A/N: Okay, if you are at all alergic to citrus, back away now. This is my first time writing a lemon outside of a one shot so hopefully I did it justice.

Mesmerizeme is my AMAZING beta! And a spelling goddess!

OME! Four days until Eclipse! I've got my midnight tickets for both Eclipse and The Last Airbender. To back to back midnight showings is going to be hell on me at work, but who cares about that anyways. Bring on Rob and Jackson!

Legal Begal: Stephanie Meyer ows Twilight

EPOV

Emmett jumped up quickly. "Hey, let me get my Guitar Hero stuff out of the guest room before you guys go in there, Jasper and I need a rematch."

I couldn't quite remember Emmett and Jasper being huge Guitar Hero fans, but I also wasn't really focusing on that right now. Instead, my focus was on Bella, headed my way with a definite swagger to her walk. This always happens, she has this totally hot sway to her hips when she's been drinking, and it was in full force tonight. I would have to keep my guard up around her.

When Emmett walked in with the gear, I took Bella by the hand and led her into the guest room.

As soon as the door was closed and locked behind me, (we needed privacy right?) I pushed her against the door and claimed her mouth with my own. Bella was always putty in my hands when I did this.

Oh God, she's got her hands in my hair and is pulling on it for dear life! How could I have forgotten what this does to me? Her possessiveness when we kiss has always been a huge turn on.

Must. Maintain. Control.

I thrust my tongue in Bella's mouth and fiercely fought for dominance. I was in control here and she needed to learn that.

I. Am. In. Control.

We broke for air and Bella breathed my name in the sexiest, neediest voice I had ever heard. I was already getting hard, but hearing that sealed the deal.

Grandma Naked! Grandma Naked! Must. Maintain. Control.

I kissed along her chin to her jaw, to her neck, to just behind her ear where I began to suck lightly. This always made her wild.

She moved one of her hands from my hair down to the underside of my bicep where she lightly drug her fingernails across me. I was so sensitive there that the excitement of her touch was magnified tenfold. I had to get my questions answered before things went too far. I had to maintain control.

"Bella," I whispered huskily in her ear. I didn't even have to fake that tone, "Say that it's me, that it's only ever been me. I need to hear it Bella."

What the hell? That is not what I wanted to say! Hey mouth! Get your shit together and listen to the brain!

"Oh God Edward," Bella moaned, "Only you. It's only ever been you. No one else."

BPOV

What was he doing to me? We needed to talk; I had to get my questions out to him. When he begged me to tell him that he was the only one, I complied without even thinking.

Oh God he feels so good! We needed to stop; we needed to talk about this first.

Edward ran his hands down my thighs and pulled my legs up around his waist. He was so hard and it felt so good as he ground up against my very wet pussy. We both moaned as we dry humped against the door.

I heard a booming laugh coming from the living room and it brought me to my senses just long enough to push Edward back. His eyes bore into me with such passion and lust that it took all I could do to not just give in. Edward had slowed his grinding but had not stopped completely.

"Edward, we need to talk," I panted, still trying to catch my breath. Edward stopped his movements and closed his eyes, taking a moment to calm down.

"You're right, we do need to talk." He placed me back on the floor and we walked over to the bed, sitting on the edge. I couldn't look at him, I would not be able to control myself if I did.

"Do you still love me Edward?" I had to know before this went any further. I was only a little surprised to find that I was dying to hear him say yes.

"Do you still love me?" I knew this question was coming; there was no way he would not ask this. Did I still love him? I looked over at him and felt my heart clinch. He was looking at me with such hope in his eyes, almost to the point of desperation.

There was no question in my mind anymore; I still loved him.

"I asked you first," I said with a hint of a smile on my face.

"Same time?" he suggested. All I could do was nod me head.

EPOV

When Bella asked me if I still loved her, I knew in that moment that I did. I never fell out of love with her, maybe that is why I was always such as ass, I needed to get some form of attention, even if it was her yelling at me.

But I couldn't tell her yet, I needed to know how she felt. So I asked her the same question without answering hers. She looked up at me and I tried my best to convey with my eyes how I felt about her. Bella had the silliest smile on her face as she tried to divert back to me, but this needed to be said.

We agreed to say it at the same time, there would be no going back after this.

"Yes," I told her, pouring my excitement into that single word.

"Yes," She practically squealed at me at the same time.

We stared at each other for a moment, struck dumb by our admissions. She still loves me. I still love her.

I had one more burning question to ask her.

"So you re not with Will?" Bella threw her head back and laughed aloud. I was confused, why was this funny? When she recovered, Bella leaned over and gave me a quick kiss on my lips. I wanted to deepen it but she pulled away before I could.

"Edward, Will is gay." My eyes went wide with that news. I stared at her in shock as she continued. "He came out of the closet to me and I am really the only one he feels comfortable talking to, that he can be himself around. He is a real Queen, that one."

"Seriously?" Bella chuckled and nodded her head, confirming what she had just said. "Wow."

BPOV

I laughed not only because of Edward's jealousy, but also because I always ended up with the gay guys.

Now it was time for me to get my baggage out of the way.

"Edward?" I started, pulling him out of his thoughts about the news that his cousin was no threat to him. "I need to apologize; I should have been there for you when you were talking to your dad. I know how intimidating he can be." Edward cut me off before I could finish.

"No Bella. If I don't stand up to him on my own, if I constantly have to rely on someone else for strength, then things will never get better. He has to know that this is coming from me and me alone. I am going to tell him at dinner tomorrow night, I've already decided."

I was so proud of Edward; this is what he needed.

"No matter what happens, Edward, I will support your decision."

"Thank you Bella, you have no idea how much that helps." We were quiet for a moment when Edward broke the silence.

"So what does this mean for us? Do you want to try again?"

"Yes, but this time we do it right. We talk to each other instead of letting things get out of hand."

Edward nodded and pulled me in for a kiss. It was slow and soft at first, but soon we were kissing passionately. I moaned aloud as Edward begged me for entrance to my mouth, I gave it gladly.

EPOV

Bella was so soft, her lips, her hands, everything about her. And she loves me. I explored her mouth with my tongue massaging hers. This was no longer about dominance; this was about love.

I ran my hands down to her waist and rubbed them back and forth along the top of her jeans, just feeling her warm skin. Bella reached out and pushed my button down off my shoulders, leaving me in my t-shirt and jeans. Impatiently I began to unbutton her top and gasped when I saw the black silky lace that covered her breasts. She smirked at me, pulled her shirt down her arms, and tossed it to the side.

Desperate for more contact, I tore off my shirt and dove into another passionate kiss while working to unclasp her bra. It was beautiful, but what was underneath was even more perfect. I pulled back and stared in wonder at her breasts for a moment, had I actually forgotten how perfect they were? Being unable to stand it any longer, I took one of her nipples in my mouth while teasing the other with my fingers. Bella moaned loudly at the new sensations and threw her head back in pleasure. I loved that I could make her feel like this. When I felt I had given enough attention to one side, I switched my mouth to the other side and began to suckle there.

Bella moved to straddle me and I felt her hands make their way down my chest to my pants. It didn't take long for her to undo my pants and reach in for my straining cock. She began stroking in earnest while I moved back up to capture her lips with my own. I was so turned on that I knew in my current state of intoxication that I had to stop her before I came in my pants. I gently pulled her hands away and after kicking off my shoes, I lifted my hips to pull my pants down and off. Of course, with Bella still straddling me, I lifted her too and when she moved up a little to let me undress, her hot cloth covered core brushed up against my extremely hard and sensitive erection.

"God Bella, I need you, I need to be in you. Please." I was practically begging her. She must have needed this just as much because she jumped off and quickly rid herself of the rest of her clothing.

BPOV

When I heard Edward begging for me I knew I couldn't wait any longer. I jumped up, pulled my shoes, jeans and thong off, and kicked them to the side. I was about to return to him when I caught the sight of his penis. I always thought he had the best one I had ever seen, but I had forgotten just how beautiful it was, all hard, long and thick. I licked my lips and sank to my knees in front of where he was sitting on the edge of the bed. I watched his eyes grow large as he realized what I was planning on doing.

"Bella," he panted, "you," I cut him off as I engulfed him in my mouth. His attempts at speaking turned into loud breathy moans as I swirled my tongue around the head. I could tell he was getting close quickly and released him with a wet sounding plop grinning like a Cheshire cat.

Edward pulled me up, laid me on the bed, and moved on top of me. He was just about to enter me when he stopped and blew out an exasperated sigh.

"Fuck, I don't have a condom." I was disappointed and sorely tempted to tell him to do it anyways when I happened to look over at the nightstand. I started laughing and pointed out to Edward the large box of condoms sitting there. Somewhere in my mind I remember Alice and Rose talking about us needing the guest room, I guess she was right after all.

Edward reached over, opened the box and pulled out a condom. He quickly rolled it on and was once again at my entrance. Edward looked in my eyes asking silently for permission, I nodded my head; I needed this, we needed this. He slowly pushed into me and I wrapped my legs around him, making him go even deeper inside of me. He felt so good, he filled me up inside. Nothing else ever felt like this. For the first time in a long time, I felt whole.

EPOV

When Bella took me into her mouth I nearly blew it there. I thought of every disgusting thing I could to keep from spewing into her mouth. She must have sensed how close I was because she released me soon after. I pulled her up on the bed and got ready to finally enter her sweet heaven when I realized that I didn't have a condom. I knew she was probably still on birth control, and I doubted either of us was anything but clean, but I didn't want to risk anything. Then Bella spotted the box of condoms on the nightstand. Leave it to Emmett and Jasper to assume that Bella and I would have sex. Then again here we are, so they weren t too wrong.

I slipped on the condom and placed myself at her entrance. I searched her eyes for permission to continue and she nodded her head letting me know she was ready. I slid into her warm grasp and groaned at the feeling. Nothing could compare to being inside Bella; I was home. She wrapped her legs around me, sending me deeper into her, and I began to thrust. It felt so incredibly good, I couldn't keep up the slow and loving pace that I felt she deserved and I began to thrust harder and faster.

"Please," Bella begged of me. "God Edward, I'm so close." She would be the death of me I am sure. Knowing I would not last much longer, I reached down and began to rub her clit in time with my thrusts. It wasn't long before she was chanting my name, teetering on the edge of her orgasm. I was ready to go and needed her to come with me.

"Let go Bella," I told her, "come with me." Almost immediately after I said the words, she screamed my name clenching me.

"Edward! Oh fuck yes!" She was so loud and I loved it. Her orgasm triggered my own and I spilled into the condom as I screamed her name in return.

After I came down from my high, I pulled Bella into a passionate kiss, letting all of my love for her pour through. When we broke for air, I removed the condom and tossed it into the wastebasket on the other side of the nightstand.

Bella was starting to drift off to sleep and I knew I would soon as well. I gathered her into my arms and whispered my love for her as I started to fall asleep as well. I thought I heard a loud click, but I was too worn out and happy to worry about it.

A/N: Now by a show of hands, who thinks they will remember ANY of this in the morning. No one? Of course not, this story wouldn't be as fun if they remembered anything.

Anyone want to guess what that loud click was?

See you next week!