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Chapter 3

BPOV.

I ran out the door, slamming it behind me with full effect. Usually I would have stopped my movements and rushed back into the room, apologising on all end. But I couldn't do that now. I could not go back in there. They were all there. The whole family. The people who were like a second family to me, all together, staring, staring at me.

Edward looked so shocked to see me. Probably, because he hoped he wouldn't have to see me after that shitty letter he sent. Even now I still couldn't believe he sent it to me, it was so unlike him. The letter was so uncharacteristic of Edward. I thought we were happy and in love. Apparently not. I hated him for making me believe everything was alright between us. For leading me on. What kind of sick twisted person did that? It was like he left me broken and didn't even care. Well technically I left him, but only because he asked me too! And he broke my heart. Ass.

I slammed my dorm room shut, and stormed over to my bed. I wasn't angry, maybe I was. I was upset and furious and I didn't know what else. There were too many different emotions running through my head. I couldn't decide whether to be mad at Rosalie or not. She had lied to me about the Cullen's being here but then I'm sure she didn't know about the little ambush that the Cullen's had no idea about.

I heard the front door slowly open and being clicked into place again. I sat up and listened for voices, intently. Rose pretty much creeped into the dorm on a daily basis, so she gotten quite good at being quiet – and hiding if anyone was with her.

I knew what Rose was like, I could usually tell her actions. She would either come into my room, alone, comfort me, stick on a movie and strike out the ice cream or she would lure me out of my bed, make me think its just us and then BAM! The Cullen's are standing right there. I heard a timid knock on my door. I huffed.

Okay, so if she was on her own, I'd invite her to sit on my bed and look like I am feeling sorry for myself – which I pretty much am. However, if she's not alone then…I'll chuck my pillow at her and slam the door in front of whoever was there.

Who says quiet girls can't be bitches?

"What?" I said, adding an annoyed tone to it just in case any unwanted visitors were out there with her. Rose entered the room, her hair covering her face and her hands by her side. She was alone. She stood against my bedroom door, her eyes gazing across my room. Because it was so fascinating…

I looked at her, raising my eyebrows and waiting to see what she had to say. She avoided my eye gaze and began making some weird noise with her lips. I rolled my eyes. "What do you want Rose." I didn't mean for it to be cold but it was apparent it came out that way.

"Oh I erm…just wanted to y'know see how you were and all." I smiled, I loved my friend. She was annoying, self-centred, and bitchy. But she was my best friend.

"I'm fine Rose. I think just seeing them all there together, kind of freaked me out a little bit. You know?" She nodded in understanding. She sighed.

"This is all pretty messed up isn't it?" She mused and I nodded. "Come on, lets head to the kitchen. I grabbed a box of chocolates and some Ben and Jerry's. I figured you could use a little pick me up." She grinned. My best friend…

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"This is so good!" I moaned as I took another scoop of ice cream and savoured it in my mouth. Rose giggled and she picked up her fifth chocolate and ate it.

"Mmm…hmmm..." She said in agreement. Once she had consumed another chocolate she slowly picked up her drink, took a sip and then looked at me. I stopped, the spoon still hanging from my mouth and looked at her. There were a few moments of silence until I removed the spoon from my mouth as I knew I looked quite the moron.

"So, I think we need to talk about the 'Cullen' situation." She used quotation marks on Cullen and I couldn't help but snort as I always do when she did that. She looked such a fool.

"Okay…what about it?" It was quite obvious talking about the Cullen's was the last thing I wanted to do. Yay! Lets talk about Edward and how he broke my heart and then lets discuss his reaction to me and possibly future reactions like shoving an onion in my face or something. – Hey, it could happen!

She rolled her eyes at me, knowing what I was thinking. She knew me so well. She shoved another chocolate in her mouth and sighed.

"I mean what are we going to do about this situation? I am definitely going to want to see them, things with Emmett are probably going to get quite heated up." She played with her eyebrows, moving them up and down and I laughed for what seemed the first time that day. "And…" She continued. "I know how much you miss Alice." I went to open my mouth but she stuck out her finger in my face in a bossy manner, as if to shut me up. "…And don't even bother denying it." I shrugged my shoulders.

"I wasn't going to." It was true I did miss Alice, a lot. But seeing Alice would mean seeing Edward and I wasn't sure if I could deal with that at this apparent time.

"Sure you weren't. I just think that maybe this would be the perfect opportunity to see what exactly went wrong with you and Edward. You know, sort things out." What…the…fuck? If I weren't so mesmerised by the ice cream sitting in front of me, I would have knocked her into next week.

"What, went wrong?" I said slowly, emphasising each word. "Your seriously saying that to me?" She shivered.

"Now, Bella…" She began, placing her hands in front of her hands as if guarding herself. "Just, calm down for a second…"

"Calm down? 'Lets sort it all out'? Shall we? Me, Edward. Sitting and having a coffee, all hunkey dorey? Yeah sounds fantastic, doesn't it? So fantastically STUPID!!!" I yelled. Okay, so maybe I was over-reacting, but how dare she expect me to 'sort' things out. She knew how much I went through after I read that letter. The amount of tears I shed. No way, were things going to get sorted out. I planned on avoiding him for the rest of my life. And it was working out well, until he and his family decided to show up. Rosalie had obviously realised she had touched a soft spot on me.

"Alright, I'm sorry Bella. I just, I love you and I love the Cullen's. And you did once too. I know for a fact they still care about you. Why punish them for something their idiot son did?" She did have a point. I suppose I could speak to Alice. I huffed and shrugged my shoulders.

"Alright. Fine. I will talk to Alice, and maybe the Cullens." I began, I made sure I kept the stern tone in my voice though, as I knew what Rose was like and changing my mind. "But only, when I am ready! Got that?" She nodded, slowly.

"Okay. By the way, how long roughly are you waiting? Because I think me and Alice are going on a HUGE shopping trip and –"

"Rose."

"Yeah, got it." She went all silent on that and a smirk grew on my face. We decided to put the ice cream and chocolates away as we had had far more then enough. Well, I literally had to yank the chocolates out of her hand. She was a secret chocoholic, not even Emmett knew. We spent the next hour talking about people on campus, our next assignment and when it was due in – cause we're fascinating like that. I decided to clean up around the room a bit as we were still expecting a new roommate. Whoever it was I felt sorry for, they had no idea what they were getting into. Sharing a place with Rosalie. She was a nightmare.

Rosalie was just about to open her mouth to talk about something, most likely fashion or perhaps how far her and Emmett have gone within the hour of seeing each other. Trust me, it was not pretty stuff!

The door knocked and Rose and me froze, looking at each other, mouths agape. Shit. What if it was our roommate? Despite my mild cleanings, the place was still a mess. If this roommate was a snob or something, she could tell our dorm director. Then we were in the shit. Another knock came and just as Rose was about the head over to open it, the door swung open. Rose halted.

"Emmett!" She yelled, so loud I had to cover my ears. "I didn't know you were coming to see me!" She kissed him, what seemed quite forceful, on the lips. He was standing in the front room, as Rose and me liked to call it as there wasn't really a hallway.

"Actually, I'm not here to see you." Rose scowled and Emmett quickly changed his statement. "I mean, I'm glad you're here, I just didn't realise you were in this room." He shifted his gaze to me. "Er…hi Bella." I nodded my hellos. I always was quiet around the Cullen's anyway.

"What do you mean?" Rose asked confused and I had to admit I was too.

"Well, I came to drop Alice off…to see her new room." You're shitting me, right? Come on Emmett. I know what a jokester you are! My mouth opened so wide, it hit the floor.

"Wait, you mean Alice is our new roomie?" Emmett nodded and Rose – guess what? – Attacked him…with her mouth. Not a second later, Alice came bouncing through the door, pushing a suitcase; she looked at Rose and Emmett and pulled a face. She then looked at me and smiled.

"Bella!" She half-sighed. I couldn't help but smile. She was a cute little pixie and I had missed her. I found myself walking towards her with my arms stretched out. Well, this is something new. I wrapped my arms around her and hugged her tightly, putting my head in the crook of her neck. God, I had missed her so much, words couldn't describe. "Its so good to see you again, Bells." I wiped away the tear that was travelling down my cheek. I grinned and faced her.

"You to, Ali." She giggled.

"Its so good to hear you call me that again." I smiled; I was the only one who had called her that after all.

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Once we had loaded all off Alice's belongings and boxes into her room - and there was a lot. The scary part was that she had left half the stuff at Carlisle and Esme's house for the weekend. We decided to head out for a coffee. This meant chat about the past in Alice world. I had to admit, I was a little worried when I saw Alice and Emmett. If Emmett was helping unloading Alice's belongings then was Edward too? He wasn't. Thankfully. I had seen enough of him for the day.

"I'll have a cappuccino, thanks." I said, handing over the money. I took my drink and followed Alice, who was already sitting down.

We talked about basics first. What we were up too, what we had been up too for the last couple of years. How our families were and so on and on and on. It took her almost forty minutes to ask me the question she had no doubt been waiting all day to ask me. She pursed her lips.

"So, Bella…" I looked up, smiling – kind of. "Why did you do it?" She said simple enough but I couldn't help but be confused at the same time.

"Why did I do what?" She sighed, annoyed.

"Leave. Why did you leave? You didn't have too, Edward, he was a wreck and –" I held my hand up.

"He was a wreck, really? Aww, what a shame." Yeah, I was being a bitch. But he deserved it. Alice sat there, looking…well…shocked.

"I can't believe you, Bella…" Her mouth was wide and the shock was all over her face.

"What?!" I snapped. What gave her the right to storm into my dorm and judge me?

"How can you be so cold towards Edward?" I almost laughed, the question was that ridiculous. I leaned forward, my bitchiness getting into mode fully.

"How can I be so cold?"

"Yes. Bella. How?" Her usual cheery voice was now taking an acid tone on me. That's okay. Two could play at that game. I bit my lip.

"Well, now that you mention it…Ali. When a guy breaks your heart, kind of turns you it a bit of a bitch."

"A guy breaks your heart? And erm…how did Edward break your heart?" Was she freaking serious?

"Excuse me?" I was seriously getting fucked of right now.

"I mean if anything Bella. You broke Edward's heart." I stood up, aware of all the people looking at me.

"You don't what the fuck your even talking about Alice!" And with that I walked away, heading for my dorm. Unfortunately, 'Miss I Am So Fucked Up I Don't Even Know What I Am Chatting About' decided to follow me.

"I don't know what the fuck I'm talking about?" She yelled, walking behind me and trying to keep up.

"Yes, Alice you don't." I said, simply no longer wanting to talk to her. By this time I had reached my dorm and was storming down the hallway.

"I think I do, Bella." She said my name, icily. "You're the one who left my brother a shitty letter saying you were in love with someone else! Now if that's not heartbreak then I don't know what is!" What? I turned around to face her. My anger slowly fading away as I tried to gather what she was talking about.

"What letter? Edward wrote a letter to me." She laughed in my face.

"Oh please Bella. I think someone's made up a little story to stop the guilt forming in them!" She shrieked in my face, I clenched my fist, slammed to door open and stormed into my room. Within minutes I was storming back out, clutching my letter in my hand. I had taken it out of my pocket after the whole reunion thing. I threw it at Alice. How dare she say I made it up?

"Oh and what's this?" Snotty bitch…

"This, is what made me cry every night for months." She unfolded the piece of paper and I watched as her eyes scanned the paper. Her hand went to her mouth, as her eyes were clearly full of shock. She slowly placed the letter on the side and looked at me.

"Oh shit, Bella. I…I'm so sorry…"

Yeah. This chapter was shit wasnt it? I'm so sorry i kept you waiting and all you got was this :/ Also i know i said i wouldnt change POVS often but its crucial for my story to have Edwards next chapter sorry. :]

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