Bella P.O.V

I sat there in Emily's chair thinking how I might have ruined Jared's future if I was indeed pregnant. He'll be so angry with me. I took a sip of the glass of water trying to swallow back my sorrow but it didn't work. I felt the pain increase in my heart at the thought of everything being ruined for Jared and me. I prayed that I wasn't pregnant.

I think that is defiantly not my favorite word at all. In all honesty, I think that eight-letter word is totally scary.

I took a deep breath in and turned my eyes to look at Emily's. I saw all the worry Emily had for me and I knew she was just as worried as to why I had been so quiet. I needed to get a test from some where far away.

"Emily," I said, shaking my head to get rid of bad thoughts and worry. "Will you go with me to Port Angeles. I wanna get a test there instead of here, because everyone knows I'm the Chief's daughter," I said, starting to get up.

"Bella, you don't even have to ask; you know I'm always here for you." Emily looked hesitant before she reached over and placed her arm on my shoulder. "Bella, Jared will always be there for you too, the whole pack will." She smiled and walked out the room and got her purse.

I noticed I left my bag in the truck, so I went to go get it. I grabbed it and headed for Emily's car. When I got in she sped off toward Port Angeles.

Jared loved me, right, so he would be there for me. But what will everyone else think of me? They would probably think I was the most irresponsible teenager in the whole school. But then again I was graduating soon and not that many people would have to know.

But let's face it, this is small town Forks; people will know and they'll gossip. The question is can I deal with it, can I go through it. Maybe an abortion. NO! I need to stop thinking like that I will never ever consider getting an abortion.

When I looked back out the window, I noticed we were coming to a stop in front of CVS. I got out of the car with Emily trailing behind me. I went straight to the family plan section where they keep the tests.

But what I didn't expect was to see how many freaking different kinds of tests there were. I decided to get the one I saw on television called First Response. I turned to see if Emily was still behind me and she was.

"Umm, I guess I'm done, Emily, but I think I'm going to get another one just in case." I bought the tests and went back to Emily's house. We checked to see if the guys were home but thank goodness they weren't.

I went straight to the bathroom and took the test. This could have been the longest three minutes of my life. All my thoughts were swirling around in my head. I mean, what was I going do? I'm only eighteen. And sure, Jared is twenty-three, but can he handle it.

I took a deep breathe to calm down, then I walked over to the counter and looked down.

Positive.

I didn't want to think about Jared getting upset or angry at me. With the scare with Amanda and everything, could he really handle it.

I walked out the bathroom, tears welling up in my eyes. I tried to hold them back but I didn't succeed. Emily was waiting for me in the hallway.

"It's positive, Emily; I'm having a baby. But I want to tell Jared tonight. Can you call Charlie and tell him I'm staying the night at your house please." Emily closed the space between us and hugged me.

"Of course, Bella, and don't be scared. I bet you Jared will be excited about this."

"Well, I'm going to go to his house now, okay," I said pointing toward the door.

"Call me and tell me everything," she said.

"I will. Bye."

I ran out the door, stumbling on the way. Got in my truck and headed for Jared's house. I was there in less then five minutes. I pulled in the drive way and walked toward his house. I was standing in front of the door when my freak out really hit. I can't do this; I should just turn around and go home. When I was about to turn away, I heard Jared opening the door.

"Bella, are you okay, honey? Have you been crying? Come inside and sit down with me." I walked inside his house; the house that made me feel like I was at home. I sat down on the couch and Jared sat down beside me, pulling me close to him.

"Now, Bells, what's wrong or what happened?" I turned away from his boring eyes and let the tears flow out of my eyes.

"J-Jared, I'm p-pregnant," I couldn't hold it anymore, all the pain and all the worry and fear. It all just poured out of me in one swift motion. I couldn't control it; my sobs were loud and strong. But then I felt Jared wrap his arms around me, put me on his lap and just let me sit there and cry.

Soon my sobs quieted down and all I started to do was sniffle.

"Bella, it will be okay. I will always be here for you; I would never leave you. I'm gonna be here for you and little Jared," he said, and I knew by the tone of his voice that he had smile plastered on his face. I wondered what I did to deserve a person like Jared. He was so nice, so sweet, so understanding and he loved me just the way I was. But I did know one thing; my baby would have a great Daddy.

I looked into Jared's eyes and did the one thing I could do; I kissed his sweet and tasty lips.

"Jared, I love you so much, more then you know. But I do wish we were at least married before this freak accident." I said.

"Don't worry, Bella, we will figure something out, but for right now you look tired from crying. Maybe you should go take a nap; I know I'm in need of one." Jared didn't even let me say anything. He just picked me up and took me to the bedroom. He dropped me on the bed and handed me one of his t-shirts. I put it on and climbed into bed. Jared climbed in next to me and put me on top of him and we both dozed off into a wonderful sleep.

AN: I know it's been a long time and you're probably mad at me, but I had school. I'm really sorry though. The next chapter will be the last, and then I will do a Sam and Bella story this summer. Good news about that one, it's half way done already but it's still on paper.

But how do ya'll feel about a Jared's point of view next chapter. Let me know. Also I want to get to 200 reviews please. But please review and tell me what you like or you don't like. It only makes my writing better.