B.P.O.V

I read the letter over thinking to my self that every fucking thing happens to me. I knew I couldn't deal with this right now. I needed to rest.

I sat on my bed and kicked off my shoes, I took off my socks, then I took off my shirt and pants and got under my covers and fell asleep.

Sometime at night I rolled over on my side and opened my eyes.

"AHH!!!" There was a big, black figure in my room and honestly I started to think the boogie man was real. I jumped out of my bed and ran to my light and flicked it on. "Jacob Black, what the hell is your problem? Don't ever scare me like that again." I walked over and sat on my bed trying to control my breathing and erratic heart.

"Bella, I'm so sorry that I scared you. But I really think we should talk, Bells." I took a deep breathe and looked in his eyes, I used to be in love with those eyes but now I'm in love with Jared's eyes.

I got Jake's letter off the night stand. "Why did you write this Jake, to make me hurt more than I already do?" I tried my hardest not to cry, so I turned away from him, and wiped my eyes with my arm.

"The reason why I wrote it is because you lied, Bella. You told Jared, that you were still a virgin. If I remember correctly, a couple of summers ago, we had sex plenty of times, Bella. So when are you gonna tell Jared the truth?" I just stood there not saying anything. I knew he was right I just did not want to admit it.

He was right and I wasn't sure what to say.

"I'll tell Jared the truth on Saturday when I go out with him. Jake, will I see you again?" He turned around and smiled at me.

"I can't stay away from you that long, Bells." I knew I was selfish I just wanted my best friend so badly. Then just like that he was out my window. I checked my cell and noticed Emily had text me and it said she was coming over to my house on Friday. I sent an 'okay' and went back to sleep.

I didn't talk to anyone for the past two days. All I did was go to school, come back home, and cook for Charlie. Dad told me he was not going ground me anymore because I was very responsible. Thank God.

Soon enough Thursday hit. I threw on my black sweat suit, grabbed my backpack, and left to go to school. I tried to crank up my truck but it just wouldn't turn on. Honestly at that point, I just missed Jared I could not wait until tomorrow.

Then Jared pulled in the drive way and I ran to him. After I kissed him, I hopped on the back of his bike. While holding on, we sped off toward school. I finally realized that I needed Jared with me at all costs and I needed to tell him about me and Jacob tomorrow.

Finally we made it to school, and again everyone was staring at us. I got off and said bye and started walking toward my first class.

"BELLA," I heard Jared scream.

"Emily said she's coming over tomorrow." He screamed.

"Okay."

School was so long that day I just wanted to get home and sleep.

Finally when school was over I went to my locker and got the things I needed to do my homework with. When I got outside and saw Jared waiting for me I saw Lauren and Jessica approaching him. Oh no, you picked the wrong day to mess with Bella Swan.

When I got closer I could hear what they were saying.

"Why don't you give us both a ride, we don't mind foreplay either." Lauren is such a bitch.

"Well my heart only belongs to Bella Swan; she's who I will marry one day." He had his hand over is heart when he said this and it just made me feel worse about not being honest.

I finally reached Jared and I gave him the deepest kiss we both had ever experienced. I pulled away from his lips and turned around to smirk at Lauren and Jessica's fuming faces.

"Might wanna close your mouths, flies might fly in it." I got on Jared's bike and we sped off toward my house. We got to my house in just a few short minutes.

"Miss Swan, I will see you tomorrow at 7:00 instead of 8:00 if you don't mind."

"I don't mind at all, the sooner the better." I blew him a kiss and went inside to cook dinner for Charlie and go to sleep.

The next morning went by fast I got up early and made a breakfast for Charlie and then I rode with Angela today.

"So what are you excited about?" She asked me.

"Just ready for 7 o'clock, Ang." I said combing my fingers threw my hair. It's like school could not go by fast enough and it was totally pissing me off. Finally the last bell rung and I rushed home, where I cooked dinner for Charlie and did my weekend homework.

Then someone knocked on the door, I was going to answer it, but Charlie opened it. I was at the bottom of the stairs where Emily could easily see me.

"Bella, go take a shower, missy, you only got an hour now march." She pointed to the stairs with her hands on her hips.

I took a quick shower and brushed my teeth. She did my hair in a beautiful style and she gave me a white dress and black high heels. (link of outfit on my profile.) I put on the outfit because if I knew if I even objected she would win.

I looked in the full length mirror and damn I never knew I could be this hot, it made me feel like I belonged with Jared. Then I heard a knock on the door and then I heard Charlie and Jared talking.

"Bella, get out here." I went downstairs as slow as possible to try and not fall over in these heels. Jared and Charlie's jaws dropped and it looked like their eyes were going to pop out.

"Bella, we will talk when you get home, young lady, and know you are in trouble for that little outfit."

Jared and I walked out of the house and into his truck. We drove all the way to his house and stopped there. We walked inside his house and there was a candle lit dinner in the dinning with rose petals on the counter it just blew me away. He walked me to a chair beside him, I couldn't even say anything. I was just speechless. We sat down and started to eat, when I realized I still hadn't told him yet.

"Jared, there's something I need to tell you." I took his hand and started to play with it.

"What is it, beautiful," he was so sweet I wish I saved my virginity for him, but he didn't save his either.

"I'm not a virgin, I have had sex before," I noticed he tensed up after the word came out of my mouth.

"Its okay, Bella, I mean I'm not one either, so it's okay." He pushed my hair out my face to reveal my horrible face.

"That's not all either, Jared. I had sex with Jacob multiple times at one point in our lives."

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