Chapter 4: The Train Ride
We spent the whole cruise with Draco and Blaise. They filled us in about a lot of the stuff at Hogwarts. Our parents were thrilled when we told them we were friends with a Malfoy, because they are a very high-ranking family in the wizarding world, and very high-ranking death eaters, supporters of the Dark Lord.
After our trip, we went home to finish packing for the move. I had almost everything packed, except for my furniture. My parents would be shrinking it, and packing it in my trunk. I was still mad about the move, but at least a few good things would come of it, Draco, Blaise, Hogwarts, and the list stops there.
"Cammie?" I heard my brother call, "Come on we are leaving in five minutes!"
"Coming brother, dear," I loved to mock him. My mom walked into the room just then, and performed the shrinking charm on the rest of my stuff.
"He's right, you know. Wouldn't want to be late," She said, and walked out of the room. I sighed and thought about all the great memories I'd had there. I snapped back, and packed my mini furniture into my suitcase.
"Well, I guess this is it," I had thought to myself. And that was the end of my old life and the beginning of my new one. Little did I know that it would be a life of perfection and torture.
I ran through the wall just as I was told, and Adam came running right after me. I opened my eyes and was staring at a huge scarlet red train. It was pretty amazing. If only I looked the way that I usually did, this would be perfect.
Earlier this week, after we arrived at our new home, my father called a family meeting. He had been talking to Mr. Malfoy earlier that day, and had obviously learned a thing or two about "Pureblood Proper Etiquette", and boy did that throw me for a loop. He was making up these stupid ass rules for no reason at all. Like we must wear formal clothes to dinner, and no piercings or odd hair, clothes, and makeup in the presence of other pureblood families, and we must act noble around our elders. I found out later, the hard way, that if we didn't follow these rules, we would be punished severely.
The Malfoy family had visited our mansion the day before we had to start school, and of course, nobody informed me of this until I was called downstairs wearing my "normal" attire. I took one glance at Draco, and was shocked by his tidied up look. He was still hot as all hell, but in a mature sort of way. My father had politely told me to change my clothes, so I went upstairs to put on one of my newly bought dresses. I took off all of my makeup, fixed my hair so no red was showing, and took out my piercings putting clear, and unnoticeable ones in their places. As much as I thought this wasn't fair, I had been on my dad's bad side only once before, and I ended up in the hospital. Anyway, after we all had tea, and the Malfoys left, my father whipped out his wand, but I protested telling him it wasn't my fault as no one had told me they were coming. He didn't care. I got Cruciatus Curses flown one by one until I was on the ground shaking from the pain, but I would not cry, because I knew that it shows weakness. When I was about twenty seconds away from fainting, he pulled off the curse. I laid there, curled up in a ball, still in my formal wear, in shock. I could not believe my own father used an unforgivable curse on his only daughter. Not even Adam had been punished like that. I laid there all throughout the day, until Adam came to get me for bed. I still shook from the curse, and he carried me up to his room in his arms. He laid me on his bed and carefully undressed me, trying not to cause me any more pain. He left my lacy boy shorts and bra on, and placed the blankets over my cold body. He climbed into bed, and wrapped his arms around me, trying to protect me. For this, I loved him.
I blinked back tears remembering that day. I boarded the train in my white and red polka dotted sun dress. I had given up my individuality, my dignity, and my personality, just so I wouldn't get tortured. I had died my hair back to it's natural color, light brown, as did my brother. I kept clear piercings in, just so they wouldn't close up. I planned on turning back into my old self when I got to school.
I found a compartment near the front of the train, hoping that Draco or Blaise would choose to sit at the back, like I normally would have. My brother climbed in after me, sitting straight across from me, staring into my eyes.
"Don't worry Cammie, maybe they'll change before we come home for Christmas." He said, but I didn't believe him.
"Adam?" I asked.
"What?" He looked up at me.
"Would it be really terrible of me if I broke down right now?" I asked him with full sincerity. He came and sat next to me, pulling us into a cold embrace, for we were as cold as ice.
"You know I wouldn't judge you, Cammie. You're my twin sister, I can feel the pain clouding inside of you, I can sense the hatred burning in your heart, but I can also understand the fear of losing your individuality, dignity, and personality. I love you, and you can cry anytime you need to. It's not wrong to want to stop the pain." He always knows exactly what to say. I just let the backed up tears from sixteen years come pouring out onto his shoulder. He started to sing to me, one of my favorite songs.
"I'll always remember, it was late afternoon. It lasted forever, and ended so soon. You were all by yourself staring up at a dark gray sky. I was changed. In places no one will find all your feelings so deep inside, was there that I realized that forever was in your eyes. The moment I saw you cry. It was late in September, and I'd seen you before. You were always the cold one, but I was never that sure. You were all by yourself staring up at a dark gray sky. I was changed. In places no one will find all your feelings so deep inside, was there that I realized that forever was in your eyes, the moment I saw you cry. I wanted to hold you, I wanted to make it go away. I wanted to know you, I wanted to make your everything, alright. I'll always remember, It was late afternoon. In places no one will find all your feelings so deep inside. It was there that I realized that forever was in your eyes the moment I saw you cry." He sang that song so beautifully, that I started to cry even more. I calmed down after about ten minutes of crying my eyes out, and three more songs later. I loved my brother so much. He was always there for me, and I don't think he's ever asked for anything in return, except for that one time, but even then it benefited me too.
"Thanks so much Adam, I really needed that." I told him.
"It's not a big deal, you know I love you. I never want to see you hurting." He said as I laid in his lap, letting him stroke my hair. I think I fell asleep for quite a while.
I had woken up to the sound of rain drops hitting the top of, wait…
"Where am I," I had thought to myself. I slowly opened my eyes, to see Adam deep in thought. I shifted over a little bit so I could get up.
"Hey, Cammie. You feel better now?" He asked as I sat up, and snuggled into his chest.
"Yeah, where are we?" I asked, and I felt a cold breeze come in, and I shivered.
"I tried to wake you up when we got to Hogsmeade Station, but you just wouldn't get up, so I had a couple of nice fourth years bring our trunks out to the carriage, which is where we are now." He told me.
"Oh, well, thanks. We should probably get changed if we're that close to the castle." I told him as I got up and went over to my trunk. I picked out one of my uniforms: Plaid skirt, white blouse, vest, knee socks, Mary Janes, tie, and a black robe.
"Yeah, you're probably right." He replied. I slipped out of my dress, and he took off his shirt, and pants. I looked over at his toned body, and blushed. I hated to admit it, but I am attracted to my brother. How sad is that? I knew he was checking me out too, because as soon as I looked over at him he tuned his face away from me. I used my wand to change my hair color back, and put my piercings back in. I then did Adam's. After we both put our clothes back on, we sat back in the same spot. I snuggled into his chest, taking in his scent. I just couldn't contain myself anymore.
"Adam?" I asked, smirking playfully.
"Yes?" He asked. I hoped he was in a good mood.
"Do you love me?" I knew he would say yes.
"In which way?" I was shocked he would ask me that, but I was glad he brought it up, not me. I got out from under his arm, and straddled him. I could feel it through his pants, rock hard. I smirked again, and placed my lips on his. He licked my lip asking for entrance, and of course I allowed him. He massaged my tongue, and we both let out a soft moan at the same time. He slowly worked his hand up my skirt to massage my thighs and further up to my private place. I let out a few soft moans, and just as I was about to explode, he stopped. The carriage stopped. I put my head in the crook of his neck, and he kissed the top of my head.
"Mmm," I moaned into his neck. "That way, do you love me that way?"
"That was the best kiss I've ever had." He said, avoiding my question, but I giggled anyway. I'll bring it up later, I guess.
"Yeah, me too. Right now we should probably get our stuff so we aren't late." I said.
"Yeah, your probably right." He said as I got off of him.