B.P.O.V
As soon as the door was slamed I let my anger and disbelief out, turning on Jared.
"What the hell, Jared, I can't believe you." This literally blew my mind, why would he do something as dumb as this?
"We both have pasts, Bella." Yeah, because it was really that simple.
"Yeah, but no baby was made in my past." I yelled, my arms flailing all around as I said every single word.
"We don't know that I'm the father. Do you want to know why Amanda and I broke up? She cheated on me, Bella. There's a strong chance that that baby isn't even mine. Let's not get overly worked up over something that isn't for sure yet." Jared looked really pissed, but at that moment, I didn't care.
"Don't get worked up? Are you serious, Jared?"
"Yeah, Bella, I moved past you sleeping with Jacob. I think you should try to do the same with this."
"Do you not get that creating a life with someone else is on a whole different level?"
"We don't know that I did!" Jared was starting to vibrate now. I started walking toward the bedroom to get my stuff and put on my shoes.
"Yeah, well, don't talk to me until you find out one way or another," I said walking toward the door.
"Bella, wait! Don't go, please, we can work through this. Don't just leave!"
"I can't be here," I said with my hand on the door handle.
"Why not?"
"Did you fuck her here?" He looked away and I knew my answer. I sighed and opened the door. He didn't follow me out and I cried the whole drive home.
Finally, I made it to my house and thank goodness Charlie wasn't home. I dragged myself up stairs and put on some sweats. I then cried my eyes out. I missed Jared, his arms around me. I missed him being near me. I just missed him, period. Why does everything happen to me? First, Edward left me because he didn't love me anymore. Plus, Jake, my best friend, hates me right now. Well, I would hate me too if I was him.
I got up from my bed and looked in the mirror. I stood looking at myself disgusted. Why would Jared want to imprint on me? I'm a horrible person, I'm not normal, I have boring brown hair. My eyes are the only pretty thing about me. I have no curves, I'm pale, and I don't have full lips.
Why do people lie and tell me I'm beautiful, because I'm not? Maybe Jared should be with Amanda and his kid.
Jacob P.O.V
I was doing my patrol shift, when I felt someone phase and soon found out it was Jared. I didn't say anything to him. I mean, what could I really say? But then I noticed that Jared phased out of sadness not because he wanted to. He was so lost in his own thoughts that he didn't even seem to notice that I was there.
So I decided to listen to his thoughts and saw the whole thing. And to say that I was shocked would be an understatement. I knew I had to go see Bella right then and make sure she was okay. I ran the whole way to her house and it took me a short two minutes. I climbed up the three next to her window. Luckily the window was open, so I jumped right in. I landed almost silently and immediately looked for her, finding her on her bed.
Her eyes were closed, looking as if she'd cried herself to sleep. I looked at her and she looked terrible, honest to god horrible. I mean she was still beautiful, but she looked completely broken, like when Edward left but worse.
I climbed in the bed with her and held her close. I listened to her heartbeat and could tell she was waking up. She moved in my arms and looked up at me.
"Hey," I said quietly. Then she went to full on sobbing, I had never seen her cry like that, not even when Edward left.
"Jacob, I'm so sorry for everything, the pain I caused you, and not telling Jared right away about what we did. I'm j-just s-s-sorry for e-everything I caused. Why would anyone want a girl like me? I'm nothing special, I'm not beautiful." She was full on hysterical at that point. Her eyes were red and puffy; she was running out of breath from her hyperventilation. I, honestly, did not no what to do.
"Bella, you have to calm down, honey. It will be okay, I promise. And don't ever say you aren't beautiful. You are completely stunning, and absolutely gorgeous, Bella. Jared loves you and you can trust me that you are not the only one hurting right now." I pulled her closer to my chest to she would know I was telling the truth.
"Thank you, Jacob. I don't know how I ever deserved you." She was quiet after that. All Bella did was just snuggle deeper into my chest and fall asleep.
Author's Note: I hope that ya'll enjoyed this chapter. I must admit that I had help and that's why this one is so good. Also review, please. And thank you for the reviews that you all have sent already on previous chapters.
