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Chapter 11

When I woke there was an empty spot next to me. My initial reaction was nothing. What was different? And then I remembered. I remembered last night; it all just came rushing back. Had he left? Had Edward ran because we had slept together last night? I couldn't believe he would do such a thing.

The first time we had slept together, I had thought the same thing but he had been in the shower. Within a second, I threw the covers over, grabbed Edward's shirt lying on the floor and banged on the bathroom door, when there was no answer. When I opened the door. There was no Edward either. I felt crushed, ashamed that he would do such a thing, anger that he would do this. I realised I was naked and grabbed the first thing out of my suitcase, it was some dress Rosalie and Alice had forced me to buy, Rosalie had said it need heels, sexy underwear and the perfect hairstyle to match but right now I didn't feel like dressing up. I just grabbed a pair of underwear, put on a pair of converse that I managed to bribe my friends into letting me keep and shoved a brush over my hair. I threw open the door and stormed over to Rosalie's room.

Rosalie threw her door open using almost the same power I had used, she was clearly annoyed at being woke up or interrupted, when she saw me, my face flushed and warm tears beginning to form, her face softened.

"Emmett, will you go get me the latest Heat please?" She didn't even bother looking at him, continuously looking at me.

"What? I thought we were going to-"

"Just do it! Please." I heard Emmett rustle around for something and then leave, barely noticing me. Rosalie nodded her head and walked into her room, I followed. I sat down on the bed, then re-thought about it, I didn't know what had gone on for them obviously being rather busy myself but I didn't particularly want to sit somewhere where it had the potential to be jizz-ified.

"Okay, what's up? Why'd you look like you can cry a river?" I sighed. I was almost afraid but this was Rosalie, someone I could tell anything to.

"I slept with Edward last night."

"Yeah, I know. We forced you to share the same room remember. I have to say that was Alice's idea but I-"

"No…No. I mean I slept with Edward." I put the emphasis on slept. "I had sex with Edward last night." I knew she understood it when her eyes widened, her mouth opened and the first time in a long time, Rosalie was speechless. I dropped my eyes to the floor, unsure what to do with myself.

"Wha-. You mean…our plan worked?" She grinned and began clapping her hands in an excited manner. "This is great, why are you moping about this? Whether you want to admit it or not you've been wanting this since you guys broke up. So what's with the long face?" She put her hands on her hips, a stern smile gracing her face.

"He left. He left Rosalie. Just like before." She opened her mouth to speak but I interrupter. "I mean figuratively and mentally not technically." She closed it again. She softened and sat on the bed. She patted the bed for me to sit next to her and I gave her a look. She groaned and pulled me down with force.

"Relax, we didn't have sex last night."

"You didn't?" I asked, seriously surprised. She rolled her eyes.

"No. Not everything between me and Emmett is about sex okay?" I arched my brow, she glared at me back. "But you may not want to take a trip to my bathroom." She winked, I groaned in disgust.

"Rose, you-"

"Yeah, yeah. Save the sex insults till later, okay? So, what do you mean Edward left? Like right after you guys did it?"

"This morning. I woke up and he was gone."

"Well, did you check the bathroom because when you guys first did this little act, we sat here having the same conversation." I nodded my head annoyingly, questioning myself why I was putting myself through Rosalie and her questions otherwise know as torture.

"Yes, Rose I checked okay?! I checked. And he was gone." I stood up and headed over to the dresser that was stocked in the room, I leaned against it, turning to face her but not looking. "I woke up, placed my hand on where he had been last night and felt my heart break all over again."

Rosalie lifted herself of the bed and threw her arms around me, she stroked my hair and I wrapped my arms around her. This was why I came to her. I allowed myself to let the tears fall on to her bare shoulder. She shushed me and pulled away to look at me. She wiped away a falling tear.

"Its going to be okay. Okay? Go back to your room and wait for him. And if you're not ready for a confrontation then I'll yell okay?" I nodded.

"Thanks Rose. For everything."

"Its what I'm here for." She hugged me again and ran a hand through her hair. She glanced at her clothes. "Let me get changed and I'll go with you."

"You don't have to go with me, Rose. I love you but you don't have too." She shrugged.

"I know, but I want to. Besides I always love the chance to yell at that prick. It's fun. He's the only one who will stand up to me." She winked. "We'll wait together."

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Rosalie wanted to grab a quick coffee first to wake herself up, I was in no way to disagree. It wasn't like I was desperate to get back to an empty room and I wanted a bagel. We made a slow walk towards my room, Rosalie did all the talking, all I did was grunt. When we came to the door, she stopped, I followed her eye gaze. The door was partly open. I looked at her, silently begging for her to go first, just in case. She sighed and pushed the door open. Edward was sitting on the bed, looking at us. Looking at me, pleading.

I stared at him, shocked he was here, Rosalie had commented that he might've been waiting but I refused to believe it, there was no way…but now, there was.

"Bella…"

"Edward." Rosalie cut him off, her voice laced with ice. Edward sighed and stood up, making his way towards us. His eyes flicked to me, lingering. He didn't even look at Rosalie when he spoke.

"Can I just…speak to Bella alone please?" Rosalie shrugged, glaring at him.

"That depends. You plan on sleeping with her and then leaving again?" He looked at Rosalie, shooting her some pretty impressive glares but he was no match for Rosalie. He looked at me again and I saw that his eyes softened.

"Please, Rosalie. I need to explain." Rosalie grumbled something under her breath, I tapped her on the arm.

"Its okay, we need to talk. I'll see you later?" I asked, concerned she would be mad or something, she relented and nodded.

"If you need me…" She stopped and gathered her thoughts. "If this tosser needs a smack…you know where to find me." I couldn't help but let out a small laugh beneath my breath. She winked and threw one last quick glare at Edward.

I squeezed my way past Edward and walked to the back of the room, it had the same layout as Rosalie's except there were no dresser, just a few wooden boxes. I stared at the wall and waiting, I heard the click that signalled Edward had just closed the door, wondering if he was going to say something first. There was a moment of silence as I continued waiting.

"Bella…I…I didn't leave. I need you to know I would never leave you." I didn't say anything and continued inspecting the paint. "Bella. Please. I needed to clear my head so I went for a walk that's all-" I turned to face him.

"You need to clear your head? About what?" I asked softly, confused. Did he regret it? Whilst the thought had crossed my mind several times since I had woken up, I had refused to believe it but now…now I knew it was a possibility. He sighed and shrugged his shoulders.

"About us, I guess." I nodded and bit my lip.

"I knew it." I muttered beneath my breath. I began messing with the hem of my dress. "You know you don't need to worry Edward…I get it, you thought it was a mistake, its fine." I looked at him, his eyebrow furrowed. "Its okay."

"No Bella, that wasn't what I was going to say-"

"Really, Edward." I began, cutting him off. "You don't need to explain. Last night, you got angry and if my memory serves me correctly whenever your emotions are screwed, you always act out." There had been several times whilst we had been together where he had been forceful whilst kissing or something. He averted his eyes and looked at the floor then back up to me, I smiled softly and made my way to the door. I was stopped abruptly when I felt Edward pin me to the door. For a second I was scared until I noticed the lust lying in Edward's eyes. He leaned in and placed his lips on mine, I kissed back and before I knew it my hands were reaching for his shirt, lifting it up and pulling it over his head. He had created a frenzy In me, I was desperate but only for him. His hands trailed down my side, soothing the fabric against me, until his hand reached my thigh and instead of continuing south decided to travel up, under my dress. He placed soft kisses on my neck and before I knew it, he was throwing on the bed, unzipping his jeans, lifting my dress over my head. I wrapped my arm around his neck, pulling him closer to me, placing my lips on his own not wanting to part whilst he positioned himself.

"Edward." I lifted myself up on my elbows so I could face him properly, he stopped kissing me and looked up, deep into my eyes.

"What is it?"

"I just want you to know. Before…before this happens. I want you to know, that I still and will always love you." I smiled softly. "I love you, Edward Cullen." I felt the butterflies in my stomach increase and flutter wildly. He smiled cockily before moving a strand of hair that had fallen over my face and I bit my lip and eagerly waited for his response.

"Isabella Swan…I love you too." He replied before leaning in and kissing me all over again.

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As punishment for getting us lost, insert sarcasm here please, Edward was being forced to drive us all back home, however I insisted on sitting upfront with him, to give him company to say the least. I couldn't help but take note of Jasper's smirk and Rosalie's eye roll.

But since we were in front, I got to choose the music or at least I managed to bribe Edward into letting me choose the music. I chose the country channel just to piss Emmett off, Edward smirked at me and grinned back, tucking my hair behind my ears. I noticed Jasper switch his iPod off, must like country music or something.

After several more rolls in the bed with Edward, we had decided to meet up with the others, however it turned out we hadn't been the only ones busy but we were hungry. We had decided to check out some local pub for a bite to eat and a drink but nothing to heavy since we were all going home tomorrow, we were expected at the Cullen's for dinner as soon as we arrived back. That night I had just laid in Edward's arms whilst he played with my hair. I hadn't realised just how much I had missed holding Edward since the whole letter thing. I never wanted to lose him again and yet a part of me was afraid I was soon about too.

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After many hours of driving and two toilet breaks, we were back home and to say we were all tired was an understatement. That being said, I figured we could all agree that we had all had a good time. When we stepped out of the car, letting everybody all out, we didn't even bother unloading it we just headed in for some food since Edward had insisted no food stops. Rosalie had been most displeased. I slipped my hand into Edwards and headed towards the porch along with everybody else, I felt Edwards hand on my arm to signal me to stop, I turned to look at him, confused. Before I could say anything, he answered my confusion.

"I meant what I said, Bella. I love you and I want us to be together again. Officially." He was asking me to be his girlfriend? I didn't let on to the fact, I had actually already assumed I was but instead just beamed and pulled him into another kiss. When we made our way into the house and then into the dining room, it was obvious Esme had spend almost the entire afternoon cooking, the table was beautifully decorated and the food just looked so damn appetising.

It didn't take long for us all to tuck in and it didn't take long for Esme to realise me and Edward were together again. She tried to hide them but her knowing glances and sweet smiles were obvious to me. The only thing I couldn't understand was Carlisle. He looked distressed, almost upset. I felt the most amazing surge to want to know why.

Alice had been fairly quiet since we had revealed we were together again, I had thought she would be thrilled, scream even but there was no sound from her, barely a smile, but I refused to let that dampen my happiness. Alice could be confusing some other day; I really couldn't be bothered to deal with it now.

"That was really delicious, Esme. But I have tons of work to catch up with so I best be off." I stood up to hug and say my goodbyes.

"I'll drive you home." Edward said, thanking his mother for food and standing up too, I smiled gratefully and said my goodbyes to everybody else. Just as we were about to leave the room, I heard a small voice behind me.

"It was me." I turned to face the voice. Confusion was all I felt.

"What?"

"It was me. I was the one. I wrote the letters."

Ohhhhh, so who do you think it is? I've had who it is from the getgo so whatever the people say it won't change lol. Since i already have the reason ;]

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