expect to see.

However, I have also changed. I do not know if its for the better or not yet though. Something happend that night of the explosion, or rather something after it. I know that it's hard to understand but it's also hard to explain. Maybe it will be clear to the both of us one day, but not now. Oh I have missed you so much and wish to talk to you again. But that itself is impossible. No matter what please bare in mind that we cannot meet.

"What does she mean by that?" Train thought. The poor cat felt like the words on the letter was running circles around him. "What was she talking about? This isn't making any sense. Why wouldn't she want to see, when she just said that she missed me?" Endless questions were circling inside his stressing head. Hoping for more explanation, he continued,

I'm not sure of anything now a days, but there are two things I know for sure. First is that I love you Train Heartnet, and that you must not come find me. Your friend forever, Saya

"WHAT?" Train couldn't believe that that was it. The mixed emotions were coming back and he let them. Saya was alive and she loved him and knowing that made him feel like he could take on the world. But what brought him back to reality was that she had told him not to try and find her...twice! What the hell was he going to do?

So can you tell me if you like it or not? Pls review if you see anything you do like, and if there are anything you would like to see in the future.