The Truth about Dean Winchester

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CHAPTER 13

Before: John backed Dean into the kitchen, pointing the shotgun at the chair Dean had been sitting in just moments before. Now Dean was a great hunter but next to his father sadly, he was not yet as good as John, so when Dean decided to bolt for the door when John moved the shotgun from Dean's chest to the chair telling him to sit down, he was not prepared for the knife that was suddenly at his throat, when he decided that running might be the best solution until Bobby could explain matters. Dean could tell by the burning pain he felt when the knife drew blood that it was not only extremely sharp but solid silver and he suddenly realized that he might not be able to convince his father that he was not the monster everyone thought he was. It had taken Bobby some time to convince Dean that he was not a monster and now Dean realized he would have to prove it to his dad but how, currently John had a knife to his throat and even worse the cuts that knife made every time Dean tried to breath let alone talk where making him weaker and his hunger stronger. It was to this scene that Bobby and Jim walked in on.

Wait cried Bobby, as Pastor Jim moved closer to the couple. Dean stay perfectly still, John put the knife away, we're speaking about your son here not some monster and in saying that Jim could see the developing tears in John's eyes and realized that killing Dean was actually the last thing John had ever wanted to do. Bobby on the other hand was more pragmatic and direct. Put the knife down John, if you kill him I swear your not walking out of here alive. So the current situation was pretty desperate on all sides and Jim was he realized caught in the middle literally, having placed himself there while trying to talk John out of killing Dean right there and then. Luckily for Jim, John second thought on seeing Bobby holding a saw off shotgun was about not himself or Dean but about Sam, he could see that Bobby was not joking, he would fire if John started to Cut Dean's throat - So you could say that they where at a impasse and nobody was moving, except that John moved the knife slightly so that Dean could breath and talk until he that is could figure a way out of the situation.

It was then that Dean decided it was time to end this once and for all, so he told Bobby to lower the gun and then told both Bobby and Jim to leave. Hell No was Bobby's answer and Jim though not adding Hell to his statement clearly was of the same frame of mind. Dean stated the order again, now adding some Dhampir power behind his words which admittedly effected Bobby enough to make him hesitate and looking deep into Dean's eyes Bobby realized that truly this was between father and son, so he lowered the gun but stated firmly he was not leaving the room. Unfortunately for Dean, his Dhampir abilities had no effect on Jim because he was a minister, and looking into Jim's eyes he only saw a sudden sadness. Darn Dean thought of course the priest was immune and now convinced that Dean was a monster. This was confirmed as Jim turned his back and john snarled and forced Dean into the chair. You don't have to tie me up Dad, I'm though running, I won't fight you no matter what you decide.

Dean was scared but determined to see this though, he just had to control it long enough to let Dad do what needed to be done. When Dean lifted his head from the table putting his hands behind the chair as his father ordered him, he looked straight at Bobby seeing that a tear or two where escaping from his eyes, maybe it was that Jim saw as he was about to speak to Bobby, that made Jim instead turn to face Dean again, upon which he saw that Dean too had a trace of a tear running down his face. Feelings, out of control Dhampirs did not have feelings, in fact Jim realized that Dean was not acting like a Dhampir at all, he was acting like a kid who was scared, scared not because his dad was about to kill him, no he was scared of what he might become - God in heaven Jim thought, Dean was scared his dad was right. At that point Jim spoke up, John stop this is not right! At this John turned - You think I want to do this Jim, you think I want to kill my own son. I don't, but there is no other choice. Jim shook his head, Yes John there is another choice - to let him go. I can't Jim, even if your right and he hasn't killed, he has still tasted human blood, dam it, when I got here he was dipping he's fingers in it. At that Jim took a step back, no the Dean he knew would never do that!

Jim turned and looked at Dean praying that the boy would say something anything, tell him it was a lie even if it wasn't, but Dean hang his head and Jim knew what John said was true. It was then that he remembered Bobby's arm, why would Bobby allow Dean to feed off him if he wasn't under his power. No, John something's not right here, there's something we're missing and Dean's going to let you miss it and so is Bobby. John ask him, ask him why. At least ask your son why he's lost control, he's had control for years John years of looking after Sammy, years of patching you up after hunts. Yes it kept him sane and fed his hunger but John if he can control it this long, he can control it in the future. Whatever happened to make him lose control might never happen again John and you being his father, you have to give him the chance to explain. John turned and almost yelled that if Jim wanted to question Dean why didn't he do it. Your his father was all Jim replied.

So John turned and faced Dean and asked well Jim seems to have a lot of faith in you so Son, have you drunk human blood... have you killed to feed.. Can you promise to control it for the rest of your life. After asking John stood up and turned to face Pastor Jim and Bobby, he wanted to see their faces when Dean lied or admitted the truth, both of which would lead to a death sentence for him. Dean took a deep breath this was it, his only chance to prove he was not a monster but then a thought struck him, if his father did not believe him, he was going to die but worse then that, his father would have to live with the fact that he might have killed a innocent boy and that Dean could not allow so innocent or not, Dean decided he would tell his father the answers he wanted to hear, then John could move on, and Dean would be just another hunt. He had to make this work, he had to convince His father and Jim that he was a monster and that Bobby was a slave for him to control and he had to do it from his very first word. He remembered all the demons John had talked about and the few exorcisms he had helped with and the way they could twist the truth and the looks of satisfaction when they spun lies and truth together and cut deep into a human's soul.

So Dean lifted his head and put on his best version of a demon's sneer and smiled a smile that sent chills down Jim's back, and laughed. Then he made his eyes shine green and said in his best wicked Maleficent (Sam was on a Disney kick at the time) evil dripping tone, Of course he had feasted on human blood, and he would never forget the sweet taste of it. John had no idea what he was missing, the power and abilities, did he really think that these ropes could hold him. At that point to emphasize what he said, he snapped the ropes holding him and by the time John turned and raised the gun, Dean was standing by the open back door holding a glass in his hands, the glass on the table which was filled with blood and proceeded to drain every drop from it to the absolute horror of Jim and John but not Bobby.

Next Chapter: Finally The Truth Comes Out