Recap:"Don't try me Dana. Logan's so desperate to have you love him back that he'd believe anything. Are you really prepared to have him bug you all the time about how you love him and he loves you and have him all over you. He'd plant a big kiss on you the moment he hears. If you really think you're strong enough to handle that and still say no. Then continue to sit right there and act al cocky and confident. But I'm not playing with you Dana." Nicole glared at me. Logan… kissing me…. Logan… kissing…. Kiss…. Logan… do I think I can handle that without giving in… nope. Do I want to try just so I can feel his lips on mine again…yep… should I… no… could I … definitely… would I win this game in the end… not a chance… is it worth the risk… maybe… am I going to do it anyways… yep.

"Have fun." I replied.

Logan's lips crashed onto mine. Oh yeah. So worth it.

Do We Have a Future

Chapter 4: I Give Up

I found myself buried under Logan's navy blue blankets. His smell was completely overwhelming but I dug my nose deeper into the fabrics anyways. My head was swimming and I felt dizzy, the feeling felt familiar… I bolted up right; I. Am. Such. A. Loser. I fainted. I smacked myself mentally. That's how I ended up in his freaking room. He kissed me and my head started swimming and my body grew hot and… and… oh my god. I can't believe I fainted. I'm supposed to be the cool one. I groaned as I fell backwards onto his mattress. He must think I'm an idiot.

"I am an idiot." I said out loud. I heard a chuckle from the door way. I looked up and saw Logan standing there.

"If I'd known kissing you would get you in my bed, I would have done it long ago." He joked. I groaned again, this time because if I hadn't fainted I still would have ended up in his bed… just with less clothing on. I forgot how intense of a feeling I get when kissing him.

"That's a lie." I responded.

"How so?" He asked, he walked towards the bed and sat down.

"Because you know damn well what your kisses do to me." I replied, "We did date once." I rolled my eyes.

"I thought that you might have changed since then, I mean I know what they used to do to you." He smirked, "They used to make you hot. And weak at the knees and completely vulnerable… we could find out if they still do if you want." His voice was seductive and sexy. It was so hard to resist. So I didn't.

"Try me." I replied equally as seductive. His eyes widened for a second before he advance on me. I felt his kisses trailing down my neck, they felt like electric sparks… like my body was the fuse and his was the fire. Just like before. Suddenly his kisses stopped. I looked up at him.

"Dana… I can't." He whispered. "I won't." I looked at him as if he'd just rejected me. I stood up, moving towards the door.

"Dana. I love you." His voice echoed in my ears. I wish he would stop saying that. "I can't… do this with you anymore. I can't fight you anymore. I can't keep trying to get you to love me. I want you to be happy. I want you to live. And I feel like I just keep bringing you down. I once heard that if you love something than you have to let it go. So I'm setting you free. I give up." I walked out of the room desperately trying to stop his words from repeating in my mind but they wouldn't stop. This is what I wanted. I wanted him to just forget about me. Then why am I crying?

"Dana, what happened?" That was Zoey's voice. I ignored it. I glanced at Nicole instead. She nodded and followed me to my room. She closed the door behind us and locked it and I collapsed on my bed crying.

"Dana?" She asked rubbing my back, "are you okay?" I shook my head.

"What happened?" her voice was soft, it wasn't a demanding sound it was more like she was saying that if I wanted to tell her than I could and if I didn't then she wouldn't force me.

"He gave up." I said.

Logan sat on his bed staring at his hands. All he could think about was the fact that she didn't even turn around and look at him. She just walked away. As if that fact that he loved her didn't mean anything. Of course he had no right to be angry or upset, he'd already decided to let her go. But it hurt none the less that she didn't even look at him. Nothing. Not a single emotion. It was really over.

"I didn't really want him to give up on me." I cried. "I thought I did. But… I don't.

"You should tell him that Dana. Logan doesn't want to give up on you either." Nicole said.

"Then why did he say it?" I protested.

"Because he's trying to do the right thing." She said, "It's hurting him too."

"I'm scared." I whispered. "If I tell him the truth then…"

"Then you'll both actually be happy." Nicole said, "Is that really a bad thing?" I felt the force of her words hit me. Would I really be happy? Yes. Yes I would. Then why was I fighting to hard?

"I'm scared." I replied.

"Why are you letting fear run your life? Life without risks is no life at all." Nicole smiled at me. "Someone really strong told me that once. I wonder if she's still around because she could really help you right now." I smiled back at her.

"Yeah. She's still inside here." I put a hand over my heart. "Thanks Nicole."

"No problem. Just promise me that you'll give him another chance."

"I love you." His eyes widened at her confession.

"But I thought…" He started.

"Nope." She smiled.

"I love you too." He picked her up and spun her around. "I've loved you forever."

"Nina!" Micheal called happily. "Nina!" I stuck my head out of the room.

"What's up Mike?" I asked.

"Me and Nicole." He breathed. My smile widened.

"Oh my god!" I jumped up and down. "I'm so happy for you!"

"Yeah, she ambushed me and she just stood there like it was the easiest thing in the world and said 'I love you'. And… oh my god Nina, she's beautiful." I laughed and gave him a huge hug.

"Yeah she is pretty amazing." I said, "And full of surprises."

-J103-

Jiade 103 here.

Oops. I fogot to update. *sweat drop* .

Anyways this chapter is dedicated to because you're always telling me to update even when I really, really don't feel like it.

Long Live DL!