Chapter two: Should I? Or shouldn't I?

"That was the best night ever, can we do it again?" I said jokingly.

"What? Watch DVDs and stuff our faces, well stuff your face with popcorn" Edward replied reenacting shoving popcorn in his mouth.

"Well yeah, it was fun, and I haven't done that in quite awhile" I replied laughing.

"You know what else is fun?" Edward said slowly unbuttoning my top, watching my face to tell him to stop.

"And I was supposed to be the eager one, what about you going on about the "I could hurt you even kill you" kinda crap. I thought you didn't want to sleep with me until I was changed?" I asked him. "C'mon make your mind up Edward" I joked.

"Bella, I'm a guy with raging hormones, you know I've always wanted you, now I want you more than ever…" Edward held me close until our lips touched. "You know you want too…" Edward threw his t-shirt onto the floor, and proceeded to take my pants off. "See, you can't stop me now, you can't resist me" Edward smiled, knowing I wouldn't be able to even without being able to read my mind.

"Oh your good Edward, very good, I'm sure I can take the lead now" I replied heading towards the bedroom.

"But I'm faster" Edward said carrying me to the bedroom in an instant. "I'll make everything perfect". I lay on the bed as I watched him dim the lights, lit some essence candles and put on some soothing music.

"You sure know how to make a girl feel special Edward, this is so nice" I saw Edward shoot off into the bathroom. What would he be doing in the bathroom I thought to myself. "Edward?" I shouted.

"Yeah, just a minute, I'm just getting…getting ready." Edward replied peering out the bathroom door.

After a few minutes Edward was out of the bathroom, nothing had changed, he hadn't changed his clothes or anything. I found that weird.

"What was that all about?" I asked snuggling up to cold chest.

"Ah I was just getting ready; you know mentally, I'm just a bit nervous you know. I don't want to kill you or anything." Edward replied stroking my hair.

"You won't, just hurry up and change me, I want to be a vampire too…I want to sleep with you when I'm a vampire." I demanded. I really didn't want to do this now…Just like him I was a little scared that he could hurt me.

"Talk about me changing minds huh? If it's what you want I'll do it" Edward sighed and hugged me close.

"You mean right here, right now?" I whispered a bit scared.

"Only if you want to, but I don't have to. You can think about it for awhile" Edward reassured me, and continued stroking my hair.

I was never going to make my mind up about becoming a vampire, it was now or never because I didn't know when else he would be in the mood to change me. I wanted him so bad, but things were holding me back like my family, my friends, I probably wouldn't be able to see them for awhile until I settled down as a newborn vampire.

"Edward…" I said quietly.

"Yes Bella?" He replied in my ear

"Do it Edward. Make me a vampire." I replied softly.

Edward kissed both of my cheeks and my lips, before making his way down to my throat. "You ready Bella?" He asked me, I don't know how many times he asked me that before we go to this stage.

"Yes Edward. I'm ready. One question, how long will I be in pain for?"

"It depends" Edward said stroking my neck. "Maybe a few days, or shorter, but I'll make sure you are ok."

"What if you acc…." I couldn't finish my sentence because I felt a shooting pain in my neck where Edward bit me, and his venom was spreading through my body. The last thing I saw before I blacked out was Edwards face looking at me, smiling. At that moment I knew I would be ok. Hopefully this god awful pain would not last for very long.

Sorry that, that chapter was short. I just wanted that one over and done with so I could really get into my story. Hoped you liked, and reviews would be appreciated. Next chapter up soon