B.P.O.V
As I was riding with Jared I started to think about Jacob. He is my best friend who probably hates me right now. I really do need to talk to him, but what do I say 'I'm sorry but I need to be with Jared.' Can I ever get a break? First there was Edward, then Jacob, now Jared. At least I know Jared won't ever hurt me.
Jared pulled into the driveway of a cozy looking house in La Push. I hopped off the bike and he did the same.
"This is my place," he stated.
"You live alone?"
"Yes, my dad died in a plain crash and my mom is always on business trips and she is never home." I could see the hurt in his eyes as he told me this. He took me inside the house and for some reason I felt like I belonged here, that this was where I needed to be.
The living room was very nice and my eyes popped out of my sockets when I saw his 62 inch plasma screen TV.
"My mom works a ton and she sends me a lot of money, especially during Christmas and birthdays. So I bought this for my self, plus I get the master bedroom because since she's never here. I just wish she would come back." Jared looked away when he told me this and fists were clenched. I wrapped my arms around his large frame to try and make him feel better. He hugged me back, after awhile I looked up at him and asked if he was okay.
"Yeah, wanna check out my room?" I nodded. We walked down the hall and came to a nice room. There was a carving of a wolf hanging over the king sized bed.
"You have a very nice house, Jared. Who knew you could have such great taste?" He just chuckled and rolled his eyes at me.
"Bella, would you go out with me this Saturday on a date?" He was looking at his feet fidgeting. It was so cute.
"Yes." He looked up with big smile on his face like he wanted to jump up and down and scream.
"Okay, that's totally awesome. How about Friday at 8 o'clock? I'll pick you up, but be warned this will be the best date of your life." Jared had big smirk on plastered on his face. I turned on my heels and went in the kitchen to make Jared lunch.
I decided to fry enough chicken for him and me. I opened a bag of cheesy Doritos for us to munch on as well. While I did that, he just stood there and watched me. I put the plates on the table and we started to eat our food.
"Bella, I want to ask you something that is probably none of my business whatsoever, but I'm just curious. I know I need to tell you and be honest with you." I nodded for him to continue. "Well I was just curious if," he took a deep breathe, "if you were a virgin or not." He looked in my eyes and I could see the nervousness pouring off of him.
"Of course I'm a virgin, but that could change soon." I winked at him and laughed as he just shook his head and laughed. "Are you one?"
His smile went gone immediately as I said it and he looked down ashamed.
"No, I have done it with a few and that was what I was afraid to tell you."
"Its okay, Jared, I understand. Honestly I've never found the right person to lose mine to." He just looked up and smiled and started eating his fried chicken. We settled on his couch and watched both Transformer movies.
During some point in time, I fell asleep in his arms and felt so safe in them. I woke up and noticed it was pitch black outside and inside. I shook Jared and tried to wake him up.
"Jared, Jared, JARED!" Damn he is a deep sleeper.
"Huh, what happened," he jumped up as he said this and made me fall on the floor and groan.
"Bella I'm sorry are you okay?" He asked, quickly helping me up from the hard wood floor.
"What time is it?" I asked standing on my feet. Jared grabbed the remote and switched channels to give the time on the TV and it read one fucking thirty in the morning. I'm so grounded when I get home.
"Shit, Bella I'm so sorry. I'll drive you home. Let me go get my truck started." Jared grabbed his keys and ran out the door while I grabbed my bag and put on my shoes. I ran to the truck trying not to fall. I climbed in and we sped off toward my house. When we got to the house I noticed the lights were still on.
Thank God! He didn't call the cops.
"I'll text you what happens. Good night, Jared."
"Bye, Bella." I hopped out the truck and tried to get inside the house with out making any noise. I walked in the kitchen and there stood a pissed off Charlie. (AN. Started to end it here.)
"Where the hell have you been?! I called every single person I could think of, then I find out you ditched school with a boy. Also he drives a motorcycle. Bella what has gotten into you?" I could see dad was not happy, but I wondered who told him.
"Dad I'm so sorry. My friend and I fell asleep on the couch and didn't wake up until about thirty minutes ago. As for ditching school, I guess I just needed a break. I'm so sorry, Daddy, but I am begging you to please not ground me this weekend, please." I really did want to go out with Jared so badly, but I might have just screwed this up.
"Fine, you're grounded for a week, starting Monday." He was about to turn around and leave but then he told me not ever scare him like that again. I walked upstairs to my room still feeling tired. I turned on my light and noticed a letter on my bed. It was folded hamburger style and read Bella on top of it.
[Verse 1:]
I miss the way you kiss
I miss the way wear them heels and make it switch
Miss the way ya hair blows in the wind
And I miss you staying here till the morning
Miss the way you put on your makeup
Miss the way you love me too much
It's everything about you baby
Wanna know where you been lately
Do you go out, do you still live at your old house
Do you got somebody new in your life
Cuz I cant get you outta my mind
[Hook:]
And I wanna erase but I can't stop seeing your face
And every girl I try to replace
You with why cant I get over it
Simply cuz I cant
[Verse 2:]
Missin everything you say,
Missin all the crazy love we made
Why'd you throw it all away
I want you to know its been hell tryna do this with out you here
Baby 07' supposed to be our year
You confront my worst fears
And I had my doubts every time you was going out
Cuz I knew you were tell me lies
And I can't get that outta my mind
[Hook:]
And I wanna erase but I can't stop seeing your face
And every girl I try to replace
You with why cant I get over it
Simply cuz I cant
[Chorus:]
I can't stop missing you, (Cant Stop) wish I was still with you (With you)
I can't stop missing you NO, NO, NO, NO
I can't stop missing you, (Cant stop) wish I was still with you (with you)
I can't stop missing you, NO, NO, NO, NO
[Bridge:]
Wish I, Could wake up and forget about you
Not tryin to call you when I know I want to
(O wish I,) I gotta fight this feeling cant let it take over me
You just don't understand how much you were apart of me
[Chorus:]
I can't stop missing you, (Oooo No) wish I was still with you (With you)
I can't stop missing you NO, NO, NO, NO
I can't stop missing you, (Cant stop) wish I was still with you (with you)
I can't stop missing you, NO, NO, NO, NO
[Chorus:]
I can't stop missing you, (Cant Stop) wish I was still with you (With you)
I can't stop missing you NO, NO, NO, NO
I can't stop missing you, (Cant stop) wish I was still with you (with you)
I can't stop missing you, NO, NO, NO, NO
[Chorus:]
I can't stop, missing you
I can't stop, missing you
(I don't wanna stop) I can't stop missing you
(Baby) I can't stop missing you,
No, No, No,
After the song was written,
'I wrote this song for you, Bella, to show how I feel.
Jacob'
A/N: Okay, just wanted to ask if you minded if Jared was about 4 years older than Bella. The song was by Trey Songz called Missing You. Also I deserve more reviews for this chapter it's longer than all my other chapter. As well I checked my email and saw all the people alerted me and favorite me, so thank you for that. Tell blueboarderchick thank you because her updates are what made me happy. Thanks. Review please.