I'm writing this and i should be revising for my exam tomorrow... But anyways this needs to be done. Its taken me so long to write this chapter and i honestly can't wait to finish it so i can start something new. Which is a Edward/Bella story ...preferbly more happier then this one.

I've explained to some people but please understand this is an important year for me, and even though i dont study much i do need to do some. I have to do exams in order to get somewheer ein my life so if a chapter takes a while to come out i have a reason its just up to you guys whether its good enough?

But yeahs, here you go. Hope you like it. ;]

Chapter 10

BPOV.

"Rosalie, don't throw your shit at me, for fucks sake." I yelled at her as she was continuously throwing all her one hundred and one bags at me. We were loading up all our stuff in the car. Rosalie's car that is.

Don't ask me who came up with the brilliance of our 'road trip' plan but it was fucking ridiculous. Some moron thought it would be a great idea to pack mine and Rosalie's belongings in Rosalie's car then we would drive to the Cullen's and unpack all the stuff and re-load it into Jasper's jeep.

"I don't know why they didn't just pick us up of campus. Its stupid having to pack and unpack and then flaming pack again." Rosalie rolled her eyes and grumbled.

"Oh get over it Bella, its not that big a deal besides Emmett figured that if we do it this way it would save petrol since they were already staying there for the weekend." Emmett. Of course it was his idea. Hadn't they realised to not listen to him yet? There was a reason why he only just got his grades you know! I mumbled and muttered insults at the both of them [Emmie Bear and Pickle Jar] I mean, idiots the pair of them and what the fuck was with those nicknames! I have no idea why we are all friends, why I let myself be embarrassed by them. Because I love them, that's why. Ugh, and I hate them for that!

I buckled my belt and flipped on the radio, of course Rosalie flipped it onto whatever CD she had in their at this apparent time – which was conveniently total shit right now. That's all Rosalie ever listened too. It was about a ten-minute trip to the Cullen house but in some ways Rosalie was like Edward and we were then in about three minutes.

"Come on, Bellend don't take forever!" I grumbled and mentally threatened to scratch her face – but we all know who would win out of that fight. Whilst Rosalie flipped her hair back over her shoulder and made her way to the front door, I didn't bother and just went straight to the boot, taking all the bags out. Rose would just make Emmett do it anyway.

Before I knew it, everyone and Alice's chirpy voice were crowding the car. Alice ran up and hugged me, Jasper stared stiffly. I don't think he ever really liked me to be honest. He nodded and I smiled – sort of.

I picked up my bags and made my way over too Jasper's jeep, Edward was already there loading up. I hadn't seen him since he had all but forced me into going on this damn trip and I really didn't want to make anything awkward between us because, well awkward sucks. And me and Edward have suffered through way too much awkwardness.

"Hey" I said, not even having to force a smile anymore. He looked up and didn't do anything for several seconds – was he going to be awkward around me instead? What a cruel trick of fate that would be!

"Hey." He grinned back; he reached out and took my bags from me, placing them on top of several others. At least mine would be one of the first ones out. "You sitting in front with me?"

"I don't know, am I?" I let out a quiet laugh. He chuckled and messed his hair up a bit. Ohhhh, his hair…now that was one thing I missed the most since we …well whatever we did.

"Well, Rose and Emmett already called the backseat – I don't even want to think about what they could possibly do in there. Jasper is all but forcing me to drive since he and Alice have called the middle seats. Your welcome to sit with them or…"

"I'll sit in front with you." I realised how rushed and eager I sounded and mentally slapped myself. He grinned though, completely unfazed by my reaction so I didn't bother to dwell on it. I blushed and tried to laugh it off. A few minutes went by when I realised that no words had actually been exchanged between Edward and I, we were just, well sort of staring at each other. I like his eyes; he had mystifying green orbs, eyes that you can just look into all day long and oh God! I'm staring at him like a total loser and he's looking at me like he knows I'm a total loser. Shit. My blush deepened and his smile only grew.

"So, yeah. I'm erm…going to erm…say hey to Emmett. Emmett!!!!" I called out whilst practically running off. Its not that what Edward did made me nervous or anything like that It was just because if I had have stayed any longer, I would have probably dragged him to the ground and would have most likely started dry humping him. Which I was fine with that part just not so fine with the audience part. I ran up to Emmett, throwing my arms around his mid-waist. I thought I had bumped into him rather hard but he hardly noticed, in fact he didn't even notice I was there until he began walking. I could hear Rosalie ordering Edward how to put the bags in the back of the car, sometimes screaming at him if he got it wrong. He didn't take it personally though, we never did that was just Rosalie and if we were all honest, we loved her for it.

After about an hour of turning up at the Cullen house we were just about packed and ready to go, before we headed of on the road, since it was a several hour trip, Jasper being the smart one had ordered in some pizza and now we were stuffing our faces. This was we wouldn't have to stop on the way to wherever it was we were going. It was in that moment that I actually realised – I had no fucking clue where we were actually going.

Rosalie was standing in the corner of the Cullen's kitchen, balancing a slice of pizza in one hand and a glass of Pimms in the other.

"Oh hey what's up?" I could barely make out what she was saying between her bites of pizza, the muffling sounds she was creating by her munching.
"Do you know where we are actually going?" I felt like a complete fool for asking. What person makes plans to go on a road trip without knowing the destination? Rosalie shrugged her shoulders.

"I dunno. Some lake or whatever. All I know was Emmett begged me to do him in the water. That's the only reason I'm going." Okay, thanks for that Rose. Way too much information. Ugh. I rolled my eyes a grabbed a slice of pizza, shoving it in. Some lake huh? Well, wouldn't this be a trip of a lifetime?

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I switched to the next track. Really, I hate rap music it's the worst kind and in fact a total embarrassment to music. I knew from years ago that Edward too took a disliking to it, we were both classical music fans in all honesty, however I wouldn't dream of playing something even remotely using a piano on this stereo, Emmett would have us labelled down as 'pussy's' for the rest of all eternity. Which didn't bother me all that much except for the fact that Emmett would say it every single time I saw him. And I saw him way to often to put up with that shit.

Alice and Jasper were cuddled together in the middle seat, Jasper was reading some war novel whilst Alice was sketching some design ideas, occasionally looking over too see what part he was reading. Rosalie had had Emmett's shirt of within five minutes and every now and then we would hear a fit of giggles and yeah, I didn't really want to dwell on too much of what was going on in the backseat.

Me and Edward however were just sitting up front, quietly listening to music. I found myself humming sometimes and Edward glanced over and smiled. His smile, I love his smile. Jeepers Bella, fucking get over it will you? But that's just it. I've never gotten over it and in the past I actually did want to get over it but I couldn't. My heart wouldn't let me. And now that Edwards back in my life, I'm not sure I want to get over it. Him, I mean. I don't want to get over him. Not if there's a chance we could get back together, if he was still interested. And he has to be, right? I mean, he kissed me! You don't kiss people if you are not interested in getting back together with them!

After a while, when it seemed Rosalie and Emmett were sick of getting intimate and Alice and Jasper were bored of whatever it was they were actually doing they turned their attention to wherever the fuck we were.

"Damnit, Eddie. You got us lost?!" Emmett half-yelled from the back seat, Rosalie rolled her eyes, she loved her Emmie bear and all but even she could see when he was a pain in the ass.

"Whatever, Em. We're not lost. See. There's the sign for where we're going." Edward said, pointing towards a road sign.

"What the hell?!" Alice screeched. Edward glared at her through his window mirror.

"What?"

"We're not going there Edward, we're going to the lake. You fucking idiot!" She screeched some more.

"How the fuck was I supposed to know! Jasper gave me the postcode all I did was type the fucking code in this thing." He gestured towards his satnav.

"JASPER!" Rosalie yelled. Jasper looked positively scared, he ducked the fist that Rosalie was trying to throw at him,

"Erm…sorry?" Everyone huffed and groaned against their seats, Edward pulled over and started fiddling with his satnav.

"Well, where's this fucking lake then?" He turned around in his chair, glaring at everyone and anyone. Jasper shrugged his shoulders and returned the glare Edward was giving him. I sighed.

"If your meaning the lake that's like three hours away from home." I turned around in my seat so I could look at them all. "I'm considering its supposed to be three hours away, since we've been in this car for over three hours and no one's complained so…anyway the lake you guys are probably thinking of is the one just a few minutes away from Joe's Fat Fryer. You know the one where we…skinny dipped Rose." I blushed, I assumed Edward wouldn't know since it happened after we broke up. Rose chuckled.

"I remember that, oh and come to think of it the lake too." She told Emmett where the lake was and Emmett rang up to explain that we would be late to our rooms that night and if we could possibly get the postcode so Edward wouldn't fuck up again. Emmett's words not mine. I saw Edward clench his fist and I giggled, making eye contact with them and smiling, his fists immediately relaxed.

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We had been sitting in traffic for the last hour, only moving a total of 100 metres in that space of time, which was ridiculous, by now it had already become nightfall.

Rosalie, Emmett and Alice had fallen asleep in the back a while ago, Jasper was reading some more of his war novel with his earphones in, I wanted to drop off, my eyelids were heavy but they would never fully close.

"So…you went skinny dipping huh?" Edward asked, looking over, his eyebrows waggling in a suggestive manner. I giggled and shook my head.

"It wasn't like that. It was starching hot, ridiculously hot and you know Rosalie, she stripped and jumped in and I…followed suit I guess." I laughed at the memory rushing back. She'd done it to try and cheer me up and it had worked for the most part. Once it was over though, my thoughts had gone rushing back. Rushing back to Edward.

"Yeah sure it wasn't." Edward said, bringing me back to reality. I looked over at him and smirked, he looked too. And I'm pretty sure if he wasn't driving the car…I didn't know what I would do.

"So. Was it hard?" I looked over again, my eyebrows furrowed with confusion. He got the message as he opened his mouth to continue. "Hard when you thought I no longer loved you. Was it hard to be without me or didn't effect you much?" Excuse you? Affect me much? Erm, no Edward it didn't bother me AT ALL. Stupid prick.

"Well, yeah of course it was hard, you broke my heart Edward. " I was irritated now. How dare he? Was it hard? Jeepers Christ, had he not been paying attention to the last few months or something? If it wasn't hard wouldn't I have just jumped right back into his arms or more so his bed? Not have ignored him, or frozen up and ran away when I saw him again. If it didn't matter to me wouldn't I have just said hello and whatnots but I didn't, because it did bother me. Because I loved him. I love him so darn much. Maybe too much. Maybe that was why I was such a mess at the time.

"There you go with the broken heart thing again, Bella. God, you act like I never got hurt in this too. My life and my heart was ripped apart, don't forget that. Not everything's about you."

"I never said it was." I half-yelled, I was beginning to raise my voice now. Why did he have to be so loveable one second and irritable the next? Because he's male, no doubt. He laughed cockily and looked at me again, arching his eyebrow.

"Yeah? Well you sure as hell act like it."

"Yeah? Well what about you? You…you….dick! You act all sorry for yourself, beg to talk to me on minute, ignore me the next, kiss me another and then go all I'm a prissy shithead like you are now."
"Prissy shithead? Your calling me a prissy shithead? Talk about pot calling kettle black!" He snarled.

"Fuck you, Edward!"

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We had arrived at the lake a little over an hour ago and it was pretty late, I really just wanted to go to my room and curl up in bed but we hadn't even decided what rooms were who's and who was staying with whom. I had a feeling I would be staying with Edward, since Rosalie would probably most likely want to play ride a camel with Emmett and Alice and Jasper probably wanted to play hop a bunny. I didn't so much as mind staying in a room with Edward that would be if I weren't so darn mad at him right now. I didn't say more then two words to him and had spent the rest of the drive glaring at him, rather not subtly out of the corner of my eye. Apparently, there was a pub nearby the lake, which Alice all but got on the ground and begged to visit, so currently I was drinking a gin and tonic in some sleazy bar watching Rosalie and Emmett hump with clothes on, on the dance floor, Alice eyeing up the layout and the design of the place, and Jasper and Edward play pool on a half broken table. To say I am bored is an understatement.

The guy behind the bars kind of hot though. At least I've got something to look at.

"Pint of bitter please." I turned to see Jasper next to me, he smiled, sort of. He was the only one awake in the car so I'm assuming he heard the argument me and Edward had. "Hey Bella, you okay?" He asked whilst waiting for his drink. I shrugged.

"I guess." He chuckled.

"You think Edwards a pompous prick right about now don't you?" I sighed.

"So you did hear, huh?"

"Bella, I'm surprised nobody woke up giving the decibels you guys were using."

"Sorry." I said, looking down at my drink, feeling guilty. "You think I should apologize?"

"Hell no, Edward was being a pompous prick." I laughed, causing Edward to look up and narrow his eyebrows. I resisted sticking my tongue out. Jasper must have noticed Edward too as he let out a low chuckle. "Edward likes you Bella. He never stopped."

I smiled lightly. Feeling a wave of fluttering in my stomach.

"I know. I erm…I feel the same way." I couldn't believe I was admitting it out loud to someone, and to Jasper who I was so sure hated me. Perhaps not?

"Bella. I think everyone knows that." I giggled. "You just got to do something that will make Edward snap. Make him jealous or something. Besides you're sharing a room with him tonight." He turned to go but I needed to know one more thing.
"Jasper…how do I make him jealous? I'm not good at that kind of thing!" I flushed. He flicked his eyes to the bar.

"The guy behind the bar keeps checking you out. Go from there." He smirked, winked and headed back over to where he had been previously.

After a few minutes of contemplating and a few glances at Edward, only to find he was glaring at me each and every time, I decided to flirt with Mr. Barman. What could go wrong with a little flirting anyway? Lets just hope this works.

I didn't do much to be honest; I didn't really know what to do. I had never done much flirting in the past, only once and it had epically failed.

I ordered another drink, did that thing with my eyes where I look like I'm interested in him, Rose did it all the time, and he said the drink was on the house. Does that mean it's working?

"I get off work in ten minutes, want to go somewhere with me?" He wriggled his eyebrows suggestively. Erm…how do I put this…no?

"She doesn't want to go anywhere with you." I didn't even get a chance to turn around and yell at him, he just grabbed my hand and pulled me outside. We started heading towards our cabin or whatever it was.

"Let go of me Edward. Stop being such a prick."

"What the hell were you thinking, Bella?! Flirting with him like some…like some cheap whore?!" He got out the room key and opened the door.

"WHAT? I was flirting not shagging him on the bar, Edward. Your such a jackass its unreal." I pushed past him, flipping the light on, so mad right now. How dare he call me a whore? I am not a whore!

"Okay. Fine I didn't mean to call you a whore. Your not. Most definitely not. Its just…God DAMNIT Bella. You infuriate me so damn much! And you don't even realise what you're doing." I was stunned for a moment, but only a moment.

"Yeah well…you infuriate me." I half-yelled hoarsely. We were quiet for a moment and then I didn't know who moved first but we were kissing. His lips on mine, his tongue begging for entrance into my mouth. I was ripping at his shirt, wondering why the heck it was still on. I wanted it off. In the end he pulled away and threw it off, throwing it on the floor. His eyes still flushed with anger from our petty fight, just a few moments ago. Yeah, well…I'm still mad at you…so there! I pulled away for a split second, throwing of my shirt and unclipping my bra. We had a lot of time to make up for it seemed but in the past it had never been like this. Always sweet and romantic but never this…passionate. I should hate him for being a dick more often.

His lips were attacking my neck and making there way down, kissing each of my breasts, taking turns whilst I reached down to undo his zip.

His lips attacked my own again.

"Damn it, Bella. You have no idea how long I've waited for this. For you."

I will be the first to point out how epically terrible this sex scene was. If you can even call it that. I just wasnt in the mood to write one to be honest and i wanted this out there, so i'm sorry if i've dissapointed any of you :/